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I have peace. I am just exploring my sexuality. I am speaking of things I feel, not things I simply think when I speak of my desire for emasculation. As to seeing a shrink, no, I would get put away faster than I could turn around to run. Professionals tend to only look at the bare facts and not the ...

I guess, with me, it really boils down to the fact that I want to be with women and to not have sexual desire for them, when it is not appropriate to feel so. Also, there is the underlying fact that I do not trust other men and I don't want to be like them, I don't want to feel the need to use women ...

Welcome to the Archive, Jesper. I hope you find more than you are looking for here. The people here are friendly and all you need do is ask and ye shall recieve.

Peace, love and hope to you and all.

Jesse

As I begin to find myself and to explore who I really am, openly and honestly, I find that I am no longer sure of the things I once told myself about my sexuality. I grew up in rural American, in the 80's. I was feed alot of things about sexuality and gay men, in particular. How wrong it was to be ...

I find it hard to socialize with most other males because they seem so caught up in the battle of who has the biggest genitals and who can one-up the rest. Then, I find it hard to be with females because most seem to want those kind of men, though I much prefer the company and conversation of women ...

There is this movie called Ice Pirates, which I had first seen when I was 8 or so. It has this one scene where men are on a conveyer belt, they are de-clothed and shaved by workers talking about other things, then they move down the line and are supposed to have thier genitals removed by a machine ...

I have had sexual relations with my previous partners which included play about the removal of my penis and testicles. By banding and restricting the erection we were almost able to take my penis out of the equation and I would please her with my mouth and hands, some toys as well. Being a person ...

My sympathy goes out to all

I have banded my balls and my penis. It took about 25 minutes for my penis to start going numb, I didn't leave my balls banded for that long, I don't want to press my luck too far and do damage to them, not yet anyway. I didn't use a bander, for I have none. I have used rope and string for the job ...

From a very young age, nearly all of my memory recall, I have had an undying preoccupation with my penis, size and image, as well as detailed fantasies about losing it in a wide variety of ways, both violent and intimate. The thoughts of my 'manhood' seem to have been constant, confusing my self ...

Thanks for your support. I have fantasies and desires which make it hard to find partners who are open to them and don't find them vile or think I am less of a man for having such desires. I think many people are unconscience to the fact that a man should not be judged by the size of his penis or ...

I read the profiles of the women and all I can say that I am very sorry men have treated some of you so badly in your lives, esspecially as children. It is sad that you have not found a man who would treat you as you should be treated and try and help you to deal with your pasts. I am a kind man ...

I've had fantasies about losing my penis for most of my life. It was as if I wanted to get away from it's constant pull, the nearly constant thought of it in my pants and of the things I wanted to do with it. I suffered from a near obsession with masturbation and with doing masochistic things to my ...