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I have been met with acceptance here, no shock or animosity its nice to be able to be myself without fear of reprocussions

end of the first week at the new job......

I never thought my design ideas would be considdered good by anyone. its small but I designed teeth onto one of the custom bikes and the boss loves it. so when thunder or big twin or thumper magazine does a write up on Ricky Cravens custom chopper look just ahead of the engine thats me.

Philip--

There are very few individuals who are both good creative artists and good welders. By all means, you should do some experimenting in this area, since welded sculpture has unique features that can't be duplicated in any other medium. I'm not sure whether there are outlets for metal sculpture in North Carolina, but, considering the many furniture manufacturers there, I would think there must also be a number of galleries which provide accessories for interior decorators--sculpture, of course, being something used in high-end interior decoration. Don't worry about it if you don't think you're creative. Find some sculpture that you like, done in another technique, and then try doing one or more variations on it as welded work. You should try doing something like this, just to see if you have the flair for it. The money can be really, really, really good.

something happened at work that I have to share. we were making straps or a plastic drum and while we were bending the strapping arround the drum my coworker said (in a southern accent) you might want to watch your balls there or they'll get smacked. I looked down....almost laughed out loud and stepped slightly to the side........................

If they only knew...................

hehehehehehehehehe

Having balls is fun, for awhile.

Having balls is not by choice.

Having no balls is more fun.

Having no balls if by choice.

No balls now.

No regrets.

It is just different.

I like my floppy empty sack and dangling participle.

Not into nullo.

Would like to try giant fake balls some day.

Just for the heck of it.

Enjoy the moment you loose your balls.

It comes but once. Unfortunately.

Make the most of it.

Looking forward to the photos and video.

You are going to do photos and video I hope.

just like my castration surgery my penectomy surgery will be a private affair no audience no video no pictures just a surgeon his staff and me.

Mood swings suck

been having some mood swings and they are puting a strain on my relationship with Bubba.

the good news is we know what's happening now so we won't take things personally. I love Bubba with all my heart and I hate to see us parted so I will be doing everything I can to keep us together and I know Bubba will too.

I am still glad I became the person I was ment to be I have NO regrets.

Good luck!

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philip1 (imported) wrote: Tue Aug 23, 2005 7:03 am they are puting a strain on my relationship with Bubba.

Some of the most helpful advice I've ever been given---

One of the secrets of success is really this simple: just leave about a half-dozen things a day unsaid.

I use a piece of advice my folks gave me about relationships talk things out before you go to sleep. Never go to bed mad. it seems to have worked they have been married for 35 years. Bubba and I are doing fine we both know that I will be having mood swings and I will be trying to stay somewhere near the top of the swells.

Life as a Eunuch is proving to be better than Life as a male.

Still no regrets about becoming the person who was trapped inside for 31 years

iT IS HARD!

MY LADY HAS GIVEN ME SUCH A HARD TIME WITH A CHILD AND ALL!

SHOULD HAVE MADE WISER DECISIONS!

HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YOU!

GLAD TO HEAR YOUR DOING WELL!

philip1 (imported) wrote: Thu Aug 25, 2005 10:29 am I use a piece of advice my folks gave me about relationships talk things out before you go to sleep. Never go to bed mad. it seems to have worked they have been married for 35 years. Bubba and I are doing fine we both know that I will be having mood swings and I will be trying to stay somewhere near the top of the swells.

Life as a Eunuch is proving to be better than Life as a male.

Still no regrets about becoming the person who was trapped inside for 31 years

my primary source of stress is gone (the sale of my house in WA) I think I will be more stable without that weighing on my mind all the time. I will still have stress in my life, that is inevitable, but I think I will be better equipped to handle it.

zen meditation is so frustrating. OH I ment flying model planes. I don't have my good planes out here yet so I have had to make due with walmart planes..... yah they ly but there is little controll and that is frustrating. oh well my good planes are just a few weeks away

OK I think it is time to climb back on my soapbox once again and say this there are many ways to get castrated MOST of them are ILLEGAL or may KILL you keep that in mind next tim you are playing with your bander or burdizzo those are TOYS that should be kept as just that. and cutters well just talking to one about an illegal medical procedure is a felony keep THAT in mind.

