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OK....this is for those that are castrated or are far enough into is that you've noticed some changes.

What kind of changes have you noticed in your:

Mood swings

Ways of thinking

Views on life, sex, relationships

Any hot flashes?

Loss of control over emotions?

Thanks for any feedback you can give,

Rayne

Each person could experience none, some or all of the changes, and every one would have a different time period for the effects.

_g

i still have occasional hot flashes

i am fatigued more

no interest in initiating sex

my wife does that now..i am her favorite playtoy now..and she loves levitra

mind blowing orgasms

virtually no semen

my dr examined my prostate last week

her comment...smoothest ..smallest prostate i have seen in a 57 year old

psa.03

I have hot flashes and don't care for sex.One of the best things for me was getting rid of the sex drive and turning my attention and life over to Christ.I also have a love for people I never had before and may God bless all who ask for his blessings.

very calm, no wild ideas

While not castrated, my testosterone is so low I must be nearly the same.

Aggressiveness and drive to accomplish and do things is gone.

Use to get very aggitated when things went wrong - not now.

No interest in sexual activity and not bothered by this at all.

Will wake up with erection now and then, but as far as I can tell that is bladder induced. Forced attempts at achieving ejaculation via masterbation not successful, not even erotic or sexually stimulating or arousing. Feel no need to attain sexual release; have no sexual frustration.

Calm and mild mannered to the point of being blah and boring.

Not much interests me anymore. Things I use to like to do, so what.

Main surprise is that my intense craving and desire to be castrated has subsided. I do think about this from time to time, but my now new firm and numb and non-functioning testicles are so odd and different that I find them almost worth keeping. It's kind of fun to fondle and squeeze them and feel nothing at all.

The at ease calmness seems uncharacteristically not me, thus I am a new me and I feel like I have a new lease on life and can now focus on living life and all it has to offer without the constant sexual tension and incessant thoughts of wanting to be castrated. This is a relief and pleases me very much. I thought I might be consumed with a new frustration of not having any ability to want sexual activity or to be able to perform sexually. I find it quite odd, and a big relief, that once the libido is suppressed, I have no cares or frustration about that - just relief. I think of it as having had a bad disease for most of my life and now that it is gone I am glad.

Rayne, I'm not castrated yet, but I'm obtaining referral letters in the next two weeks and then scheduling with Dr. Reed in Miami, hopefully for April. I am seriously hoping for better results from my daily dose of E and even less of whatever minimal effects T is still having on my body and mind.

Altho not castrated, having a T of 32, I have experienced many of the symptoms and don't like it. I had hot flashes and sweating, lack of motivation to do anything, sexual frustration and depression and a general lack of interest in almost everything. I would advise strongly against it as I have been trying to get back to normal thru TRT and it is a frustrating, expensive ordeal. I would really rather be at normal levels of T than low as I am.

As I remember I had wicked hot flashes as one of my first sign of change. Of course sex drive was diminishing and frequency of erections. Next came a flood of emotions. Feelings that had been blocked by T and emotional needs made their presence known. One of the oddest emotion was the desire to have a child.

Down the road has been loss of body hair. Redistribution of body fat along with weight gain. Reduction in strength and a little less energy. The best part is when I have a sexual fantasy I do not have the drive to act upon it.

Expected: Prompt arrival of hot flashes, which abated in a few months.

Gradual lose of sex drive, far fewer erections.

Calmer. Much calmer.

Unexpected: Loss of strength, very soon after.

Dry skin, hair.

Rare, but absolutely wild orgasms.

Overall: I'm a happy guy.

With the hot flashes usually comes sleep deprivation. That was and still is somewhat of a problem for me. Hormonal shifts mess up your natural sleep cycle or rhythm and it'll take some time to adjust.

for me it is..... levitra...loads of vitamin d from october to april

and 3 very hot women enjoying me for all i am worth

the staying power of a eunuch on 20 mg of levitra is incredible

i lack the stamina to do all the work myself at 57 years of age...i get winded after 20 minutes of pumping away..a lack of red blood cells...good thing my heart is as solid as a rock

so i make the girls do more than when i was younger

this weekend was truly a mind blowing experience

wow

castration and levitra..what a combination..this is nirvana

raynestorm (imported) wrote: Fri Feb 04, 2011 12:37 am OK....this is for those that are castrated or are far enough into is that you've noticed some changes.

What kind of changes have you noticed in your:

Mood swings

Ways of thinking

Views on life, sex, relationships

Any hot flashes?

Loss of control over emotions?

Thanks for any feedback you can give,

Rayne

Mood swings, at first they could be very intense, some days I was all over the place, today mostly calm.

I think one of the first things I noticed was that I now had time to smell the flowers. Without T you tend to notice things that before went right by you.

I think I have become more liberal, more caring, I have no interest in sex at all, my relationships are built more on mutual respect. Today I have more good friends than at anytime in my life.

HOT flashes, only a few every hour for the first couple years, actually I had a lot of hot flashes that lasted 5 or 6 years after castration. I never get them anymore, or at least not that I have noticed.

There are some things that will send me over the edge quick, usually its when I am thinking about my kids who I don't get to see as often as I would like. Of course movies and books will also set me off but pain does not. There I am rock solid.

Would I do it again? In a heart beat, I have never been more complete then sense I was castrated, I am finally who I have always been. I find also I am more honest with myself then ever before, I like who I am and what I am today. Maybe that is the eunuch calm some talk about. Just don't get me into a political argument, T or no T, makes no difference however today I think I have a better understanding on my political views which have never really changed.

