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by jamiepan (imported)
Wed Aug 02, 2023 1:45 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: Should we be protesting the Barbie movie?
Replies: 23
Views: 103

Re: Should we be protesting the Barbie movie?

The only recent (and ancient) appropriation that continues even now in plays, is the habit directors have had through the decades of casting WOMEN as Peter Pan.

I was an underdeveloped, consciously gay little nerdling of a 10 year old when Mom and Dad told us we were going to a play about Peter Pan ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Thu Jan 12, 2023 12:15 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: Short Survey - 4 Questions
Replies: 60
Views: 253

Re: Short Survey - 4 Questions

1

A) No

2

D) Left only. I get a weird nerve-pinch pain there, very briefly, rarely. Hardly a thing.

3

A) No.

4

A) Right handed. EXCEPT for using my phone...
by jamiepan (imported)
Sat Jul 16, 2022 11:35 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Parental Conditioning
Replies: 2
Views: 22

Re: Parental Conditioning


Is this like the start of a new fantasy story? :)



Nice to see you, C van D! I (and we) can only hope a story might come from you again sometime...!

I'm certain that the most inconsequential events in childhood can drive decades of fetish interest. I've heard, and experienced it, too much for ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Mon Feb 21, 2022 12:20 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: Pull The Other Leg
Replies: 7
Views: 39

Re: Pull The Other Leg

Say what now?

See Jesus' post above; wanting the left leg, specifically, removed is an indicator of a known 'wiring' difference in affected person's brain.
by jamiepan (imported)
Sat Dec 18, 2021 2:47 pm
Forum: Blogs
Topic: Me!!!!!
Replies: 9
Views: 44

Re: Me!!!!!

I am very glad for you that you can, as you should, reconcile your own homosexuality with your own understanding of your religion. Kudos!

As a non-religions questioner, I always feel a need to remind athiests/agnostics (who somehow think I directly align with them) that it doesn't matter what we ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Mon Mar 01, 2021 12:33 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: Heavens Gate cult castrations
Replies: 6
Views: 21

Re: Heavens Gate cult castrations


True story. When I was in middle school a friend and I went to a lecture on UFOs delivered at the Stanford University International house. Well guess what, it was none other than Marshall Applewhite recruiting for his wacky cult. My friend and I left early. If Applewhite ever got around to talking ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Fri Feb 26, 2021 12:27 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: Heavens Gate cult castrations
Replies: 6
Views: 21

Re: Heavens Gate cult castrations

They also left one, maybe two, people behind; maybe they just 'chickened out', maybe they were supposed to not commit suicide, but their old website is still maintained, and a member was at one point maintaining updates and answers to questions as recently as a decade ago or so.

Not sure if it's ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Wed Nov 25, 2020 2:39 pm
Forum: Blogs
Topic: Purple Rain Hiking Kilts
Replies: 1
Views: 12

Re: Purple Rain Hiking Kilts

What's the word for that situation wherein you think / read / see a video / hear a story about something for the first time ever or in ages... and that thing or subject suddenly is popping up all around you?

I had not listened to Prince in at least two decades, probably not for 25 years. I just ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Tue Jul 14, 2020 12:54 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: Eunuch symbol or flag?
Replies: 25
Views: 81

Re: Eunuch symbol or flag?

I don't know you, Devi, but your icon pic is giving me one of the strongest deja-vu sensations I've ever had. As much as I know it's virtually impossible that I know you, my brain is screaming that I do. It must be the odd soft-focus of the pic. And the cheeky, impish a smile :p
by jamiepan (imported)
Thu Jul 09, 2020 9:14 am
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: Eunuch symbol or flag?
Replies: 25
Views: 81

Re: Eunuch symbol or flag?

The only times I ever tried to symbolize my eunuch desires, I did it as a joke which I expected nobody to get, and nobody did. I just bought, and wore, a T-shirt with a picture of a Mounds candy bar on it. As in the old advertisement, "Almond Joy's got nuts, Mounds don't". Pretty sure it's a line ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Wed Dec 11, 2019 6:36 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: castration without transition
Replies: 35
Views: 128

Re: castration without transition


I think the higher age here is because the younger generation consumes the Internet differently than how the EA is set-up.



Very true. I'm quite active online and the EA, while it feels perfectly natural to me and in fact has been an incredibly stable/solid website for at least a few years ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Sun Oct 06, 2019 8:28 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: Opportunity
Replies: 1
Views: 9

Re: Opportunity

I am pathetically childish about doctors, talking to them, and everything about hospitals. I'm just an idiot. I just don't want to know if it's cancer, you know? As a single man, it was all I could do to walk myself in for hernia surgery day, and I was ready to chicken-out right up until they gave ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Sun Sep 29, 2019 7:30 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: At what age were you aware of castration?
Replies: 111
Views: 317

Re: At what age were you aware of castration?

I was around 10. I was semi-actively gay (fooling around with friends) but I knew I'd never change already; I couldn't see myself liking girls and it turns out I was right. But mixed in with this was a desire to be exactly half-way between a boy and a girl. I wanted the freedom to dress in girl's ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Tue Sep 03, 2019 7:15 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: Impotency cult?
Replies: 20
Views: 29

Re: Impotency cult?

I like your question. Not sure if I'm really responding to it or just talking laterally, but...

I do think one can generally look at Western society today and see elements of something like what the more radical folks might call a cult of impotency, or a feminization of society, or a neutering of ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Wed Jul 24, 2019 5:48 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: Peeing on an electric fence
Replies: 61
Views: 165

Re: Peeing on an electric fence

A Ren and Stimpy episode had Stimpy and his cousin Olaf playing a game called "Don't Wizz On the Electric Fence", the song for which is at this moment stuck in my brain full-blown earworm-mode.

Ren wizzed on the game's electric fence.

As I recall, the result is not recommended.
by jamiepan (imported)
Sun Mar 31, 2019 9:36 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: Stepping into Outer Darkness
Replies: 1
Views: 7

Re: Stepping into Outer Darkness

Try not to be too aggrieved by those desirous of the removal of that which you would keep.

People be nuts. And there is no point in ever trying to understand the kink, fetish, or psychological desire of another, especially one you don't have.

I'm gay as toast, I love wearing tights, I'm turned on ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Mon Jan 28, 2019 7:33 pm
Forum: Blogs
Topic: Nervous at my job (not castration related)
Replies: 14
Views: 50

Re: Nervous at my job (not castration related)

Congratulations, indeed! This will be exciting for you, and it will be 'the new normal' before you know it :).

Do enforce your own best interests, though. Don't let them give you the real increase in workload and responsibility while being vague about a 'future financial benefit'. Make sure they ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Sat Dec 29, 2018 12:38 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: Declining Castration as a Boy
Replies: 9
Views: 17

Re: Declining Castration as a Boy

I was an anomaly. Shortest kid in my class, I got treated as a little brother all the time by same age, but 'bigger', kids. Very little teasing, lots of protection.

Related point; I loved both the feeling of boners and the feeling of extreme retraction (like, cold water). I loved the numb, fully ...
by jamiepan (imported)
Tue Nov 13, 2018 9:08 pm
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: At what age were you aware of castration?
Replies: 111
Views: 317

Re: At what age were you aware of castration?

I sometimes think I seemed to have had thoughts akin to some of the stories I read here now. The "normal" thought-pattern for most here (and elsewhere I guess) seems to be a childhood fearful interest in the subject. But I was totally all for it, around 9 or 10. I knew I was gay already, but got ...