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Interesting. A while back, maybe here, there was a nullo on T who described increased excitement after being undicked. It became a whole-body experience. I guess we'll have to wait and see if this might have been true? Do tell!

Well guys...I think I am now incapable of reaching an orgasm. I am basically pain free now and tried everything short of prostate stimulation to reach an orgasm...but nothing. There is no more orgasmic flesh 'down there' to excite. The only 'flesh' I can still 'twitch' (with nipple stimulation) is the muscles that control urine flow. Doing this, release some fluid from the prostate but I'm not even close to orgasm.

The scary part of this is the realization that I have done something completely irreversible and permanent. The good part is that this is what I wanted all along. Orgasmic inability is many people's desire on this forum...I have truly achieved it. The good thing it doesn't bother me...so far.

I'll see what the nerves do as I heal more . All in all...I hope the status quo remains like this.

Yoda

with me, its the same,

have tried to get excited but next to impossible.. Sometimes I think I am almost there, next thing I know I am back to square one.

I inject Sustanon 250, 1ml every three weeks. Before I had the operation he really kept me busy, must have sensed his pending downfall. Since then, as you say there is no orgasmic flesh there at all. I am not complaining. I enjoy the women's underwear also. Completely different feel than men's. I had tried Slips/bikini but have now gone to boxer/hipster models. Biggest problem is trying to find the right size...As you say, no going back now. I added a couple more photos of 37days post op. Posted them yesterday, awaiting moderator to ok them. Take care.

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wishtobe (imported) wrote: Sun Mar 30, 2014 2:36 am Before I had the operation he really kept me busy, must have sensed his pending downfall...

Poor thing!

I must say that there are some nice feelings at the prostate level, specially if I work the sphincter muscles. The very tip of my urethra is also sending nice signals with nipple stimulation. I wonder if this is not the feeling women have when stimulated. My prostate area like a twitching vagina and my urethra tip like the clitoris? The feeling is very nice, just wonder if this could eventually lead to orgasm.

I have spoken to my partner and we came to an agreement that I should undergo a SRS operation...MtF! I am not really female by nature but I think this should be quite interesting. My Plastic Surgeon (who does these kinds of operations) actually asked me whether I would consider such a operation, but I declined. I think that I will go back to him and talk to him about it. There are some stuff I must do first (estrogen injections, living live a girl etc) before he will do the op in 2 years time. Wow! This is a sudden decision to say the least.

Awwww!! Nobody is buying my April fool's joke.

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Thu Apr 03, 2014 1:32 am Awwww!! Nobody is buying my April fool's joke.

No too many have gone that route. And I did not even cross my mind that it was a joke

And that would be the route I would take but I would be a but ugly woman

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You had me going for a minute!

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_g (imported) wrote: Thu Apr 03, 2014 4:02 am but I would be a but ugly woman

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Me tooooooo!!

But seriously...I do have a great concern. What I'm about to tell you guys is absolutely true. Last night I caressed at the spot where my penis used to exit my body. I had an orgasm within 30 seconds! I could not believe it. I think it was the old suture scars in that area that gave me an erection...a phantom erection (I believe). After the orgasm I still felt the erection so I touched the area with my hand and it felt that my hand was moving through my stump. This is a very strange sensation which, curiously enough, I find kind of very interesting. I guess my phantom never left me. I thought it was my prostate that was twitching, but I discovered that the twitching is located were the stump used to be. As I am healing, I start to notice many things and feelings. It appears to me that sexual sensation is so deeply rooted in one's body that one can keep cutting flesh off, but something else will twitch with pleasure. The only flesh to be removed in my perpetual struggle against my pleasure sucking body is my nipples and prostate; but I'm beginning to suspect that after doing that, my body will manifest sexual pleasure somewhere else...my gall bladder, perhaps!

Still...maybe if my phantom disappear, I will not be able to orgasm again.......eish!!...30 seconds!

I'll keep you posted.

P.S. I can perhaps prove this by creating a video, but my principles dictate otherwise...it's not my style. Please accept my word.

