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6/20/15 was the date I took the plunge. Can't believe it's been 8 years!

Any visual artists on here who are comfortable with drawing bodies? There's an image in my head I'd like someone to draw/paint/digitally assemble. Obviously I'd pay!

It seems like a lot of eunuchs who don't identify as trans feminine end up taking the next step and going full nullo. Any eunuchs here who got castrated and are happy to leave it at that?

gandalf (imported) wrote: Thu Jul 09, 2020 11:36 am I think that one of the members of the archive used it on his page instead of a picture.

That would be me!

Thanks everybody for the congrats! Also, I cleared my inbox.

Thanks, Micro and Evolve!

I'm interested to hear why you say "maybe".



I think a lot of it's a matter of timing. After I was castrated I went through a very difficult, emotionally turbulent period in my life during which I needed to work through a lot of childhood trauma. A lot of that trauma is around masculinity ...

5 years ago today I walked out of Dr. Arnkoff's office a couple ounces lighter. Would I do it again? Maybe. Depends on the day and my mood. Today anyways I feel like celebrating, so happy eunuchversary to me!

Congrats and welcome to the club!

My waxing can feel absolutely wonderful. At one of my waxing peaks, I had convinced myself I was definitely getting it, and that feeling was great. I felt on top of the world. Other people, especially folks at work pointed out how much more confident and happy I was behaving. Looking down at my ...

Sure. I use the testosterone gel and it only costs me I think $20/month. I have very good insurance. I was on Androgel for a couple years and then they switched me to a generic. I don't know for sure, but it may be that the generic just came on the market. It's my understanding that it's cheaper if ...

I'm sharing the shortest possible version of my story here. I'm hoping it will help others. I'm also hoping others might have insights that will help me.

Around 2005 I got into ballbusting and CBT. I enjoyed the physical sensation, but I mainly got off on the power dynamic. From CBT, it wasn't a ...

1 - Current age: 37

2 - Castrated: Yes; no testicles, still have scrotum

3 - Born again/preferred gender: Male. I'd feel like I'd have missed out if I'd never had external male genitalia, and think it would've made for a very difficult adolescence! But, possessing the power to shed my genitals and ...

The idea that it's okay for a guy to be gay in the military as long as he "doesn't act on it" is just as bad as saying there shouldn't be gays in the military. Actually, in some ways it's worse because the gay guy feels like he's supposed to be grateful that the mere fact of his sexuality is being ...

I just had a drink with a straight, male friend who I'd been considering coming out to as a eunuch/wannabe nullo. I managed to muster up the courage to tell him I'd been castrated voluntarily. It was great; he was very receptive. I wasn't sure if I was going to tell him that I want to take the next ...

Thanks, Jan. I'm trying in small ways to make the world more aware of us. A writing project or 2 are in the works. Good luck on your journey.

I took a trip to Cincinnati this weekend to give a poetry reading at the university. I had a free day, so I went sightseeing. There was a special exhibit at the Cincinnati Art Museum whose theme was the fluidity of identity. I won't go into too much detail, but part of the exhibit invited patrons to ...

I got a message on my work email today from an alleged hacker saying he had all my personal information including the "adult" sites I'd visited and he'd share everything with my contacts if I didn't pay $900. It's clearly spam since his threats are so generic, but I kind of wanted to say "You know ...

From "never" to "RIGHT NOW" and back again, all in the space of a few days or weeks. I get it. Solidarity, brother.

Did not know that! And you turned out quite well

I fetishized castration for years, but my turning point from fantasy to "I think I need this" came when I spent 10 days with a friend in his small Portland apartment. I couldn't jerk off (not a fan of quickly rubbing one out in somebody else's bathroom) and without that release, my desire for actual ...

I am afraid that I will regret castration. And it stops me to remove my testicles. Most of castrated guys regrets!



Hi russianboy, if you feel like you need to have it done, you may want to just go ahead and do it. Do you think you will not have peace if you don't do it? Do you think you'll ...

Congrats!! And yes, I'd be interested in hearing the reasons.

Daifu, if you don't mind sharing, what is your upcoming elective surgery?

There is so much difference in perception. For castration, I was a survivorMaybe it is the good folks of EA who bring much of the wider support of "survivor" to our more narrowly defined group here?

Anyone can cheer for the "survivor". - Good folks here cheer for even those of little cheer ...