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Hi Everybody,

I'am so happy, that I found this page, and people who are feeling and thinking like me, it's amazing!!! I already thought I must be crazy or mad, to have castration fantasies about Penectomy and serving a lady forever, and should have a look to psychologist. It started already when I was only fourteen, and now I'am fiftyseven years old. I'am married, have a daughter who is twentyone years now, and I'am living in Germany. Because I can't find a lot of German members in our club (please let me join this club), I would like to write often in German language, because my English is not so fluent, and sometimes I have to find the correct words to describe I like to explain. Unfortunately I never chatted since now (sorry, but it's true), and so I ask for your help. How I have to proceed, and what you are talking about a special Software. Anyway, I hope I can manage it, and I hope to become a member you will enjoy. Within Germany everything is ruled and controlled in a way, that I'am feeling patronized! I was working some years in the Netherlands, and I found there more liberty for human needs. Ok, my nickname is cutme, and you will find a story of mine which is called "Rita my mistress". I also translated the story "Wife calms husband" into German language, and you find both stories in the archive. Moreover I translated "The cost of betrayal", what is my favoured story, but it's still on my disk and I will have to put it on the net in a few days. I like this story, because it makes me very horny, when I read it. Ok, I think you know enough about me for the moment. Please give me your feedback, and I will respond to you.

Best regards, and have a nice day

Herbert!

Heibidei Herbert!

Schick, daß sich mal jemand ans übersetzen macht!

Didn't have a look at it yet, but will.

And ansonsten: Feel at home!

gus

Herbert, I can not do German. Would love to, but I'm not smart enough to do it. My hubby is a eunuch due to prostate cancer. Let me know if you wan't to talk. I'm 51/W/BI-F, and I understand where you are. Most of EA is fantasy, but I'm for real. I don't know why I spend time here, but maybe some person will be for "real" at some time.

Sugar (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 01, 2002 5:58 pm Herbert, I can not do German. Would love to, but I'm not smart enough to do it. My hubby is a eunuch due to prostate cancer. Let me know if you wan't to talk. I'm 51/W/BI-F, and I understand where you are. Most of EA is fantasy, but I'm for real. I don't know why I spend time here, but maybe some person will be for "real" at some time.

Hi Sugar,

Of course I like to talk to you! Your message about your husband made me sad. It's really a difference if you like to loose your manhood by a female domination, and the wish to give the most important piece of you to a woman to serve here forever, instead of loosing your testicles by cancer. It's horrible, and I don't know how to impress my feeling about this. In 1993 I also went to the hospital, because of the suspicion of cancer in the great gut. Believe me, tears were running down, and I asked myself "why me?" But fortunately they only were cutting out a piece of my gut, and five days later they told me it was not cancer. But they had to cut a piece, because the infection was going already too far to heal. God thank's everything went well, and all you see is just a scar. But I remember when the doctor told me that it's not cancer, it was my second birthday.

Well, I also like it real done (Penectomy), but it will remain a fantasy, because I can't get out of my skin. I'am married to a wife who don't share my ideas in any way. The problem is, that I love my wife, and I never could trouble here and get divorced by the reason of my fantasy. And I'am sure, I never would find a lady who really would value my sacrifice. At least it's really related to the story "The cost of betrayal", which I like very much. So I'am searching for a lady which ballgag me, and give me pain for her pleasure. The most extreme pain for me would be needles directly in my balls. But I don't want it to be done by a prostitute, because as I already mentioned, it should be a lady who really would value my sacrifice. I really love women, but she should understand which present I'am giving to here just to pleasure here.

Stop the world, I want to get off.

Best regards

haltlos (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 01, 2002 5:57 pm Heibidei Herbert!

Schick, daß sich mal jemand ans übersetzen macht!

Didn't have a look at it yet, but will.

And ansonsten: Feel at home!

gus

Hi Haltlos

Wie kommt es, dass es scheint die mail kommt aus Finnland? Great!!! I was only one time in Helsinki for a business trip, but it was too short. It's very nice over there, but for me it's too cold. I'am born on the wrong side of this world. I prefer Africa or South America, countries were you can walk around naked.

