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Posted: **Tue Jun 26, 2018 6:02 am**

Although I knew about castration from a very young age, I never had a drive to do it.

This all changed when I turned 15, I am a deep conservative by that time who makes fun and stuff of transgendered people on YouTube and I happened to scroll past a CNN video. The video I think was titled, "transgender boy got chemically-castrated 2 years ago with puberty blockers", I decided to click on it, this decision changed my life.

The kid, who was now my age, looked so cute and sweet, my heart fuelled with jealousy and envy for his tesosterone levels.

So I did my share of research and ended up on this board.

I also think my love of anime added fuel to the urge of getting castrated. All the anime characters I knew of were really cute and neotenous, like they were castrated or never had testosterone.

Posted: **Tue Jun 26, 2018 10:49 am**

I have been aware of castration as long as I can remember growing up on the ranch.

Posted: **Tue Jun 26, 2018 1:44 pm**

Holy necro, Batman!

But since the thread was revived: I knew about the idea since I started singing in (non-religious) choir and noticed boys' voices starting to change. This lead to questions about why they're changing and how it could be stopped, and learning about castrati. Of course they were always spoken of with a "but of course we don't practice such barbarity anymore" at the end, but I never saw it as barbaric. Today, I would even call the procedure a gift - one I never recieved. I recall secretly wanting to be castrated then, but didn't have the guts to tell anyone or just do it myself. A decision I'll likely regret forever.

Have to agree with creepercast888 that anime may not have been the cause of my wanting castration, but certainly contributed to a picture in my mind of how a man should look, and it wasn't a picture full of body- and facial hair. Once I read about and studied several ancient cultures (Roman, Egyptian, to an extent Greek) which abhored body hair and did their best to be rid of it, not to mention had entire eunuch social classes, I also lost any sense that I was abnormal for wanting to be that way - I was just born to the wrong culture in the wrong age.

Posted: **Wed Jun 27, 2018 1:39 am**

I was a choir boy from age 7 at a choir school. I saw older boys who were soloists and generally beautiful singers, lose their voices and become Alto or Tenors. I remember thinking why did this horrible thing happen! Why didnt they just keep their treble voice? I remember being told about puberty and breaking voices and that it would happen to us all. I think I was about 10 when we visited the Cathedral at Montserrat in Spain. Thats when we were told about how boys were castrated there so they kept their voices, but the church had banned it a long time ago. I was incredulous! It sounded like the perfect solution! I asked my choir master about it, but he just said it was something that was not allowed, and it wasnt good for boys to be castrated, and i should just enjoy my voice while i had it.

Posted: **Wed Jun 27, 2018 9:22 am**

MikeGrant (imported) wrote: Wed Jun 27, 2018 1:39 am I was a choir boy from age 7 at a choir school. I saw older boys who were soloists and generally beautiful singers, lose their voices and become Alto or Tenors. I remember thinking why did this horrible thing happen! Why didnt they just keep their treble voice? I remember being told about puberty and breaking voices and that it would happen to us all. I think I was about 10 when we visited the Cathedral at Montserrat in Spain. Thats when we were told about how boys were castrated there so they kept their voices, but the church had banned it a long time ago. I was incredulous! It sounded like the perfect solution! I asked my choir master about it, but he just said it was something that was not allowed, and it wasnt good for boys to be castrated, and i should just enjoy my voice while i had it.

I'm just wondering why they told you about castrated singers at such a young age. Was it to trigger interest in your own castration ?

Posted: **Wed Jun 27, 2018 9:30 am**

At 12 y.o. I knew that farm animal were castrated but I didn't know that was ever done to men. When I started to fantasize about castration at 15 y.o., I thought I was the only man on earth with such desire.

Posted: **Wed Jun 27, 2018 10:54 pm**

Probably not until I was 10 or 11. My initial interest was enjoying CBT and making up fantasies about dominating females controlling and subjugating males to their wishes. This has resulted in fantasy castration interests and chemical (Androcur) experiements

Posted: **Thu Jun 28, 2018 8:34 pm**

About the time when puberty sort of happened (12-13) and I wanted those uncomfortable annoying boy parts gone and be totally smooth down there. Since there wasn't an internet back in the mid-70's, so there really wasn't a place to find information, places or others who feel the some the same way as you. It was when I got a computer and came across site like the Eunuch Archives, that it really clicked. I wished that I was born around 2000 than 1960, it would have saved me 40 plus years of grief.

