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Fraj, I think you have some interesting ideas here; obviously wanting to be a eunuch involves some level of displeasure or pain or even anger with our "male" gender and physical attributes.

I know I didn't have very good male role models growing up (an older brother who ditched me for his friends ...

Hi Bruce,

What was it that allowed you to get over the "extreme self inflicted stuff"? Is the urge to do extreme stuff still there, but you now have the will power to not go through with it? Or has something changed to diminish the urge? I sincerely wish that my inner desire to do stupid and ...

Wow, very insighful thread. I've gone through much of this myself, but the extreme self inflicted stuff is mostly in the past. At my lowest point I have done things such as stick hypodermic syringes in my testicles and one time I sliced open my scrotum and pusehd my testicles out, but didn't attempt ...