I'm not saying that cutters are bad people just the act of conspiring to commit an illegal act is a felony thats all.

I recomend using a liscenced surgeon of your choice, there are many that are sympathetic to our needs all over the world.

well what do you know its been 363 days since I made that fatefull journey to Seattle. I am amazed how my life has changed in the last year. I have almost totally lost my explosive temper, I "feel" things instead of causing a reaction, I found love and a soulmate (Bubba), I learned that who I am is a pretty great person, I learned to care for others more than I have in the past, I left everything I own and everyone I know behind and moved across the country, I proved to myself that I really do know what I'm doing when it comes to my job, and Finally I proved to my parents I am an adult and I can deal with things on my own.

I AM ME

nothing more

nothing less

and I like ME

We like you too. --FLO--

Things are finally looking up for both Bubba and I. Bub has been hired by a company that contracts to IBM and he will be making really good money. and thanks to the sale of my house we will be able to get a nice apartment.

Having a back up plan with my job sure makes things nice. I really don't have to put up with any B.S. if I don't want to. I can just quit and go back to the job I got when we first got here. I'm not saying I will be quitting soon but it is an option.

All in all life is good today.

not out of the woods yet

I am still feeling the effects of testosterone withdrawalls. I have been having hotflashes (though they are becoming less frequent) and mood swings (those suck most of all). Even though I am still having these dificulties I feel content with my self as a human and as a eunuch. Everything I expected out of becoming a eunuch has happened and so much more.

philip1 (imported) wrote: Fri Sep 02, 2005 6:35 am I am amazed how my life has changed in the last year. I have almost totally lost my explosive temper, I "feel" things instead of causing a reaction, I found love and a soulmate (Bubba), I learned that who I am is a pretty great person, I learned to care for others more than I have in the past, I left everything I own and everyone I know behind and moved across the country, I proved to myself that I really do know what I'm doing when it comes to my job, and Finally I proved to my parents I am an adult and I can deal with things on my own.

Philip, you and I seem to have had nearly identical experiences with becoming eunuchs. This life is one whole lot nicer than what I left behind. I wouldn't go back to testosterone for a winning MegaMillions lottery ticket! What you wrote here, point for point, could be my own story.

I had been planning to quit my job, but they were nice to me and gave me a lay-off instead. So, in a few weeks I'm leaving Los Angeles and moving to New Jersey to be with Mike, my partner, who is also a eunuch! I mean, how cool is that? Relationships never made any sense to me until I got my gender right! Every past attempt at forming a bond with another person (male or female) ended up in the most confusing merry-go-round.

I feel life and the people around me today. Like you, I can still get angry, but not like I used to. I someone cuts me off on the expressway, the most I will say is, "Go! Go ahead if you're in such a rush!" My testosterone laced past would have seen me leaning out my car window, screaming obscenities like a maniac, and brandishing my middle finger as though it were a weapon. I'm just so happy to have lost that Greg along the way.

Love my eunuch's life!

Best,

Greg

thanks greg,

I wrote this on another thread and I feel it fits this thread as well:

I may be qualified to speak to "the eunuch born into a male body". I was just that person and my genitals became a painfull reminder that I was not "right". Now as a eunuch I am more at peace with my SELF and I no longer hate who I am or more to the point WHAT I am. I am a eunuch I always have been a eunuch inside. I think that pretty much covers the 30,000 foot synopsis of me.

Hey philip I loved talking with you in chat last night. I'm so glad you are happy and where you want to be!

well it turns out my dream job at the harley shop is more of a nightmare than a dream. After two months of working there I am ready to walk out without notice. I will be calling my previous employer to see if they still want my services. AI hope they do cause I'm about to go postal where I am now.

I have a debate going in my head about this forum this thread and the people here I will inform everyone of my decision on that debate when I reach it.

Phil you are one of the few that can speak from real life experience about castration and the effects. We need your assests and imput badly.

There is a ton of wannabe's out there. But only a few really carry through to completion. You and Bobbie are just two of those few. Guys like me will one make it to Eunuch. We need your insight as to what to expect.