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Numbhead (imported) wrote: Thu Jun 02, 2016 11:47 pm Update my glans is patchy deep purple along with my circumcision scar band as well. The rest of my penis is lighter purplish color to Rose colored. My penis is sorta swollen but acts like it trying to retract into me but the skin seems to being preventing this. It kinda looks like those wrinkly dogs. I can physically watch it retract then when it gets to the point it can't anymore releases then right back retracting again. Kinda like it has a mind of its own

Are you still banding just the glans or the whole penis? I think you've killed it or almost.

Oh moved down to the base and banding the whole penis.

Got home from working 12 hour shift put hair band on, laid down to check emails internet, and such. Must of fell to sleep woke up few hours later. My surprise there was my deep colored purple penis waiting, took hairband offno burning of skin nothing. Which surprised me, went back to sleep couple more hours. Still have a swollen purplish color yet but not deep like before and much colder than rest of me. See how lil bugger does later after work.

Numbhead (imported) wrote: Mon Jun 06, 2016 6:06 am Got home from working 12 hour shift put hair band on, laid down to check emails internet, and such. Must of fell to sleep woke up few hours later. My surprise there was my deep colored purple penis waiting, took hairband offno burning of skin nothing. Which surprised me, went back to sleep couple more hours. Still have a swollen purplish color yet but not deep like before and much colder than rest of me. See how lil bugger does later after work.

Good thing you didn't go to sleep with an elastrator band on, your penis would have been black. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/article ... gure/fig1/

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/article ... figure/F1/

http://www.hindawi.com/journals/criu/2013/323574/fig3/

http://www.hindawi.com/journals/criu/2013/323574/fig4/

I know I have damaged it but my only concerns are that I don't make my physical self sick or worse. If I damage it so I can go to emergency center and have drs say got remove it. Then I'll be happy and have it removed by Dr. In proper facility

Where are you Numbhead? What's happening?

Recently had back to back deaths in my family, while dealing with double ear infections not fun at all. Update on myself I have both corpora cavernosas completely cut and I started to cut a little on each side of my spongiosum. But I'm gonna wait until my ears are cleared up before I proceed any further. I'm amazed how my glans has shriveled along with my penis has retracted more. I'm still banding I have to pull my penis out to put bands on. I have no feeling in my penis at all. I only keep bands on for three hours then remove them. I'm noticed with bands on my penis retracts within a bit.

Well it sounds as though your slow methodical method is working. Slow and steady wins the race or gets the job done. My penis started to retract too and that's common when cutting into it. Essentially you're detaching it from it's blood vessels and everything that keeps it attached to you, so it's normal. I have pictures of mine as it was getting closer and closer to coming off. I think you'll have it off soon enough, continue to be careful. What are you going to do with it once it's off?

My glans once it's removed I thought to kinda cremate it and keep the ashes. And once I have the penectomy doing the same. Then once everything is removed I was thinking of getting a flowering shrub/tree and burying it under. So something beautiful came show from it.

I Have been wondering what t would look and feel like with my glans removed for a long time. I can honestly answer I like it so far. It's only been 12 hours with it completely removed, with a catheter in place and wait for the healing of my new urethral opening. Now I must restraint myself from banding for a while to see how long it will take for feeling to come back if it does at all. I'll admit I'm secretly hoping it doesn't then Ill just have to continue towards penectomy.

Numbhead (imported) wrote: Tue Jun 28, 2016 2:24 am I Have been wondering what t would look and feel like with my glans removed for a long time. I can honestly answer I like it so far. It's only been 12 hours with it completely removed, with a catherter in place and wait for the healing of my new urether opening. Now I must restraint myself from banding for a while to see how long it will take for feeling to come back ifit does at all. I'll admit I'm secretly hoping it doesn't then Ill just have to continue towards penectomy.

Congrats, I hope you snap some photos. It will be nice to see your handy work.

Congratulations glad to hear you are getting to where you want to be.