By the way your graphic is cool! I think I have seen it at katharsis.net, is'nt it?

Anyway, thank you for your response, and have a nice day!

Best regards

Willkommen lieber Herbert.....und Gustav...natürlich,

Es gibt hier einige Deutsch und deutschsprachige Mitglieder(und Ohneglieder )

Vieleicht sollten wir unsere eigene Deutschsprachige Abteilung gründen.

eure Antonia



Deutsch ist die Sprache eure Herrin

antonia (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 01, 2002 8:15 pm Willkommen lieber Herbert.....und Gustav...natürlich,

Es gibt hier einige Deutsch und deutschsprachige Mitglieder(und Ohneglieder )

Vieleicht sollten wir unsere eigene Deutschsprachige Abteilung gründen.

eure Antonia



Deutsch ist die Sprache eure Herrin

Hallo Antonia,

großartige Idee!!!

Ich hatte Dir gestern schon ein e-mail zukommen lassen, aber da Du nicht geantwortest hattest, dachte ich schon Du seist nicht interessiert. Wie auch immer, ich habe bereits viele messages von Dir gelesen, und festgestellt, dass du ein großartiges Englisch schreibst! Wir sollten also auch die anderen einschließen, da Länder wie Niederlande und Kanada meines Erachtens nicht so spießig sind wie unser altes muffiges Deutschland. Manchmal fühle ich mich hier sehr bevormundet!!!

Trotzdem ist der Versuch eine deutschsprachige Abteilung zu gründen natürlich jeden Versuch wert. Ich bin dabei!

Gerne würde ich Dich auch als Herrin akzeptieren. Wenn Du dies wünschst, so werde ich Dich natürlich in Zukunft nur noch mit Sie anreden, und Dir unterwürfig alle meine innigsten Sehnsüchte und Fantasien gestehen. Praktisch würde ich Dir meine Seele ausliefern!!! Hast Du meine Story "Rita my mistress" im Archiv schon gelesen? Da steckt schon viel Wahrheit dahinter...

Es grüßt Dich recht herzlich

Herbert!

Willkomm!

Als du jede Schwierigkeit mit EA hast, 'email' mir.



'email' - is that a dative or accusative Verb?

Cutme (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 01, 2002 7:41 pm Hi Sugar,

Of course I like to talk to you! Your message about your husband made me sad. It's really a difference if you like to loose your manhood by a female domination, and the wish to give the most important piece of you to a woman to serve here forever, instead of loosing your testicles by cancer.

You should also realize that many of us here are "elective eunuchs" who did not get castrated because of a fantasy scene, a desire to be a slave to a male or female, or anything else like that. We had ourselves castrated to remove the effects of testosterone from our system, thus developing "The Eunuch Calm". And we did this fully aware of the many side effects of castration. And there are some very serious side effects you need to take into consideration.

antonia (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 01, 2002 8:15 pm Willkommen lieber Herbert.....und Gustav...natürlich,

Es gibt hier einige Deutsch und deutschsprachige Mitglieder(und Ohneglieder )

Vieleicht sollten wir unsere eigene Deutschsprachige Abteilung gründen.

