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are there any real women here that have fantasys or want to castrate men and why do you feel this way. just curious as i think its just a man thing.

Ahem...

Toddles,

First, let me make clear that I am not inviting private contact. I hope you will not be offended.

I am one of the relatively few genetic females here at the Archive and I do have an interest, one might say "a fascination" re castration.

I do NOT wish to perform a castration although I MIGHT (given a few drinks beforehand,) witness one if the opportunity arose and the castration was either a voluntary one OR one performed on a sex offender.

I am a member of the a group called The Kinky Kastration Koven, better known as KiKaKo, which is comprised of perhaps a dozen adult women whose personal motivations for their interest vary to some degree but who share an interest in the primary subject.

I am bisexual, live with a lovely female, and the only sex I have with an intact male involves a married man but never one-on-one, his wife always being a participant.

I have a close friend and "lover" who has been a eunuch for several years now.

I have two other eunuch acquaintances although I am not in a sexual relationship with them other than to "inspect" their empty baggies on occasion.

I have an older female friend whose boyfriend is close to granting her wish to see him castrated, but only in a safe manner.

Fairly recently, I began a friendship, which now includes sexual intimacy, with a young "Ladyboy" from Thailand who now lives here in Texas. "She" was castrated while in her teens and, when her little penis is concealed, would pass easily for a lovely young Asian female.

Why this "Castration Fascination"? So far as anyone can determine it stems from a near-rape I endured at age 13 and some comments made thereafter by a couple of older female relatives.

That's me in a NUTshell Perhaps some of the other ladies here will chime in and further expand your understanding of a female's interest in castration.

Welcome to the EA. Please read and follow the rules.

Yolanda, more commonly known as "Yoli".

That crazy girl in San Antonio (in TEXIZ!)

PeeYess: I was born in Spain and was brought to America as a small child.

Ahem...

FianceeUvBigGuy (imported) wrote: Sun Jan 18, 2009 7:03 pm Toddles,

First, let me make clear that I am not inviting private contact. I hope you will not be offended.

I am one of the relatively few genetic females here at the Archive and I do have an interest, one might say "a fascination" re castration.

Since you are one of the only females here who are interested in this, can I ask you exactly why? Also you said that you are not inviting private contact, but could you give some advice as to how someone could find a woman who is interested in castration?

Right now I want to have a variety of sexual experiences, but I fantasize about being with a dominant woman when I am a little older. Not like a dominatrix who would beat me and stuff, but just someone who would boss me around, and tease me about my small cock, and make me wear panties and stuff. As the final act of surrendering my manhood to her, she would ask me to have my balls surgically removed so that she could have them as a trophy. But I have no idea if such a person exists.

jockey_elance (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 07, 2009 1:36 pm Since you are one of the only females here who are interested in this, can I ask you exactly why? Also you said that you are not inviting private contact, but could you give some advice as to how someone could find a woman who is interested in castration?...

It all stems from a near-rape at age 13. Most of the EA know the details but I guess my "Castration Fascination" seed was planted by two female relatives who expressed a wish to see the SOB castrated. Until then I was unaware of such things but I do recall fantasies in which the bastard had his penis chopped off in public. That morphed away from penectomy interest and into simple castration although in some cases penectomy would be part of the "sentence" for sexual offenses and that will be the case when the rest of the world finally recognizes me as "Yoli, Queen Of The Universe".

Of the dozen-plus members of The KiKaKo (KinkyKastrationKoven) here in San Antonio some are involved due to incidents and experiences similar to mine, others because of witnessing castrations performed on farm animals or pets, a few for no reason they can identify, and one or two as part of a femdom kink.

Finding someone, male OR female, with whom to share your fantasies/desires is by is likely to be both tricky and risky.

One of the three otherwise normal castrated males (plus the castrated Asian "Ladyboy" I'm intimate with) I know on a personal basis (I'm sexually involved with one of the males and the ladyboy,) one, labeled "Houston Eunuch #1", has a small number of male acquaintances who periodically come to him for castration fantasy play. From what he says they want him to act the role of a eunuch who is "licensed" to perform castration on men who have been sentenced to lose their ballsies. Well, whatever floats their boats, right?

Maybe you can find someone like that but if you leak your secret to the wrong person, especially someone with whom you work or who is in the family, things could get ugly. There is also the danger that a person you think is willing to role-play your way might actually attempt to castrate and possibly kill you.

I wish I could be more helpful but I've come to the conclusion that finding someone to share unconventional interests with is a gambling game at best and one with possibly dire results.

Be careful!

Yoli

Still awaiting my crown!

More and more, I am beginning to think that our dear Yoli is actually the author writing under the penname of "Thecia".

i'd never thought about that...but Thecia does write some hot stories...and then gets a bite to eat.

Paolo wrote: Sun Feb 08, 2009 12:47 am More and more, I am beginning to think that our dear Yoli is actually the author writing under the penname of "Thecia".

Paolo wrote: Sun Feb 08, 2009 12:47 am More and more, I am beginning to think that our dear Yoli is actually the author writing under the penname of "Thecia".

I'll second that. Will the real "Thecia" please stand up?