Posted: **Fri Jun 29, 2018 4:04 am**

Since puberty hit me I wish to be castrated. It was always a part of me that I want to be neutered.

Posted: **Fri Jun 29, 2018 8:42 pm**

When I was about 14 yo it happened that in my region a boy was sexualy abused and and killed in the woods.

I remember very well the coversation at home between my parents and two of their friends. The friends thought the perpetrator had to get castrated. My parents were against an involuntayry castration, the perpetrator needed a judicial punishment and psychiatric help.

To me the signal of my parents words was that castration was not to be seen as an involuntary punishment.

At that age as a former choir boy and admirer of a certain boy singer, castration could also be seen as something with at least a possitive side.

Considering that I went skinny dipping at that age in a lake in the woods and a that a forest ranger saw me and warned me for people with bad intentions, some in my life came together at that age.

As an adult and a member of a naturist club, I met a guy who was also skinny dipping and dancing naked in the woods at that age and in the same region. He was so unlucky that a man stole his hidden clothes, which he could get back 'under certain conditions'.

What I did was not without danger.

Posted: **Sat Jun 30, 2018 1:16 am**

I was 15 when I learned about castration. My family moved from California to Arkansas. My dad bought a place, then he got a few goats. He banded some of the newborn billy goats,,,,

Posted: **Mon Jul 02, 2018 7:56 pm**

As young kids helping with livestock, we started by herding and selecting out the livestock that would be castrated and those not being castrated. The men doing the cutting told us only the males with the best genetics and physical features they wanted to have in the animals will be allowed to keep their balls to breed the best high quality offspring for resale. The males with less desirable physical features would be castrated to keep them from mating and having babies at all.

As kids we shrugged it all off as who cares. It was a big deal when puberty hit us and we learned how great and pleasurable our balls are for sex and jacking off and making us grow into men and changing our bodies that we finally realized how much those castrated males were giving up and missing out on by losing their balls.

We all knew men who got fixed to stop having any more kids. Men openly talked about going to the dr to get fixed and some already being fixed so they can t have any more kids. That was a normal thing for men to do and there was no shame or embarrassment in them doing it. So as kids we all knew men can decide to get fixed. It took us asking those fixed men questions to learn that they kept their balls and only got a few tubes cut in their scrotums to get vasectomies instead of cutting their balls off. They made sure to emphasize the differences to us between getting fixed as a man verses getting castrated as an animal. But there were always lots of jokes and mock threats to castrate each other between men and among boys. So, the idea of castrating men and boys was always there as a joke and threat when we were growing up.

It didn t turn into a hot fetish idea until puberty came along and what we found mildly interesting as non sexual boys suddenly turned into a boner raising idea in an instant. Once we experienced what intense pleasures our dicks and balls gave us, and enjoyed the high sex drives and we started getting the much wanted and eagerly awaited body changes of puberty, our balls suddenly became one of our most treasured body parts to be protected and enjoyed. Then castrating and getting fixed took on all new dimensions for us with us being in puberty ourselves. We all knew and overheard that older men got castrated pretty often for getting prostate cancer. And we knew most of our dads got vasectomies as soon as they had all the kids they wanted. So all of it made sense and fell into being the normal thing for men to do. Hit puberty, get married, have kids, get fixed, then get castrated when you got older. All that made perfect sense to us as boys and even more sense when we experienced puberty and orgasms and ejaculations ourselves. We all knew and kept track of which men we knew were fully fertile, fixed, or castrated. They all looked the same on the outside to us kids. So, getting fixed or castrated seemed like normal steps in most men s lives and something to expect we d do to our own balls some day in the future. It was just what men do at different ages in life. We all expected our balls would do the same when we got to those ages. And that s exactly what it has been in real life for most of us kids as grown men. Hit puberty, get married, have kids, get fixed, and we are still too young for the castrations to stop prostate cancer. But that time will come, just like it did for our fathers, uncles, and the men we know.