eure Antonia



Deutsch ist die Sprache eure Herrin

Hi Antonia,

habe ich Dich jetzt geschockt, als ich Dir anbot Dein unterwürfiger Sklave zu werden? Ich hoffe nicht. Ich habe inzwischen mehrere messages von Dir gelesen, und die Tatsache dass Du einmal von Deinem Ex-Freund vergewaltigt wurdest hat mich sehr traurig gemacht. Ich selbst kann mir überhaupt nicht vorstellen, einer Frau Gewalt anzutun. Ich muss Dir recht geben, solche Männer gehören kastriert, aber vollständig! Weder Penis noch Hoden dürfen bleiben; ich bin davon überzeugt, dass diese Männer ansonsten nie zu heilen sind. Das ist ähnlich mit den Kinderschändern. Diese Menschen sind krank! Aber das Problem ist wo beginnt etwas krankhaft zu werden? Auch unsere Gedanken bezüglich Penectomy oder Denutting und nahezu alle Geschichten im Archiv sind für viele Menschen abartig! Was also ist normal, was ist extrem, und was ist strafbar? Jedes Land hat da so seine eigenen Ansichten. Ich habe beruflich viele Länder bereist, und habe erfahren, dass ein Mann in Afrika bspw. keine Chance hat, wenn eine schwarze Frau ihn begehrt. Ob Du es mir glaubst oder nicht, ich hatte danach eine solche Angst HIV infiziert zu werden, dass ich eine Dienstreise nach Kenia aus Angst einem Kollegen überließ. Dabei habe ich nie mehr etwas so schönes erlebt wie die Ringmuskulatur einer schwarzen Frau. In Uganda wird das jungen Mädchen von ihren Müttern regelrecht antrainiert, und diese Frauen haben später eine irrsinnige Kontraktion, so dass man fast wahnsinnig vor Lust wurde. Und das tollste ist, dass diese Frauen durch Steuerung ihrer Ringmuskulatur es schaffen den gemeinsamen Höhepunkt exakt zu bestimmen. Es ist ein Rausch und unvorstellbar; ich habe das niemals mit einer Europäerin erlebt. Auch habe ich immer nur sehr schwer Abschied nehmen können von solchen Frauen. Es war jedes Mal als würde ein Teil von mir sterben. Selbstverständlich habe ich leider auch Afrikanerinnen kennen gelernt, deren Klitoris entfernt worden war. Für mich war das entsetzlich, mehr noch unmenschlich und völlig sinnlos! Ich erinnere mich an die Stimme der Frau, die ich verwöhnen wollte, und vergeblich ihre empfindlichste Körperstelle suchte. "They have cut it" sagte sie zu mir, und ich hatte ein Würgen im Hals. Ich liebe Frauen, und bete sie an. Es gibt nichts schöneres als die Klitoris und ihre Brüste. Dafür würde ich tatsächlich einer Penectomy zustimmen. Aber die Hoden müssten bleiben, damit ich ewig von der Geilheit getrieben würde, und alles, aber auch wirklich alles für die Frau tun würde um sie zu befriedigen. Cunilingus wäre da nur der Anfang... Erniedrigung und öffentliche Vorführung in Lesben Clubs wäre selbstverständlich. Aber das wird wohl leider für immer nur eine Fantasie bleiben...

Es grüßt Dich herzlich

Herbert!

Cutme (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 01, 2002 5:26 pm I would like to write often in German language, because my English is not so fluent, and sometimes I have to find the correct words to describe I like to explain. Please give me your feedback, and I will respond to you.

I had a hard time reading that Afrikaaner Korps -story of yours but I understood it with some thinking and re-reading of the sentence.

it is worth translating on the contrary to the rest of the kraut stuff that has been flooded here all these years.

it really turned me on to think of me as a white man to come to Afrika and all those black women there have spent their

time practising their asshole in order to be familiar with the situation they shall be in when meeting me.

oh ,

Cutme (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 01, 2002 7:41 pm my dick is getting reeeally hard now writing this.

The problem is, that I love my wife, and I never could troubl

e here and get divorced by the reason of my fantasy.

it's not a p

Cutme (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 01, 2002 7:41 pm roblem. a wife is something you should be grateful of.

Stop the world, I want to get off.

Best regards



You should get a hold of yourself and fuck your wife.

For the sake of honour!

I've been denied by women in the street, in the army, in the beach and in the dancing places. yet I shall never surrender.

never was I depressed.

until this last time, I made a date on internet and she turned out to be from this world(not too good looking)

and I thought I had a swell chance to get her and I fell in love with her as she was so cool and talked about

herself and she had gone the army and had a wiiide bottom which caused me to moan of pleasure when it touched me as

we sat close to each other and so on. she was not perfect, she was uglier than I and was pierced and smoked

but she was so fucking cool and sexy.

