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Re: Survey Question
Posted: Wed Dec 19, 2018 11:36 pm
by Maribal33 (imported)
maribal33
1- age: 85
2- yes, burdizzo self castrated
3- male
4- age 77
5- after puberty
6- --
7- some exploration time!
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2018 3:18 am
by Cleancut01 (imported)
61
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
2 - Are you castrated? (Your answers are important whether you are castrated or not.) No
3 - If you could be born again, what sex would you prefer to be born as? ("Male" and "female" are not the only possible answers.) Male
4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated? N/A
5 - If you had the opportunity to live your life over, at what age would you prefer to have been castrated? ("Never" is a possibility for some who post here.)
after my children were born, about 36
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?) See answer 5
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age? (This is the piece of information that we most need. The more information you provide, the better.)
By that age and in the great lense of hindsight, I had accomplished what would be good or wonderful with kids. Further my exceedingly high sex drive after that age has benefited me or my marriage little. My wife would say it is nothing but a problem. We contacted MDs but frankly that was a mistake. Now because I work away from home, we get along to a point. At some point in the next few years I will find someone to work with and get a letter and than get this done as a reason 6. My high sex drive is an impediment to a good relationship.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2018 10:01 am
by Losethem (imported)
1 - 48
2 - Yes, penis, testicles, and scrotum. Full Nullo
3 - Male
4 - Age 35 (testicles)/Age 44 Penis & Scrotum
5 - N/A
6 - N/A
I would have preferred to have been castrated/nullified earlier, maybe as young as age 10. I already knew at that time my body was not right, and since I've had my penis and testicles removed, I'm more at peace, and more comfortable living in this body than I ever was when I had my genitals.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2018 11:17 am
by Qunuch81 (imported)
1 - Current age: 37
2 - Castrated: Yes; no testicles, still have scrotum
3 - Born again/preferred gender: Male. I'd feel like I'd have missed out if I'd never had external male genitalia, and think it would've made for a very difficult adolescence! But, possessing the power to shed my genitals and regrow them at will would be nice!
4 - When castrated-- 34
5 - Preferred castration age -- pretty okay with when I did it, though maybe a little younger...32?
6 - N/A
7- Why prefer castration at that age-- like the gender question, I'm glad I got to live as an intact male through my 20s so I could experience "normal" sexuality. Getting castrated (and eventually getting penectomized) feels like evolution. I'd prefer the excitement of evolving through life rather than being born at my ideal end point!
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2018 3:23 pm
by sftineun (imported)
1 - 61
2 - Yes, chemically castrated
3 - Male, or male nullo
4 - Started Androcur at age 48, Stopped Androcur at age 52 and found all castration effects permanent. Never go through with surgical castration because I'm satisfied with my current state, and also I don't heal well from any surgery, always ending with ugly, sensitive scars.
5 - In the 40's, or at birth
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?)
N/A
7 - At my 40's, I have lived through the peak of my sexual life, had a chance to try the many different sexual experiences that I wish to experience, and become sure of my wish to be castrated, so that there will be no regrets.
Alternatively, to be born a male nullo, and have no idea what I don't have
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2018 10:04 pm
by Gerslave (imported)
77
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
2 - Are you castrated? (Your answers are important whether you are castrated or not.) No
3 - If you could be born again, what sex would you prefer to be born as? ("Male" and "female" are not the only possible answers.) Male
4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated? N/A
5 - If you had the opportunity to live your life over, at what age would you prefer to have been castrated? ("Never" is a possibility for some who post here.) about 21
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?) See answer 5
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age? (This is the piece of information that we most need. The more information you provide, the better.)
I have a lot of bad experiemces with females, disappointments and even cheatings. My sexdrive gave me no pleasure and I feel best in the role of a bottom, a maso-sexslave having pain and injuries of my genitals
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2018 10:10 pm
by cboy0815 (imported)
3
2 - Are you castrated? yes
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
3 - If you could be born again, what sex would you prefer to be born as? female
4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated? 42
5 - If you had the opportunity to live your life over, at what age would you prefer to have been castrated? 42
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?)
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age?