Kangan (imported) wrote: Sun Feb 08, 2009 3:39 am I'll second that. Will the real "Thecia" please stand up?

Why risk potential damage to the creative drive of the author by asking for their identity. Once outed they may loose some of the thrill of penning new tales and we would all loose out badly then. I suggest Threcia does as she pleases and not respond to any pressure for public identification. I am sure the mods could trace the ip addy if they really want to know but I am sure they will respect the privacy of the authors pen name.

tjstill (imported) wrote: Sun Feb 08, 2009 5:43 am Why risk potential damage to the creative drive of the author by asking for their identity. Once outed they may loose some of the thrill of penning new tales and we would all loose out badly then. I suggest Threcia does as she pleases and not respond to any pressure for public identification. I am sure the mods could trace the ip addy if they really want to know but I am sure they will respect the privacy of the authors pen name.

You do make a good point for anonymity. Imagine the reaction if "Thecia" turned out to be a man!

Kangan (imported) wrote: Mon Feb 09, 2009 4:18 am You do make a good point for anonymity. Imagine the reaction if "Thecia" turned out to be a man!

Yoli is way to busy to be penning all those tales...but of a guy writing that stuff???...well that's just a sick bastard there!

But imagine the greater reaction if Dear Yoli turned out to be a man! You show up at the next MoM and Yoli is a large, hairy middleeastern man with an unkept full beard poor dental hygiene, bed sores on his ass, who can only fit into a bed sheet and smells like limburger cheese with a hankering for eunuchs?

on a hiatus from humanity

chilli-

chilliwilli (imported) wrote: Mon Feb 09, 2009 7:08 am But imagine the greater reaction if Dear Yoli turned out to be a man! You show up at the next MoM and Yoli is a large, hairy middleeastern man with an unkept full beard poor dental hygiene, bed sores on his ass, who can only fit into a bed sheet and smells like limburger cheese with a hankering for eunuchs?

on a hiatus from humanity

chilli-

Yoli? A man? It can't be...

Hmmm, given my own morbid fascination with castration (I'm a window shopper, don't want to buy...right now, anyway), I wish a woman like FianceeUvBigGuy was in my circle of friends so we could chat over dinner or latte's about her fascination (and mine) with the subject. If you're ever in the Deep South, ma'am, let me know you're coming and I'll meet you for drinks, a chat, and education.

Yoli? A man? It can't be...

You're right; It can't be unless my parents, the doctor who signed my birth certificate, my gynecololgist, and a few very intimate friends have all been horribly mistaken.

I may love men in general, and one in particular (Two, if you count Barry T. Eunuch, and I most certainly love my dad and grandfather,) but I surely do NOT wish to be one.

Re "Thecia"...Nope, not me. Frankly, I am not a big fan of her stories but that's simply a matter of MY taste and no fault of hers. In fact, I burned out on the stories here quite some time ago and rarely ever give them a glance. I'd rather write from real life anyway.

Yoli

The real deal, if you don't mind!

And, in the words of auto personality Tex Earnhardt, "That ain't no bull."

Arab Nights (imported) wrote: Mon Feb 09, 2009 7:08 pm And, in the words of auto personality Tex Earnhardt, "That ain't no bull."

I was just suggesting a "what if"...that's all...

chilli-

Arab Nights (imported) wrote: Mon Feb 09, 2009 7:08 pm And, in the words of auto personality Tex Earnhardt, "That ain't no bull."

That was my attempt at a light and (?) mildly humorous takeoff of Yoli's comments.

Daughter is also a young woman who posts here often. She's a senior member but not senior. She's got a great avatar and a good perspective on the subjects presented.

chilliwilli (imported) wrote: Tue Feb 10, 2009 4:59 am I was just suggesting a "what if"...that's all...

chilli-

You're forgiven, C-Willi, but if it makes you feel any better I want you to know that when I went for my morning swim I got out of the pool after doing my laps, stepped over behind the pool cabana, thrust my hips forward, spread 'em, and tinkled standing up. Actually, I do that often so I can "maintain the skill" for when I'm in the great outdoors. Not one drop down either leg!

Of course, there's a dead spot in the grass 'cause "Where Yoli goes nothing grows."

Still can't write my name in the snow, though, because the "Y" is a real challenge and there's no snow.

Now be a good boy or Yoli will have your balls for bookends!

Love just the same.

Yoli

PeeYess: Now that I think of it, perhaps Stewie will lend me his peepee for the purpose of improving my aim. He's been offering it to me for quite a while.

Questions: Do I just plug 'n play, uhhhh, pee or will it require professional installation? Does it come with instructions? Are batteries (purchased separately?) required? If I use that "thing" will I then be pissing rather than "peeing" or "tinkling"? Will I be able to finally f--- Ash(leigh), Barry T. Eunuch, and my little Asian ladyboy treasure? If so, I might not return it once the experiment is over.

Y.

FianceeUvBigGuy (imported) wrote: Wed Feb 11, 2009 12:20 am Now be a good boy or Yoli will have your balls for bookends!

QUOTE]

Wow!:D...Talk about being between a rock and hard place...must be time to get a job...nah...those taxes are sick...think I'll read some naughty books instead!