Hope that helps

River

Hi, for the 3rd time, I have decided to have a chemical castration. I don't like the return of erections and sex drive since I abandoned the cast last year because of energy losses. I hope my balls will be out of the way sometime this year at last. In the meantime I'd like to have your comments about wild orgasms, do you mean they are much stronger since you were castrated ?

Did your penis shrink a lot ? I miss the effects of the castration and must still wait a few days before my T level is down again. Before being balless forever I want to get prepared for the big jump. Thankyou

Patrickchemcast (imported) wrote: Fri Mar 04, 2011 4:05 am Hi, for the 3rd time, I have decided to have a chemical castration. I don't like the return of erections and sex drive since I abandoned the cast last year because of energy losses. I hope my balls will be out of the way sometime this year at last. In the meantime I'd like to have your comments about wild orgasms, do you mean they are much stronger since you were castrated ?

Did your penis shrink a lot ? I miss the effects of the castration and must still wait a few days before my T level is down again. Before being balless forever I want to get prepared for the big jump. Thankyou

Remember each person is different and the wildness of "sduyck_2000" is only one. As a general rule once Testosterone is gone - orgasms for most just will not happen, it could if your on HRT or it just could be atypical.

_g

_g (imported) wrote: Fri Mar 04, 2011 4:22 am Remember each person is different and the wildness of "sduyck_2000" is only one. As a general rule once Testosterone is gone - orgasms for most just will not happen, it could if your on HRT or it just could be atypical.

_g

I am one who has been able to have wonderful orgasms. I was castrated 13 years ago and have never used HRT. I know another eunuch who has orgasms without HRT. Again as we are all different so are our results.

i use rub on hrt when needed

the levietra works hrt or no

i guess i am just different

hrt has no effect on my prostate

it stays just as small as it was a few months after i was castrated

no semen to speak of

very small quantity

i am so old i cant get a erection without the crutch...hrt or not

the androgel was strictly to peak my interest...that is all it ever does

orgasms are few ...3 a month tops...but the orgasm will kill me some day...they last very long are very intense...and leave me with a sneezing fit after..dont know what that is about

my penis has shrunk a lot over the years..the levietra has reversed that the last year and half

my erections get so hard the skin gets stretched till its painful..i have to go slow for the 10 minutes to get everything stretched out and ready to go..otherwise it hurts a lot

sduyck_2000 (imported) wrote: Fri Mar 04, 2011 12:37 am and 3 very hot women enjoying me for all i am worth

the staying power of a eunuch on 20 mg of levitra is incredible

i lack the stamina to do all the work myself at 57 years of age...i get winded after 20 minutes of pumping away..a lack of red blood cells...good thing my heart is as solid as a rock

so i make the girls do more than when i was younger

this weekend was truly a mind blowing experience

wow

castration and levitra..what a combination..this is nirvana

OH!!! MY!!!! GOD!!!!

Where do I sign up?

- low sexdrive

- hard to maintain errections

- emotional

- breast grew

- deep depressions

The depressions were the reason I started a HRT.

But with estrogen. Immidiatly my mind was much better. I feel happy now!

Without sex-drive my life is much better. I`ll give my body time to change. So I will lower the dosage of estrogen with help of my Doc over the next year.

I knew that the HRT will femenize my body. I don`t want to be a girl full time but i hated my male body.

tugon (imported) wrote: Fri Mar 04, 2011 4:55 am I am one who has been able to have wonderful orgasms. I was castrated 13 years ago and have never used HRT. I know another eunuch who has orgasms without HRT. Again as we are all different so are our results.

I found, and now lost, some medical studies that were performed following WW2 on military personnel who had lost their balls due to military battle. It was interesting to note that several mean did report that they experienced frequent and better than ever erections and sex; and they were not taking any hormone replacements. There was no explanation for this. While I am not castrated, my low T of 46 is probably almost as effective. My sex drive is gone and I hope I am not one of those people who still crave sex and have a sex drive and sexual performance ability.

nullorchis (imported) wrote: Fri Mar 04, 2011 10:53 pm I found, and now lost, some medical studies that were performed following WW2 on military personnel who had lost their balls due to military battle. It was interesting to note that several mean did report that they experienced frequent and better than ever erections and sex; and they were not taking any hormone replacements. There was no explanation for this. While I am not castrated, my low T of 46 is probably almost as effective. My sex drive is gone and I hope I am not one of those people who still crave sex and have a sex drive and sexual performance ability.

What about your need of physical affection? Is it gone too? Without the act of sexual intercourse, are the kiss, affectionate touch, caress, cuddle, and so on still there?

The studies, done in the last 1940's and early 1950's made no such evaluations about intrinsic human values, just sexual ability.

As for myself, with my sexual fires extinguished, I am able to look at, and relate to people who are attractive, good looking, you know, really HOT, in an objective way; they don't "get my juices flowing". It is much easier to interact with attractive people looking at them as people and not as a desirable sex object.

I am still going through changes. Though not castrated, my self-treatments have enabled me to achieve a T level of 46 (most recent reading). I already went through Testosterone Deficiency Syndrome (TDS) a couple of years ago. Although my recent new drop from the mid 100's to 46 has caused me to experience again some TDS effects, like tired, weak, loss of interest and concentration; not as radical as before but not desirable. Now that it appears I have finally achieved low testosterone nirvana, per Dr. prescription, I will use TRT to elevate the T level. My goal is for that to be just enough to minimize low T side effects but not high enough to reactivate sexuality.

I would imagine everyone would experience different feelings in their mental, emotional, and physical being with sudden loss of T, either chemically caused or physical castration. Only through words can we possibly hope to relate and equate our experiences to/with one another. As we age we go through those changes so gradually the effects are not as dramatic, although ultimately noticeable.