Is and was the perfect age because wan't no kids anymore and was wishing it really. All perfect! Now I can play with hormones and sexuality and it's really comfortable now between the legs.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2018 10:32 pm
by TgEunuch (imported)
57
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
2 - Are you castrated? (Your answers are important whether you are castrated or not.) No Yet
3 - If you could be born again, what sex would you prefer to be born as? ("Male" and "female" are not the only possible answers.) FeMale
4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated? Not Yet
5 - If you had the opportunity to live your life over, at what age would you prefer to have been castrated? ("Never" is a possibility for some who post here.) 10
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?) 10
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age? (This is the piece of information that we most need. The more information you provide, the better.) A
t 10,with puberty is just around the corner so I could enjoy being smooth before certain parts start to pop out my chest
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2018 2:29 am
by JesusA
Thank you to all who have responded so far. The variety of answers is very useful and just what I had expected from this community. More responses will help as we move forward with the project.
If there are some who would be willing to add their information into the mix, but who are reluctant to post it publicly here, please send it to me in the form of a <Private Message>. Your information will help and you can remain anonymous.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2018 3:27 am
by olderone (imported)
1. 82
2. Yes
3. Male
4. 80
5. 75
5. N/A
6. That is when they started to be painful. They were greatly inflamed.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2018 3:51 am
by wishtobe (imported)
63
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
2 - Are you castrated? (Your answers are important whether you are castrated or not.) Yes
3 - If you could be born again, what sex would you prefer to be born as? ("Male" and "female" are not the only possible answers.) Female
4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated? 55
5 - If you had the opportunity to live your life over, at what age would you prefer to have been castrated? ("Never" is a possibility for some who post here.)
If born as Female not necessary. Otherwise after the kids were born and older. say 40-45.
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?) N/A
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age? (This is the piece of information that we most need. The more information you provide, the better.)
I was over sexed, and my sexual urges were getting out of hand. Even now being a Nullo but on TRT, I would prefer being on a small dose of E instead of T, but cannot get my endo to prescribe it to me. If I was single and no kids then I think I would like to see what going on a higher dose of E would give as a result.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2018 7:01 am
by Hopeful1 (imported)
69
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
2 - Are you castrated? (Your answers are important whether you are castrated or not.) Yes
3 - If you could be born again, what sex would you prefer to be born as?
Very effeminate male.
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated? 67
5 - If you had the opportunity to live your life over, at what age would you prefer to have been castrated? 13
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?) N/A
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age?
It would stop the ravages of testosterone going through puberty.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2018 12:20 am
by HatterSC (imported)
1. Age? 64
2. Castrated? not yet, within the year I hope.
3. Born again: male
4. NA
5. Live over? 28
6. See #5
7. Why at that age? My "Wish" is to have bigger equipment. But, assuming the current equipment, I would want to live as a man, even with the disappointments with women. To dampen my sex drive that is unrewarding, 28 is a good age I think. I am married but she is unfulfilled. No kids.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Sun Dec 23, 2018 5:55 am
by Peter47-NL (imported)
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JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
2 - Are you castrated? (Your answers are important whether you are castrated or not.) no
3 - If you could be born again, what sex would you prefer to be born as? ("Male" and "female" are not the only possible answers.) Male
4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated? ==
5 - If you had the opportunity to live your life over, at what age would you prefer to have been castrated? ("Never" is a possibility for some who post here.) 35
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?) 35
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age? (This is the piece of information that we most need. The more information you provide, the better.)
I'l know the desire for a castration. I'l know what l'l have to give up. I expect to live many, many years as a happy eunuch, knowing what I lost and what I got.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Sun Dec 23, 2018 6:13 am
by T van Keel
3
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
2 - Are you castrated? (Your answers are important whether you are castrated or not.)
No
3 - If you could be born again, what sex would you prefer to be born as? ("Male" and "female" are not the only possible answers.)
Nullo, or male
4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated?
n/a
5 - If you had the opportunity to live your life over, at what age would you prefer to have been castrated? ("Never" is a possibility for some who post here.)
n/a
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?
16-17. Perhaps 2-3 years later, or maybe even 2-3 years earlier. (castration and penectomy
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
)
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age? (This is the piece of information that we most need. The more information you provide, the better.)
I always had a feeling that I'm not really male, but also not female. Today I identify as a non-binary transgender. That's why I don't want to have any genitals. This feeling of being somehow neutral started already during puberty, so that caused me an increasing feeling of discomfort having genitals. So I think an relatively early nullification would have been a good thing, but with T replacement, as I want to have an outwardly male appearance, even though I strongly dislike male body hair.
The exact age I would have wanted to be nullified at is somehow difficult to determine, as it would depend on how much information on castration and (non-binary) transgender would have been availabe to me at that age. Lack of information about these things was a big problem during my youth, so I had no label for my feelings. I simply didn't know there's a way to get the genitals removed and that it's totally OK to have such a desire. What I want to say, if I would have had my current knowledge about these things already in my youth, I'm quite sure that I would have tried to get the surgery during my teenage days already.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Sun Dec 23, 2018 7:42 am
by GordonGG (imported)
I'd like to append my answers.