Celebrate Adversity!

chilli-

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FianceeUvBigGuy (imported) wrote: Wed Feb 11, 2009 12:20 am Still can't write my name in the snow, though, because the "Y" is a real challenge and there's no snow. ...

You must be block printing. Try script.

coinflipper_21 (imported) wrote: Wed Feb 11, 2009 9:25 am You must be block printing. Try script.

Yoli comes out with some lovely stuff doesn't she

I had to give up writing in snow when I got a PA piercing (this was many years ago). I also took to sitting down to pee. Later, I removed the PA and split my cockhead. That didn't make matters of aim any better, or worse. But over the years I have learned to hold it just right and get a good stream flowing and I can once again stand at urinals to pee (if I have to). However, I do try to hide it from any guy who comes in and stands beside me. When they see my split cockhead they usualy stop pissing immediately

I love the idea of balls as bookends - I'm assuming you mean balls in glass jars Yoli? BTW, I have always admired girls who can pee standing up.

Riven (imported) wrote: Wed Feb 11, 2009 9:50 am I love the idea of balls as bookends - I'm assuming you mean balls in glass jars Yoli? BTW, I have always admired girls who can pee standing up.

Easy Riven no cutting, my balls are gonna be bookends. Yours can be paper weights!

chilli-

FianceeUvBigGuy (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 07, 2009 11:35 pm I do recall fantasies in which the bastard had his penis chopped off in public.

That's probably my favorite fantasy. There's nothing I like better than a rapist losing his penis. Plus, of course, the more he has to lose, the better.

FianceeUvBigGuy (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 07, 2009 11:35 pm That morphed away from penectomy interest and into simple castration although in some cases penectomy would be part of the "sentence" for sexual offenses.

Do you have any idea why you prefer castration over penectomy? I'm quite curious. It seems to me that the proper revenge is directed at the offending member. I note especially that when you take the balls you take away the desire to have sex so that he wouldn't miss it terribly.

When you take the penis you leave the desire completely but remove any possible means of satisfaction. I'm certain that is the truly horrible punishment and very appropriate for the crime. I can't speak from experience, but I suspect that rape makes it very difficult for the victim to have sex because of the bad memories, but without taking away any physical desire. Compared to that, just taking away the desire for sex seems a small punishment, even with the humiliation that might go along with it.

I have discussed castration with several of my female friends over the years, and they all seemed to be quite interested. A couple of them became quite sparkly eyed and admitted the idea was very erotic to them, and one woman was like "Oh don't tempt me, I might not be able to stop myself". I'm sure the idea of 'taming' a man must appeal to women greatly, but then, of course most women want to be fucked silly by their man and they know they can't have it both ways. Very few women really want an emasculated slave for a partner, but I can see why they might appreciate their man offering his balls as a love token.

Togadong (imported) wrote: Wed Feb 11, 2009 2:04 pm Do you have any idea why you prefer castration over penectomy? I'm quite curious. It seems to me that the proper revenge is directed at the offending member. I note especially that when you take the balls you take away the desire to have sex so that he wouldn't miss it terribly.

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Yoli sips more kawfee. Her manicured fingertips poised over the keyboard. She begins...

It's true that for some time post-near-rape I had fantasies of the sorry SOB being dragged out onto a scaffold at a park (I even selected the particular park, being the detailed darling that I am,) his pants cut away, and his disgusting appendage either completely whacked off OR having just the head cut off. It varied from daydream to daydream, but the "vision"of his foreskin being peeled back by the gloved hand of an assistant whacker was VERY "entertaining". Of course, as THE moment approached he gibbered and cursed in Spanish. Also at variance what whether his peepee would be long and floppy or in full bloom at the moment of whacking.

The foreskin imagery was, no doubt, prompted by the sight that I was confronted with when he forced me to my knees and "skinned" if for my delectation, inches from my face. I still remember the smell.

Ennyweigh, I'm certain it was the overheard discussion of appropriate punishment (castration) between my female relatives and the subsequent explanation by one of them that accounts for the transference from peepee-chopping to ball-snipping.

What's a bit more mysterious to me is how the idea of castration morphed into a not-necessarily punitive act but rather one of "gifting" or submission...maybe commitment.(?)

After all, when I see Barry T. Eunuch's between-thighs "vacancy" or the same under my Asian treasure's very tiny (but pretty, mind you!) peepee I don't hear my inner voice saying "Well, that's what you get for being bad!"

Make no mistake; I still favor public castration, even televised castration, for certain sexual offenses, but now I mostly enjoy my "Castration Fascination" for less ugly reasons.

I hope this resolves your confusion.

Now I need to go check my other traps here at the EA and then go meet two other crazy ladies for lunch and a well-coordinated assault on some stores. Today's primary target? SHOES! MORE SHOES! Just call me Imelda.

Of course, perhaps amazing to some, BassProShops is on the hit list too. I need some more stuff! Never enough stuff!

Love and associated emotions,

Yoli

Sweet and simple girl who dreams of world peace and watching you lose your ballsies. (I'll even, gloved, hold your tiny peepee out of the way.)