Posted: **Mon Jul 02, 2018 9:33 pm**

cutnbulls I like how you put it fits right with how things were for myself growing up on the ranch in a mountain ranching community.

Posted: **Tue Jul 03, 2018 3:01 am**

Sparkey49,

Thanks ! Glad to hear that was how you grew up and that I described it accurately for non farm and ranch raised people to understand. I m sure way more of us farm and ranch raised boys, teens, and grown men do have a strong fetish for castration than most city boys and men lol. But why not ? Balls are fascinating and how they affect us males is amazing to experience and learn about. Castration is an amazing thing in how much it affects all male animals so much. Us included lol.

I think for boys growing up with livestock its a pretty common way to learn about castration and there was no embarrassment in it. Men talked about it openly and it was just part of life.

I can remember being ordered not to harrass breeding livestock and not to make loud noises or startle animals having sex. It was vital to raising livestock to breed successfully and that breeding was money in the bank. We were used to our animals breeding openly and no shame in sex. It was natural from being young kids growing up around animals that sex was just the way to create all new life.

Talking with farmers and ranchers today I find that the men into it as a fetish only share that with the men who they know share their enjoyment. I was talking with a group of men and one guy told a castration joke about cutting a man. We laughed and I mentioned how great balls can taste when they are cooked right. No one thought that was odd or unusal. But later on, the most masculine man among us talked to me when we were alone. He said his whole family and his sons and wife all love eating bull and calf balls. He told me a nearby fire department has a big festival cooking up fresh cut calf balls once a year as a fundraiser for their small town volunteer fire department. He said I should be sure to go next time they had it.

He didn t want to say that in front of the whole group. Just one to one with me.

Posted: **Tue Jul 03, 2018 12:22 pm**

Hi Cutnbulls

Interesting that you and your friends thought of castration as a natural part of life for older men. As for me, when I was a boy I didn't understand that there was a difference between vasectomies and castration. I'd hear about men going to the doctor for a vasectomy and it would really freak me out!

I thought they were having their balls cut off and that they wouldn't be having sex after words.

cutnbulls2ox (imported) wrote: Mon Jul 02, 2018 7:56 pm As young kids helping with livestock, we started by herding and selecting out the livestock that would be castrated and those not being castrated. The men doing the cutting told us only the males with the best genetics and physical features they wanted to have in the animals will be allowed to keep their balls to breed the best high quality offspring for resale. The males with less desirable physical features would be castrated to keep them from mating and having babies at all.

As kids we shrugged it all off as who cares. It was a big deal when puberty hit us and we learned how great and pleasurable our balls are for sex and jacking off and making us grow into men and changing our bodies that we finally realized how much those castrated males were giving up and missing out on by losing their balls.

We all knew men who got fixed to stop having any more kids. Men openly talked about going to the dr to get fixed and some already being fixed so they can t have any more kids. That was a normal thing for men to do and there was no shame or embarrassment in them doing it. So as kids we all knew men can decide to get fixed. It took us asking those fixed men questions to learn that they kept their balls and only got a few tubes cut in their scrotums to get vasectomies instead of cutting their balls off. They made sure to emphasize the differences to us between getting fixed as a man verses getting castrated as an animal. But there were always lots of jokes and mock threats to castrate each other between men and among boys. So, the idea of castrating men and boys was always there as a joke and threat when we were growing up.

It didn t turn into a hot fetish idea until puberty came along and what we found mildly interesting as non sexual boys suddenly turned into a boner raising idea in an instant. Once we experienced what intense pleasures our dicks and balls gave us, and enjoyed the high sex drives and we started getting the much wanted and eagerly awaited body changes of puberty, our balls suddenly became one of our most treasured body parts to be protected and enjoyed. Then castrating and getting fixed took on all new dimensions for us with us being in puberty ourselves. We all knew and overheard that older men got castrated pretty often for getting prostate cancer. And we knew most of our dads got vasectomies as soon as they had all the kids they wanted. So all of it made sense and fell into being the normal thing for men to do. Hit puberty, get married, have kids, get fixed, then get castrated when you got older. All that made perfect sense to us as boys and even more sense when we experienced puberty and orgasms and ejaculations ourselves. We all knew and kept track of which men we knew were fully fertile, fixed, or castrated. They all looked the same on the outside to us kids. So, getting fixed or castrated seemed like normal steps in most men s lives and something to expect we d do to our own balls some day in the future. It was just what men do at different ages in life. We all expected our balls would do the same when we got to those ages. And that s exactly what it has been in real life for most of us kids as grown men. Hit puberty, get married, have kids, get fixed, and we are still too young for the castrations to stop prostate cancer. But that time will come, just like it did for our fathers, uncles, and the men we know.

