Best Wishes and Feel better Christina:

[kennath7 (imported)]

Christina

get well soon

[sag111 (imported)]

Christina my dear friend I cry for you and you are in my prayers at all times.We never know what life will bring us but always remember God has died for all of us and remember what I said little sis.I want you well and home having fun and how my heart is breaking to see you herting so much take care my dear friend.You know Christina I would trade places with you if I could and I mean that......Ed

[lilac (imported)]

Well just wanted to let everyone know I visited Christina Easter day. I gave her hugs and get wells too from everyone. She was still in pain but she also felt a little better since they drained some of the fluid she had. They do have a drain coming out her side to get the posion pocket out (infection) that they couldnt do during surgery, I think thats what she said. She is still in much pain though, but she is getting the pain meds needed while she is in there. She did say to thank everyone for there love and support. She will be in there a few more days as far as she knows. Well thats all I can think of right now. Hopefully she we be better soon.

as always, Lilac

[kennath7 (imported)]

thank's for the update

[lilac (imported)]

I went to visit Christina yesterday (Weds. 4/23/08) She was still in lots of pain. They have made her a bit more comfy in her room. I hugged her as tight as I could for everyone. She said to me..."Everything's gonna be ok" and said, "I love you" I started to cry right on her shoulder. I couldn't help it. I said... " I sure hope so.. I love you too babes. (nickname we have for one another). I still was hugging her, then I wiped my tears away. I stayed there about 5 hours with her. She is pretty much out of it from the pain meds. Well I just got a phone call from her mom, they had to rush her to the hospital last night. She said they are not sure what is wrong. It truely doesn't look good everyone. I am so scared. I dunno what i'm gonna do without her. I know that now it would be better for her to be out of this nasty pain she has been in for years now. But It's gonna be so hard to let her go. Oh, I do pray she gets well. I will try to keep you all updated, but I don't know whats to come.

love always, Lilac

[sheep79 (imported)]

Thanks Lilac I know it is hard for you ,and all the members appriciate your updates. I don't know what else to say. Dave

[EricaAnn (imported)]

Hi lilac,

Thanks for keeping us up to date on Christina's condition. I feel so badly for her. She is such a wonderful person!

Please give her a big hug for me and let her know that she's in my prayers.

[Riverwind (imported)]

I think we would all like to be there to give you a big hug, Lilac will need to hug you for us.

We love you,

River

[bobbie (imported)]

Thanks ever so much for pass on the hugs and well wises.

[jemagirl (imported)]

Times like this I just feel sad that I can't make it better. Hugggs to you Lilac and to Christina.

[Danya (imported)]

Dear Lilac,

You and Christina are both in my thoughts and prayers. I wish I could give you both a hug. We are here for you.

Hugs,

Danya

[thefraj (imported)]

Christina, I'm really sorry that I've not posted until now. I guess I find threads like this hard to post on because I rarely know what to say. And I feel bad because I've not yet had the chance to meet you in person. I just want to give you a great big hug and tell you that my heart is with you. I will be praying things improve for you too.

Take care, hun. I will be thinking of you. And reading all your updates.

[lilac (imported)]

Im so sorry to report that our wonderful Christina has passed on as of lastnight at 2:30am. I did get to see her yesterday thank God for that. I seen how she was gasping to breath. She wasn't even alert enough to talk. Im just glad she didn't suffer any longer. Thanks everyone for your kind words. I'm gonna miss her so much.

love and hugs, Lilac

[Riverwind (imported)]

A big hug for you Lilac, I am so sorry to hear this but she is in no more pain. Christina, where ever you are we will always love you.

[tugon (imported)]

Christina is one special person that I always hoped to meet. Sadly for me this will not happen but Christina is now pain free and at peace. Christina much love goes with you.

Lilac I wish I could be there to give you a hug.

[thefraj (imported)]

Christina, I'm really truely sorry. I know it's too late now but ))HUGS((. I know you will be very missed by everyone who knows you. And by many who didn't.

My only thoughts are that you never truely die so long as your memory lives on. I'm very sorry I never had a chance to meet you in person. Jesus told me how much of a wonderful and huggable person you are. There arn't many people like that left in this world, and I know you will be very missed.

And I feel like such a shit head for never even taking the time to know you. Christina I'm sorry. Too wrapped up in my own selfish existance. Please forgive me.

You will be very missed.

~Rog

[MacTheWolf (imported)]

Lilac - all my hugs and love to you, the one person we know who stood by her, supported her, loved her, read to her, held her hands, tried to give her strength and kept our informed of her condition.

God Bless you Lilac

[FianceeUvBigGuy (imported)]

May The Lord grant her Eternal Peace and Joy.

I shall pray that this be so.

Lilac, you are now on my very short list of heros and heroines.

God Bless you as well.

Yoli

[talula]

Goodbye for now my sweet cupcake.

Go soar with the eagles and enjoy the land you live in now.

But know some day, those you left behind, will some day knock on the door of the home you are in now.

And we will laugh, and we will cry, and we will rejoice, because we will be together again.

Talula

[BossTamsin (imported)]

There are no words to express how much you will be missed, Christina. The EA won't be quite the same without you, especially the chatroom. We will never forget you.

[MacTheWolf (imported)]

talula mon ami, I never realized you had the heart and soul of a poet. Maybe it took a loss such as this to give your words unbounding life. I wish I had said them.

[sheep79 (imported)]

Lilac you have been such an amazing friend to Christina. She will never be forgotten. I am not a religious person but I know she is a better place now.Life can be cruel sometimes, but maybe it was meant for you to be there for Christina when your other plans didn't work out. Sorry if I rambled but hugggssss Lilac. Dave

Im so sorry to report that our wonderful Christina has passed on as of lastnight at 2:30am. I did get to see her yesterday thank God for that. I seen how she was gasping to breath. She wasn't even alert enough to talk. Im just glad she didn't suffer any longer. Thanks everyone for your kind words. I'm gonna miss her so much.

love and hugs, Lilac

[Paolo]

Do not stand at my grave and weep

I am not there, I do not sleep

I am a thousand winds that blow

I am the diamond glint on snow

I am the sunlight on ripened grain

I am the gentle, gentle, autumn rain

Do not stand at my grave and weep

I am not there, I do not sleep

When you awake in the morning hush

I am the swift uplifting rush

Of quiet birds in summer taking flight

I am the soft, soft starlight, starlight at night

Do not stand at my grave and weep...

I am not there...

I do not sleep.

- As performed by Libera

Their site, with music samples: http://www.libera.org.uk/music.htm

[sag111 (imported)]

As I type this I am crying and I know the tears will not stop after I finish.Christian and I started about the same time on the archive and all I can say is my heart is so sad tonight for her family and for our sister Lilac as she was so close to our dear friend.Lilac you made her last years probley her best and God bless you for being their for her in the good times and the last days of her life.I do feel she is in Gods arms as I type this.I feel so bad for everyone.

[A-1 (imported)]

Sadness cannot describe our feelings of loss,

I do not handle death and dying too well.

Jesus, please forgive me for not saying OR doing more...