I started dreaming of licking and kissing her ass-hole and only pause to burp out her farts.

But the next day she said she ain't interested in me and told me to manage life without her.

I was devastated.

everything lost its meaning.

Nothing mattered anymore.

For one day I was a zombie.

the next day I had a broken voice and cried often.

the third day I was very sad and everything which reminded me of that day with her was

like a knife ran in my heart.

these days would have been a total blackout-mayhem if it wouldn't have been for Finnish military marches,

listening to them one can be, although ones heart is broken and the tears are running.

the fourth day I was still missing her but thought that I can have her although she is not here,

she is my queen although kilometres away.

Nowadays I don't even miss her because I am not attracted to her anymore, her spell of attraction on me

broke when she had been away from me for so long I didn't anymore have a memory strong enough of her

to feel attraction. I just remember her, that's all.

I do however remember that the first day of grief I thought seriously it would be better to be castrated than

to get ones heart broken. Now I'm back to my senses and realize I won't break my heart again if I just don't make

dates with women getting them to talk to me, be near me and so on.

and so what if I would date and my heart would break a second time, there is Finnish military marches.

...

spdd (imported) wrote: Wed Apr 03, 2002 1:06 am it is worth translating on the contrary to the rest of the kraut stuff that has been flooded here all these years.

spdd,

Is English your first language?

Talk about the pot and the fucking kettle.

And by the way, the proper adjective here would be "German" or "Deutsch" and not "kraut."

Paolo - 75% German, 15% Scot, with a touch of Italian and a Jew in there for good measure. 100% American.

Btw, it's also better than the 'dickhead' stuff I toss OUT every day in the story tank.

:realpisse :shot191:

Thanks for the reply. Inderstand where you're coming from! That's certainly OK. Good luck! I just guess we're into different things? I'm not a real reader or author of Fantasy, but it is OK. Hope you do well! ---- Sugar

spdd,

Paolo wrote: Wed Apr 03, 2002 10:22 am Is English your first language?

Fuck no red-neck!

Finnish and Swedish I can better than English.

Paolo wrote: Wed Apr 03, 2002 10:22 am Talk about the pot and the fucking kettle.

I cannot look up red necked hickory-dickory-dock sayings

in a word-book (dictionary) so if you try to tell me something

speak philosophically.

Paolo wrote: Wed Apr 03, 2002 10:22 am And by the way, the proper adjective here would be "German" or "Deutsch" and not "kraut."

whatever, still I would like to read all Afrikaanär Kåår stories

in bad english rather than in good dåitsch so now you know it

and either fulfill my wishes or then not if you're so inclined.

Welcome, Cutme!

I feel so very inadequate here, with all this German and such like flying around, and I am a mere Canadian (make that FORMER Canadian), now American, but whatever I am, I can't speak German. Nevertheless, WELCOME, CUTME!

What's all this crap about language? You ought to be ashamed of yourselves! Finnish, Swedish, German, etc. are all good. I'm jsut an old Irish bitch! What is that a "Mic" or Mik"? There's nothing wrong with being a "Kraut"! I'm in the US East, and most of us came from Europe! My people were the "Drunk Fighting Irish" ---- "John L. Sullivan", etc. Stop this crap about language, nationality, etc.! Basic Americans and Europeans came from the same melting pot, and I'm proud of it! Were're not the terror idiots that exist in the world today! We're on the road together, so cut the "shit" out! I wish I could do German, but I'm too stupid! I'm 51 yrs old, have traveled a lot; and know what I'm talking about! If the "Kraut" want's to write German, that's fine! Maybe I could communicate in "Galic"!

Only if you're color coordinated and properly accessorized, Dear!

Master Waddie :p

Sugar (imported) wrote: Fri Apr 05, 2002 10:20 pm What's all this crap about language?

In regards to my reply to spdd, which HE wont' be reading, I'm sure, my problem has been his continuing venomous replies in language that is just as hard to read and understand as the language he complains about. Hence my reference to the pot calling the kettle black!

For those who don't know, that an old American saying meaning that if what you do is just as bad as what someone else does, then you have NO room to criticize them!

