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by thesmallone (imported)
Wed Jan 08, 2014 5:34 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: just joined
Replies: 35
Views: 35

Re: just joined

Great. Do keep us updated as to how you feel. :)
by thesmallone (imported)
Sun Jan 05, 2014 4:51 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: just joined
Replies: 35
Views: 35

Re: just joined

Welcome, Geoffrey. Many of us, including myself, have been in that place of frustration and desperation that you describe now.

There is absolutely a psychological component to this type of thing; simply removing the T will not remove all unwanted thinking, actions, etc. Not to say that lowering T ...
by thesmallone (imported)
Sat Dec 28, 2013 5:20 am
Forum: Blogs
Topic: Through murky rapids
Replies: 4
Views: 14

Re: Through murky rapids

Why do I come here at all? I really don't have a lot to share in the way of helpful experiences. Just unanswered questions, possibly more than the average person here, with less than available answers. I still haven't felt comfortable enough to share what really kills me about testosterone. This is ...
by thesmallone (imported)
Tue Dec 24, 2013 3:50 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hello.
Replies: 2
Views: 4

Re: Hello.

I ordered a bottle of Libidno a while back, tried it for a bit and felt no change, got really discouraged and depressed and stashed the rest of it somewhere that I can't for the life of me remember. There is an unfortunate lack of information around it on the internet, the little Googling I did ...
by thesmallone (imported)
Sun Dec 22, 2013 7:11 am
Forum: Blogs
Topic: Roses and Blues
Replies: 2
Views: 13

Re: Roses and Blues

It is beautifully written; you are one of the more soulful posters I've seen in my short time of lurking.

Thank you for sharing, and I do look forward to the rest...
by thesmallone (imported)
Sat Dec 21, 2013 3:58 pm
Forum: Blogs
Topic: Through murky rapids
Replies: 4
Views: 14

Re: Through murky rapids

I get exhausted of trying to deal with my body; I hate to even think about it, much less talk about it.

I keep reading people's experiences on here about how much castration has benefitted them, and it makes me so incredibly jealous.

It's a lot more complicated for me.

I do try to not think about ...
by thesmallone (imported)
Fri Nov 15, 2013 10:46 am
Forum: Blogs
Topic: Through murky rapids
Replies: 4
Views: 14

Through murky rapids

I am aspiring to live without sex hormones entirely. I've lived with both testosterone and estrogen, and both have traumatized me in very different but equally intense ways.

I don't know why my body and spirit are so sensitive, why even the smallest shift in one direction of the hormonal balance ...
by thesmallone (imported)
Wed Oct 23, 2013 11:00 am
Forum: Eunuch Central
Topic: An afternoon with Transward
Replies: 4
Views: 6

Re: An afternoon with Transward

It's always so neat when online friends finally meet in person. Glad to hear you both had a good time. :D
by thesmallone (imported)
Wed Oct 23, 2013 10:59 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Introducing Myself
Replies: 9
Views: 11

Re: Introducing Myself

Welcome back, and what an interesting experience. Best of luck with everything going forward. :)
by thesmallone (imported)
Mon Oct 07, 2013 3:23 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Yes, I am shy.
Replies: 3
Views: 6

Yes, I am shy.

I have spent my whole life hiding, having learned from a young age that my experiences are not viewed upon with respect in the social context to which I was born. I swore to silence as a method of self-preservation; if they never saw me, then they could never degrade me, pathologize me, invalidate ...