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Re: Hey

Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 1:31 am
by XxEunuchEmoBoyxX (imported)
Jean Op den Kamp (imported) wrote: Mon Mar 09, 2009 11:56 pm So sorry

I need to apologize to all members of the eunuch archive.

I made a terrible mistake, hurting one of our young newcomers

As I was writing my story (In return for: the love of Jason) I got a friendly personal message from Loki. Probable I was to far with my mind in my story as I send him an answer that he could never estimate for its real value, knowing nothing about the story. As I realized by a reply from Jesus (this one not that one) how wrong some-one could understand my words it was too late. With my background I should be at least

ten times more careful as any of you.

Maybe, just maybe Jesus could have send a PM for me, asking what the hell I was upto. But what on earth did I ever do to deserve that kind of trust.

So it's 100% me to blame for scaring him of. I hope if you people read my story, you realize how far it can take me back, as in the beginning there is very little fantasy in it.

This is why I waited with my excuses until the story got on the board.

I hope you can forgive me.

If I make a mistake like this another time, please, have somebody buy a gun and shoot me.

Loki I'm sorry I never wanted (and never will) to hurt your feelings.

If you read the story you will understand that there always will be that thirteen year old boy in me. He's a great kid, he really is, and he's a real pain in the ass, always been and always will be. He died 37 years ago. Yes, you used dry-ice, for him/me it was alcohol that did the trick. If you try to understand how much I love that little devil and what kind of love I was talking about, if you can catch only 50% of it, you will feel the warmth around you.

So please Loki, I am sorry

I do not recall anyone on this asrchive offending me or up setting me if somthing was said the message is gone and I do not think any less of anyone.

And after what you have sent and other messages I trust all of you, and it would take alot to offend me. I never stop people from speaking there mind.

Thanks

-Loki

Re: Hey

Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 2:34 am
by Jean Op den Kamp (imported)
XxEunuchEmoBoyxX (imported) wrote: Tue Mar 10, 2009 1:31 am I do not recall anyone on this asrchive offending me or up setting me if somthing was said the message is gone and I do not think any less of anyone.

And after what you have sent and other messages I trust all of you, and it would take alot to offend me. I never stop people from speaking there mind.

Thanks

-Loki

You are just a great kid, that's why I still like to say I love You (my way)

THANKS

Re: Hey

Posted: Thu Mar 12, 2009 1:32 pm
by balletkyle (imported)
Welcome home.

I'm jealous as hell! At 13 I had thought of self castration, but did nothing till I turned 18. I wasn't successfull and ended up at the local ER with some 27 stitches. Sissors don't work well.

Re: Hey

Posted: Thu Mar 12, 2009 6:15 pm
by dancinggizmos (imported)
XxEunuchEmoBoyxX (imported) wrote: Tue Mar 03, 2009 3:40 am Hey my name is Loki, Im kinda new to this site finally figured out how to start a thread, Im a self castrated eunuch I did it when I was 13 with dry ice, I had a fear of puberty so im happy I did it. Hope to chat to some nice people, Peace 🤘

Wow I am glad you are happy with it.

Soundslike you are doing well.

Re: Hey

Posted: Thu Apr 02, 2009 5:48 pm
by gontran (imported)
Have you ever thought about singing?

Re: Hey

Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 11:17 pm
by shrops1981 (imported)
Hi Loki, I hope you're ok, I've not seen you on MSN for ages. Hope things are going well with your brother x