I really don't care about grammar all that much; it's the latest batch of snippy and sometime hateful remarks and some of the email I've received that is beginning to worry me.

Let me put it to you all this way - if you're not in a good mood and you're just itching to fight with someone, do it SOMEWHERE else or chill out before you make a post here. If someone is bothering you here, or you have a problem with anything or anyone, let one of us know.

Sugar (imported) wrote: Sat Apr 06, 2002 3:32 am 200]
What's all this crap about language?

In regards to my reply to spdd, which HE wont' be reading, I'm sure, my problem has been his continuing venomous replies in language that is just as hard to read and understand as the language he complains about. Hence my reference to the pot calling the kettle black!

For those who don't know, that an old American saying meaning that if what you do is just as bad as what someone else does, then you have NO room to criticize them!

I really don't care about grammar all that much; it's the latest batch of snippy and sometime hateful remarks and some of the email I've received that is beginning to worry me.

Let me put it to you all this way - if you're not in a good mood and you're just itching to fight with someone, do it SOMEWHERE else or chill out before you make a post here. If someone is bothering you here, or you have a pr
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oblem with anything or anyone, let one of us know.



I do not know if you will understand what I now say, but

all I said was that I rather read Herberts English than

his dåitsch. bad or good english, you tell me! 'cause I don't

give a flying fuck as long as one tells about

something interesting, which he does, you never have.

besides, Herbert said he has bad english and said he therefore prefers to use dåitsch and asked for comments.

I think it is a bit dubius that you refer to me and Herbert as

pot and kettle whereas you would in your opinion be

something above us just because this international languange

is your first language.

Paolo, use your full brain-capacity to read this last line:

I SAID I WANT HERBERT TO WRITE IN ENGLISH NO MATTER HOW

BAD BECAUSE IT TAKES ME HALF AN HOUR TO DECIPHER HIS

DÅITSCH DESPITE THE FACT THAT I'M SURE IT IS PERFECT DÅITSCH.

GOT IT?

still not?

well then leave either medication or moderation.

Hi Everybody,

please let's finish now this discussion, about the language. Ok, I think international language is English, and I like to use it. And in case Somebody answers in a rough way, so I'am not disturbed. I like to understand all the different mentality of all members, because we are all humans, and we all are failing sometimes. Forget about that, and let us focus to the targets of our mutial interests. In case my English sometimes is not as perfect as yours, please excuse. I will try harder!

Best regards

Herbert!

Cutme (imported) wrote: Sat Apr 06, 2002 4:14 am In case my English sometimes is not as perfect as yours, please excuse. I will try harder!

Herbert, I understand your English and I have NEVER EVER

complained about your English. I did complain about the fact

that i have a VERY HARD TIME to understand perfect Deutsch,

I usually do not read Deutsch messages but yours was interesting

so I had to.

I would not give a flying fuck about Paolo's whining if it

wouldn't be that PEOPLE BELIEVE HIM.

I URGE PAOLO TO SHOW IN QUOTE WHERE I WOULD EVER

HAD CRITICIZED ANYONES ENGLISH.

Hi again,

I think you all are interested in Fantasies of Eunuchs. Please can you give me some interesting addresses concerning MPEG trailors showing castrations executed by ladies? Stories like "A Teasing Penectomy" are really great, but I think they should be followed by some videos.

Best regards

Herbert!

Let me put this in plain and simple and easy to understand terms:

spdd - Get the FUCK off this board and stay the FUCK off of it.

If you want to fight with ME, do it in private email.

I have had ENOUGH of you, as have several other members.

If you feel the need to take the time to rejoin and repost, that's fine, as I have DSL access from work and I can keep deleting you at the touch of a button. I did it last night, I've done it again, and I'll continue to do it.

I don't blow up like this very often, so mark your calendars. It's quite the occassion.

And I apologize to all the other EA Members who wound up reading this.

edit: I'm over my rash outburst now and want to apologize again, esp. to CutMe (Herbert) and to say to him feel free to start another thread.

:realpisse