Posted: **Tue Jul 03, 2018 2:23 pm**

Yeah, we did too, but it didn t even freak us out since so many male livestock were castrated to not make any more offspring. It seemed natural men would manage their own balls and reproduction just like they did with their livestock. Even though we knew some of our dads were fixed to not have kids anymore, we didn t get to check out their scrotums. The men laughed when we d ask how bad did it hurt to get their balls cut off. Then they d explain it was just cutting the sperm tubes in their scrotums and they still had balls. So, we asked why don t we do it that way with livestock ? Then they explained testosterone aggression, handling problems, fighting for mates and dominance fighting, getting out of fences to go breed nearby females, and the other aspects of castration to change male animal behaviors that men didn t need. And how men didn t want to lose those masculine traits and body features like muscles, strength, hairiness, and enjoying sex after getting fixed to be sterile. That sounded really good to have done to us kids. All the fun but no making babies ! Some of us wanted to get fixed at puberty. But everyone said you had to wait until after you had kids. That didn t help us in wanting to enjoy seedless sex with girls our age and older girls lol.

We d over hear so many times about older relatives and local men being castrated for cancer. It never seemed to work since most of them still died from cancer. And you could see older men losing muscles, strength, speed, sex drives, and weight just from aging too, Plus, we knew older stud animals and breeder males got sold for meat when they were replaced by younger studs who could breed better than the old male breeders. It made sense seeing the local younger men having newborn babies but not many middle aged men and no older men having newborns. Breeding was obviously for the younger men only. Most men stopped having newborn babies in their 30s or 40s, some in their 20s if they married young and started having kids at really young aged like in high school.

Even now, in spite of sex ed classes at school, lots of boys and teens think vasectomies are castrations since people talk about both as getting snipped, cut, fixed, or neutered in talking among themselves. I ve explained the differences between the two to boys and teens many times. Usually when they over hear us talking to a man who recently got a vasectomy or a man about to get his vasectomy. That s when they ask if his balls get cut off.

Posted: **Tue Jul 03, 2018 2:52 pm**

I remember being at the local gym lifting weights with my junior high friends. A man came in and was talking to his friends. He just got a vasectomy and it was his first time back to the gym after healing up. He must have been the first man to get a vasectomy among his friends. They were all asking him about it and he was going to show them his fresh scars in the locker room. I wanted a vasectomy and I wanted to see his fresh cut scars and hear all about it so much ! I asked my friends to follow them into the locker room so we could hear all about it and see his fresh cut and fixed scrotum. My friends said why would we want to do that ? They weren t interested and wanted to keep lifting weights. I was pissed that they wouldn t go and eavesdrop on him and his friends. We were the same age, but they were too young to care about getting fixed. I wanted to get fixed a lot ! But going alone was too obvious without the excuse of being with my friends. So, I missed out on that show and tell lesson because my friends were too young to be interested. I wanted to learn as much as I could about getting fixed and hear all about it.

Posted: **Fri Jul 13, 2018 10:55 am**

When I was 11 or 12 I would have liked it had castration/nullification been offered to me (and to other boys) as an option. I'm 99% certain I'd have decided to keep everything. But even so "playing with it" would have been much more enjoyable had I considered its removal and declined the offer. In other words going through puberty would've been more fun had I known that I'd chosen to be male as opposed to having my maleness thrust upon me by an accident of birth.

Posted: **Fri Jul 13, 2018 11:50 am**

cutnbulls2ox (imported) wrote: Tue Jul 03, 2018 2:23 pm It made sense seeing the local younger men having newborn babies but not many middle aged men and no older men having newborns. Breeding was obviously for the younger men only. Most men stopped having newborn babies in their 30s or 40s, some in their 20s if they married young and started having kids at really young aged like in high school.