My reading on the topic of "male" orgasm is that the mechanism of orgasm is a spinal reflex, therefore, it can be activated in some men who have a high spinal injury which effectively disconnects the brain from the orgasm spinal reflex region of the spinal cord.

While stimulation of the external genitalia of males can, and commonly does, bring about that reflex, the reflex arc itself does not depend on the external genitalia, or so I understand.

Some post-pubertal males never experience nocturnal emissions, others lose sleep because their nocturnal emissions happen outside any willful control. Those who are unduly bothered by nocturnal emission sleep interruptions have, so I learned in college, opted to titrate masturbation just enough to sleep soundly all night. Others have been taught that so doing is immoral.

So, one makes one's choices and one takes one's chances. Much as does everyone...

Life happens to happen?

Severed nerves sometimes develop new endings that are sensitive. That may be what happened with me after my colectomy, it has been suggested that the severed nerves in the region of my ileo-rectal anastomosis formed neuromas which can activate spasms in the anastomosis. As a part of my post-colectomy medical care, I was once at the Mayo Clinic, in Rochester, Minnesota, when those spasms were observed during a sigmoidoscope examination.

If nerves which previously led to a penis form sensitive ends where they were cut, those nerve ends could perhaps easily, I am guessing, activate an orgasm spinal reflex.

For myself, life is sometimes surprising.

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janekane (imported) wrote: Fri Apr 04, 2014 7:30 am For myself, life is sometimes surprising.

You can say that again.

I had two orgasms since that one and both occurred within one minute. It's easier for me to orgasm now than when I had a penis. I wonder if this is not just part of the healing process. Perhaps as time goes, this ability will fade. What I mean is that my flesh down there is 'fresh' with sutures and freshly cut flesh that is very sensitive. Perhaps as the flesh settles, orgasms will go away. Who knows?

Yoda,

Enjoy it while you can.

I can touch stroke the area where my penis was, and the only sensation I have is caressing the skin plus a bit of pleasure, but nothing to write home about.

I tried yesterday to see if I could come trying to stimulate my nipples. I did manage to get a bit of precum out thru my reroute and had two peaks of pleasure from down below but that was about it. In the meantime I am rubbing aftersun cream into them 36hrs later, as I think I went to far and they are a bit burned from my rubbing and squeezing them. I have not tried to see if I can come by stimulating my reroute or prostate yet. My reroute is still a bit red inside even after 6weeks. If I can ask how long did it take for your reroute to be fully healed?

This morning I had a enjoyable time with my wife and yes she did come and her reply was, See it even works without a penis.. What was strange my side is that, before I would want to come more and more as she got closer to her climax, this time I did not have the urge but a wellness feeling came over me and I did not even need to touch my crouch.

Today while I was at the table I went to cross my legs and stopped just for a second thinking I had to move my penis or he would get squashed. It quickly passed and felt really good not having anything in the way. But women have known that for ages.

What underwear do you plan on wearing at a later date? Men's underwear don't go at all for me now. I like bikini briefs size M but the wife prefers that I wear boxer type, does not want me to appear to womanly.........although as I told her the only other people who will see me are all the doctors that I visit and they all know anyway. For the beach we have a different problem. I still want to wear my speedo trunks but she is against it. Here we need the woman to answer the question. How many women on a beach actually look at a man in a speedo as he walks by or comes out of the water and checks his package. My guess is very few, and even then, if they do notice, the guys package when he leaves the sea is much smaller anyway.

See, all the new and exciting problems that await us. Who would have thought that they were so many.

Hope that the healing is getting better all the time...... Take care.

Yoda,

wishtobe (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 07, 2014 2:40 am I did manage to get a bit of precum out thru my reroute...If I can ask how long did it take for your reroute to be fully healed?

My reroute is always wet with precum...I wonder why. My pee-hole feels wet like a women's vagina. It really irritates me as it really messes up my underwear...looks like I'm incontinent. I used toilet paper inside my briefs but that breaks up into a million pieces and is therefore a big hassle to clean up.