2 - Are you castrated? Yes - chemically.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Tue Dec 25, 2018 11:29 am
by michelle49 (imported)
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
While we have asked a great many questions on the three surveys that have been posted on the Eunuch Archive so far, there are some questions we need to have answered to give us information that we need. P
1 - What is your current age? 69
2 - Are you castrated? (Your answers are important whether you are castrated or not.)No
3 - If you could be born again, what sex would you prefer to be born as? Female
4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated? N/A
5 - If you had the opportunity to live your life over, at what age would you prefer to have been castrated? ("Never" is a possibility for some who post here.) 10
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer? 10
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age? (This is the piece of information that we most need. The more information you provide, the better.)
It was before puberty for me. I have always felt and thought I was female.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2018 1:25 am
by Krazytymes (imported)
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1 - What is you
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2 - Are you castrated? Yes
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
3 - If you could be born again, what sex would you prefer to be born as? Male
4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated? 36
5 - If you had the opportunity to live your life over, at what age would you prefer to have been castrated? 18
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were,
what age would you prefer?
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age?
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I had the desire since I was young. This is the earliest I could have gotten the surgery on my own.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2018 11:01 pm
by shocked2 (imported)
michelle49 (imported) wrote: Tue Dec 25, 2018 11:29 am
58
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
2 - Are you castrated? (Your answers are important whether you are castrate
d or not.) No
3 - If you could be born again, what sex wou
michelle49 (imported) wrote: Tue Dec 25, 2018 11:29 am
ld you prefer to be born as? ("Male" and "female" are not the only possible answers.) Male
4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated? n.a.
5 - If you had the opportunity to live your life over, at what ag
Krazytymes (imported) wrote: Thu Dec 27, 2018 1:25 am
e would you prefer to have been castrated? ("Never" is a possi
bility for some who post here.) n.a.
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?) In my 30's.
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age? (This is the
piece of information that we most need. The more information you provide, the better.)
Having experienced/enjoyed maleness - around 30 decided I don't NEED it. An asexual lifestyle allows to concentrate on other things in life.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Fri Dec 28, 2018 2:04 am
by hd2500ne (imported)
- What is y
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2 - Are you castrated? no
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
3 - If you could be born again, what sex would you prefer to
shocked2 (imported) wrote: Thu Dec 27, 2018 11:01 pm
be born as? male
4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated? n/a
5 - If y
ortunity to live your life over, at what age wou
ld you prefer to have been castrated? 15/16
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what ag
e would you prefer?) 18/20
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age?
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To be calmer, no sexual desires and hopefully more focused and also to be sterile.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Tue Jan 01, 2019 4:09 pm
by Woggler58 (imported)
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2 - Are you castrated? (Your answers are important whether you are castrated or not.)
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4 - If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated? 73
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so as to retain libido and normal orgasmic function. With that condition, any age after 60, just for the erotic novelty of an empty scrotum.
JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you p
refer?) N/A
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age? (This is the piece of information that we most need. The more information you provide, the better.)
N/A
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Wed Jan 02, 2019 12:53 am
by april973 (imported)
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7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age?
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Re: Survey Question
Posted: Wed Jan 02, 2019 2:44 am
by BiBikerFL (imported)
michelle49 (imported) wrote: Tue Dec 25, 2018 11:29 am
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JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?
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JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
would you prefer castration at that particular age?
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Re: Survey Question
Posted: Wed Jan 02, 2019 11:36 am
by Dekeldoh (imported)
What is your current age?
22
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If I had come out earlier and received the same amount of support and care, I would have been just as ready for surgery and I could have gotten my life together sooner.
Re: Survey Question
Posted: Wed Jan 02, 2019 2:55 pm
by Deepspace9odo (imported)
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1 - What is your curr
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6 - If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?)
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JesusA wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 1:19 pm
7 - WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age? (This is the piece of information that we most need. The more information you provide, the better.)
I don't consider myself to be transgender, but even if I wish to have no penis, I still consider myself male. I also consider myself straight, even though I am attracted to pre-op/non-op transgender women. To me, a penis is an organ and nothing more, and whether or not you consider yourself a man, or woman, or neither, genitalia does not dictate gender. I want to have my penis removed by age 30 because I am still a virgin, and I want to show women that there is more to sex than penile penetration.