It's been only a couple days but I'm so interested in masterbating my penis now it has no head. But my numbness I have is gonna prevent such. No erections in months from banding. I'm thinking that I'll never know. I can honestly say my testicles have seem to shrank in size, not drastically but a lil. Still I would think once I have a penectomy, I won't want to have my testicles and scrotum to much longer. I have low hanging scotum which looks like a tube sock with marbles at the bottom.

I'm confused. Without your cock head and the remainder of your penis numb from prior banding why are you interested in masturbating? It probably has been a long time since You had an orgasm and likely will not have any more. Not sure you could orgasm from prostate stimulation, but that seems your only choice. Am I missing something here.

experiment (imported) wrote: Fri Jul 01, 2016 4:43 am I'm confused. Without your cock head and the remainder of your penis numb from prior banding why are you interested in masturbating? It probably has been a long time since You had an orgasm and likely will not have any more. Not sure you could orgasm from prostate stimulation, but that seems your only choice. Am I missing something here.

I'm surprised a male with the wisdom of years, lacks the wisdom of male anatomy.

People who have no mods shouldn't talk as if they know what it's like to have them, especially when what they say is so far from the truth as to be laughable.

--LT

I'm curious of how it would feel without my glans, I'm sure if I wasn't numb from banding that I would be able to maybe not. But Im not an expert and I don't know for sure so I won't say it is or isn't possible. I can't wait to be completely healed so I can remove the catheter. I like the look of my penis without glans.

Sorry Paolo it must be the auto words that come up when I type. I should get in the habit to proof read.

Catheter is removed, being numb has its advantages no burning feeling while doing after lol. So far so good. Very different feeling in my hand now, mainly after going to bathroom and squeezing out no bump over glans no more. My penis stays so far retracted now as well. I've noticed it doesn't come out at all stays in I have to fish it out to pee. I have tried a couple times going with it in kinda messy though. And if I try and pee hard I can shoot out over the seat so it's kinda new learning step for me anyways. I envy those before me and looking so forward to the day I can step out of your great shadows to have my very own. So thankful for the wisdom and advice and concern of caring group here.

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Numbhead (imported) wrote: Fri Jul 01, 2016 2:46 am . Still I would think once I have a penectomy, I won't want to have my testicles and scrotum to much longer. I have low hanging scotum which looks like a tube sock with marbles at the bottom.

Your testicles should not of atrophied just by banding your penis. It possible to band your scrotum to remove them but it can be very dangerous and painful! and being castrated has it's own health problems.

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This is just a personal view but If I lost my dick I would seriously consider going "Nullo"

As there is always TRT to help with mental or physical problems.

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Numbhead (imported) wrote: Fri Jul 01, 2016 2:46 am I have low hanging scotum which looks like a tube sock with marbles at the bottom.

I love the mental image there. You definitely have a way with words.

Sandi

_g (imported) wrote: Wed Jul 06, 2016 3:14 am Your testicles should not of atrophied just by banding your penis. It possible to band your scrotum to remove them but it can be very dangerous and painful! and being castrated has it's own health problems.

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I wasn't for to imply that, I guess what it feels like they aren't the same size as before. I haven't cummed in months, I was at times having what felt like I needed to pee but what came out was a thicker fluid that wasn't very much and now this has stopped. I have never banded my testicles only my penis.

C&TL2745 (imported) wrote: Wed Jul 06, 2016 5:38 am I love the mental image there. You definitely have a way with words.

Sandi

Don't get any ideas of slapping punching or kicking my marbles lol.

Numbhead (imported) wrote: Wed Jul 06, 2016 7:52 am Don't get any ideas of slapping punching or kicking my marbles lol.

Aw, come on. It'll be fun.

Sandi

I can't imagine how painful and sore for a while. I've had my shots over the years in sports and some unexpected at times. The pain and soreness then was terrible. A lil run-in the country I might try, sounds kinda interesting but not the other.