My reroute is not fully healed yet. I still feel some sutures pulling deep inside. In addition to the precum, there are also some protoplasm oozing from there. I think I must purchase some of those pads woman use until I'm fully healed. I'm getting tired of exchanging underwear twice a day.

P.S. Maybe it will be easier for you to orgasm if you take to T. I think that is the reason why I can orgasm that easily.

Eish!!! Weird things are happening to me as I'm healing. Now, for the last two days, I just cannot bring myself to orgasm. It's pretty much as 'whishtobe' situation. The feelings down there are missing. It's like stroking one's arm. I do, however, feel my prostate 'twitch' fairly constantly which also releases precum the whole day. I purchased a box of 50 pads, the stuff that women use, just to keep my drawers clean. I seriously hope that this prostate leaking will end soon. I don't want to use pads for the rest of my life.

Let's see what surprises is in store for me tomorrow.

Yesterday, I went to my Plastic Surgeon for my second follow-up visit. I told him that I had difficulty to urinate and my prostate is constantly leaking precum. He investigated and said everything looks good except for one thing. The suture loosened up and my urethra pulled away on the one side right at the end of my pee-hole. He said that my urethra collapsed somewhat making it harder for me to pee. He said it should still heal up properly and that my urine flow should improve. Regarding the 'precum' he said that it had nothing to do with my prostate. That part of the urethra that pulled away is infectious and oozing protoplasm. He said he never thought of it, but liked the idea of me using the pads to absorb all those horrible juices oozing from there. He will now also suggest future patients to do the same. He gave me some antibiotic ointment to apply to the pee-hole. I hope everything works out well or I'll have to go for another operation.

My situation is exactly like that of 'whishtobe'. It is damn near impossible for me to orgasm. My prostate gives some pleasurable sensations but there is (at this moment) no way of reaching an orgasm. I suspect that the time for cutting off my nipples is very close at hand. I already procured some Lignocain. I must just find sutures somewhere and off they go. I'll also have to find a tattoo parlor to tattoo me some nice nipples or else I will get some weird stares in the gym.

Yoda, do not give up hope. last week I was pleasuring my wife, stroking and caressing her, and getting close and cuddling up close. Then I went and positioned myself on top of her with my head close besides hers, our two pubes were touching each other and I had a feeling as if I had a full bladder but different. Next thing I know I put my hand between my legs and I am coming like the dam broke. We were both blown away. Then she became practical again and asked how are we going to put a condom on him now................ It was the first time I have come since my operation, 7weeks later and no effort at all on my part.

So I went through a lot of my old links about penile cancer and found the following one.

http://www.mdjunction.com/forums/penile ... and-orgasm

interesting story of a person with penile cancer and finally gets the doctors to remove this testicles as he cannot come.

what is of importance is the advice of MDMAX who says do not give up hope and control your thoughts, and you can orgasm. That is what appears to have happened with me when I was completely relaxed with my wife. I am still on TRT, Sustanon 250 1ml injection every 3weeks, to keep me in form, but what is strange is that I no longer have the craving for porn or other things. I still enjoy the eunuch archive but my interests have completely changed.

We have just opened a new page in our life and we have a lot more to learn about how our bodies now function, and it is going to take time. I am really looking forward to the coming years.

Take care my friend.

Yoda, do not give up hope...Take care my friend.

So good to hear from you. Amazing stuff you mentioned. I my case though, I am trying to achieve the complete inability to orgasm. I am trying to destroy sexuality in my body. I only try to orgasm to see if it is still possible. I think I should try to orgasm using only my mind. It's going to take some practice.

I pray your future is blessed with prosperity in all it's forms. And do check in at times.

Congratulations to both of you. Seems by degrees you're finding contentment.

So, a question to wishtobe, or any with something to say: Now you have had relations as a nullo, a eunuch and intact, how about a comparison review? How has the partner felt at each stage? I guess the question is intended most for those who wish to retain sexual function but lose the bits. We seem to have many contented eunuchs here, and penectomy crosses the minds of many.