Hey, that's because we find out how expensive the little critters are. And they wreck your cars, too.

Posted: **Fri Jul 13, 2018 2:17 pm**

Atreyu69 (imported) wrote: Fri Jul 13, 2018 10:55 am When I was 11 or 12 I would have liked it had castration/nullification been offered to me (and to other boys) as an option. I'm 99% certain I'd have decided to keep everything. But even so "playing with it" would have been much more enjoyable had I considered its removal and declined the offer. In other words going through puberty would've been more fun had I known that I'd chosen to be male as opposed to having my maleness thrust upon me by an accident of birth.

When I finally understood what a emasculation is, shortly after my circumcision, I felt both relief and disappointed. I really thought that option was on the table, I was freakishly disappointed to see again my glans after the circumcision. Today boys are lucky to have porn, at least they can learn something, is something wrong but better then nothing!

Posted: **Sat Jul 14, 2018 12:16 am**

madnomadtoo (imported) wrote: Fri Jul 13, 2018 11:50 am Hey, that's because we find out how expensive the little critters are. And they wreck your cars, too.

Hahaha, that s why I m a non breeder bull by choice ! Let other men do their duty and raise all those kids !

Posted: **Tue Nov 13, 2018 1:03 am**

My first exposure to castration was roughly around 5 years old, although I admit I didn't understand at the time what was going on. My grandparents lived next door and owned a beef farm. I was always hanging out with my grandfather and one day I walked in the calf barn and my grandfather and uncle were "steering" a calf. Fast forward to about 13 and my cousin got a new dog. They took it to have it "fixed", and my aunt, who worked in a vet's office, explained to me what it meant. But it was only a passing conversation. My real epiphany was about 16. I was taking an agriculture class in school, and we were discussing livestock, and castration was a natural part of that. Throw in the Pirates of the Caribbean movie discussing eunuchs, and my curiosity led to me googling it, and I was hooked.

Posted: **Tue Nov 13, 2018 9:08 pm**

I sometimes think I seemed to have had thoughts akin to some of the stories I read here now. The "normal" thought-pattern for most here (and elsewhere I guess) seems to be a childhood fearful interest in the subject. But I was totally all for it, around 9 or 10. I knew I was gay already, but got along with everyone at school, especially the girls. I never, ever wanted to BE a girl, but I liked their freedom; freedom of clothing (can dress as boy or girl), freedom of movement, freedom of sports choices (ballet or hockey). I was a shrimp, too, and was coddled by the girls in my class a bit; the 'little brother' who's harmless. Anyway, I stole a ballet outfit from a friends sister and loved wearing it and wished it was okay for me to, and this lead to castration thoughts, specifically fantasies about it being normal to castrate gay/wimpy kids like me and let us live as 'in-betweens' (my word for it at the time), neither boy nor girl, able to act like the less extreme versions of 'boy' and 'girl' but never all the way either one. Loved imagining my crotch being ball-less with a little dot of a penis and being included in both sexes' play. Even though puberty wasn't due for me until age 14 or so, I played with my boner starting at 9, and these thoughts came very soon after.

Short version; I was a weird kid, I think.

Posted: **Wed Nov 14, 2018 8:13 am**

I must say also that, after the first time at 12 at primary school, the thought about it became "important" reading of it in a book, studying story.

Posted: **Wed Nov 14, 2018 6:39 pm**

When I was 13 and exploring in the attic I came across a rather risque historical novel. I was flicking through it at random when I came across a section where a young soldier is captured when trying to infiltrate a Sultan's castle. He is taken to the courtyard where he is stripped and is to be impaled. As he is being lifted on to the stake he is spotted by the Sultan's daughter, she gestures to the soldiers and he is taken down. He is taken away and handed over to the Sultan's eunuchs, instead of killing him they shave his body and cut off his testicles. He subsequently becomes the Sultan's daughter favorite eunuch. Several years later he escapes and returns home to his fiancee, unfortunately for her he isn't a man any more. I found all this strangely erotic and had one of my first masturbation sessions.

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