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by Bitchboy (imported)
Sun Nov 20, 2016 9:07 am
Forum: Blogs
Topic: From dream to reality, castration as a way to deal with past trauma?
Replies: 12
Views: 44

Re: From dream to reality, castration as a way to deal with past trauma?

Thank you for your answer Stephanie,

Looks like the ideas/desire about castration start quite early. At least for some people. And is

related to child sexual behavior at some point.

To be honest I think I was having fantasy of being castrated from 9/10. But the abuse surely

played a big role in ...
by Bitchboy (imported)
Sun Nov 20, 2016 8:26 am
Forum: Blogs
Topic: From dream to reality, castration as a way to deal with past trauma?
Replies: 12
Views: 44

Re: From dream to reality, castration as a way to deal with past trauma?

Thank you for answering, you're not sending mixed signals by being honest!

For me, it's not only that I dislike the view of my genitals, but that I feel not comfortable

when penetrating someone. I enjoy the moment and can orgasm but it's not feeling right

somewhat.

The castration, or maybe ...
by Bitchboy (imported)
Sat Nov 19, 2016 11:22 pm
Forum: Blogs
Topic: From dream to reality, castration as a way to deal with past trauma?
Replies: 12
Views: 44

Re: From dream to reality, castration as a way to deal with past trauma?

Thank you for the advise sparkey!

I think I have dealt with most of my issues, while I am not sure this kind of issues can just be cured with pills or psychotherapy.

While not planning to go through the process without having time (at least a year) to think it through, in my mind, it could ...
by Bitchboy (imported)
Sat Nov 19, 2016 8:52 pm
Forum: Blogs
Topic: From dream to reality, castration as a way to deal with past trauma?
Replies: 12
Views: 44

From dream to reality, castration as a way to deal with past trauma?

Hello,

I've just a couple though to share, which I think are, in my case, related to

the desire of being castrated.

This has to deal with sexual abuse during childhood I happen to be victim of

I won't give any details concerning the abuse, but it had long last effect over

the years (depression ...
by Bitchboy (imported)
Fri Nov 18, 2016 4:05 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Introducing myself
Replies: 7
Views: 17

Re: Introducing myself

Thank for all these answers!

Feels good to know I am not the only one with these issues/fantasy
by Bitchboy (imported)
Fri Nov 18, 2016 1:54 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Introducing myself
Replies: 7
Views: 17

Introducing myself

Dear members of eunuch.org,

To be honest, I am a bit confused between fantasy and actual wannabe regarding

castration, penectomy, and genders.

The idea of being castrated is a source of strong arousal for me, which I guess is

more fantasy inclination. On the other hand, I feel attracted towards ...