Well I will try to answer part of the question.

When I was intact, sex was great but always on my mind. If I could not find a partner than I would masturbate, sometimes three times a day, As for a lot of us it gets out of control. When I meet my wife, long time ago, we were doing it all the time, we were young then, and wanted children. After the children came it was still good but not as often. After I got rid of my testicles it was still the same as I was already on TRT. So no big difference there. Once I started injecting my penis with ethanol, sex became impossible due to E.D. but I could still masturbate when the need was there. During this time testosterone would still be the driving force, but each time to a lower degree. Now that everything is gone, Testosterone is no longer controlling me in the same way, It keeps my body healthy like a man, I do not want to be like a girl, and at the same time I can really enjoy the close company of my wife. I think I could go completely without sex if needed but that would be selfish on my part. We married for better or for worse and there should be no reason why she should be deprived of me pleasing her.

That's about my 3cents worth.

A fine and generous spirit; I suspected that we needed to include the partner, and the partner's feelings!

I am fortunate with a spouse, who needs to be kept happy in all respects, but is adaptable. It might be that not all are so blessed, or even wish for a partner.

So, I suspect that there is much to say about sexuality transitions through life, and for here, that of intact->eunuch->nullo in particular?

Ok guys, so I finally went so far as to amputate both my nipples...last evening (17 June). I just could not stand it's sensitivity any more.

I took 2 insulin syringes (1cc each) and filled both with lignocain. I cleaned both nipples with plenty of alcohol swipes including the small nail scissors.

I firstly injected the left nipple with the lignocain. When it was numb, I took the scissors and simply cut the left nipple off. I was surprised by how easy it was to do it even with no pain at all. Some blood flowed from the wound but I took a cotton wool ball with elastoplast and dressed the small wound. When I searched for the nipple, I could not find it! I think I accidentally flushed it down the wash basin in my "panic" to stop the bleeding.

I did the same for the right side, making sure I will not loose the nipple again. I didn't and put it in the jar that contain my mummified genitals.

An hour later, I removed the right nipple's dressing because I want to clean the wound properly and apply bactroban and an elastoplast. That went well. Upon removing the left nipple's dressing, the wound kept on bleeding...not much at all...but it did not want to stop. After applying pressure for 20 mins the bleeding was less but still did not stop. No use putting elastoplast on because the blood will just ooze through it. So I took an ice pack and iced the area. After a few minutes the bleeding stopped and never started again. I dressed the wound as the other side.

This evening (24 hours later) I removed the dressings and took pictures of the wounds. Looks good. I dressed the the spots with Mercurochrome in order to dry the wounds. I did not elastoplast it again. Maybe one more night with bactroban, just to make sure it doesn't get infected.

I took pictures so it can be viewed here (

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Thu Mar 20, 2014 6:11 am http://malebodymods.com/index.php?do=/YodaNell/photo/

view/20140617-172749-jpg/). (If you can't see the pics it is because the moderators must still approve it. But keep checking...if you want)

Now if, after healing, the rest of the nipple areas are still bothering me, I will get my plastic surgeon to remove ALL of it. He already agreed to it. Then I will tattoo "nipples" on my chest. Removing sexual stimulus from my body is getting closer to reality...only the brain remains, but I will deal with it on a psychological level.

Keep pure my friends...

And for those following the link above:

1. The photos will be moderated, likely on Thursday or Friday (California, US time), as it is very late in the evening, I just saw them, and well, I have a life too (Read job to go to and sleep to have before I do this).

2. You won't be able to see them if you only have basic access. I wanted to warn about that to avoid the "I can't see them" posts here.

Thanks YodaNell. We appreciate the contribution.

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Photos have been moderated and approved on the site YodaNell placed them in the link above.

--LT

Losethem (imported) wrote: Fri Jun 20, 2014 12:48 pm Photos have been moderated and approved on the site YodaNell placed them in the link above.

--LT

Thanks Losethem. Have a fantastic weekend.