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Hi, I was introduced to this site by a friend. I never knew of the term eunuch until my friend told me that I seemed somewhat like one. Like my gender is feminine, but I never worked on my voice, and am pretty flat chested so I've been known to pull off passing as either even though I'm chemically castrated, and have been on hormones for 3 years. I'm 24 and really look forward to learning more. I'm sorry if I have to ask some stupid questions along the way so please pardon that.

I've been still trying to understand the concept of gender with being eunuch though honestly. Last night I got a little help on the chat, and learned that that you can be feminine or masculine in your gender apparently even though I was born as a guy and have no desire for the full srs stuff.

Thanks

Hi,

Welcome and ask as many questions as you want. If you're already chemically castrated then you're already a eunuch, just not physically so. If you're comfortable where your at, there is no need to go further. That's up to you. Many of us don't feel like true eunuchs with testicles attached, but that's us. I've been a eunuch for years now and it's been great, I recently had a perineal urethostomy or reroute and now I must sit like a girl to pee. I actually find that I like this new slit, it's as though I have a little vag. Is your scrotum shrunken and are your testicles small?

Oh wow that sounds really cool so you are able to keep your penis but be forced to pee like a girl?

As far as your question, yes you are correct. They are small.

Personally I know I want to be surgically castrated for sure though.

Hi missvela,

Welcome to here. This is the place for stupid questions which in my opinion are the ones most worth asking and worth answering.

Yup, chemical castration wasn't enough for me, although it made my decision quite easy. Stupid little things, always getting in the way. Glad I got rid of them.

Hi missvela

Welcome and a big online hug.

Caith721 (imported) wrote: Tue Apr 24, 2012 8:10 pm Stupid little things, always getting in the way. Glad I got rid of them.

My sentiments exactly.

Hi you are half way there because you live in the states, here in the Uk things were so much harder, kill them of then loads of tests and so on. Why are things so hard after all it should be our choice if we want them gone. I love being a Eunuch and good luck with what ever you want.

Caith721 (imported) wrote: Tue Apr 24, 2012 8:10 pm Yup, chemical castration wasn't enough for me, although it made my decision quite easy. Stupid little things, always getting in the way. Glad I got rid of them.

Yeah plus the side effects of spiro is something else. If I can get my old job back I'd be set in like 2 months I may have to go back to Texas though to get my therapist letters for the orchi.

Youve got Dr arnkoff who doesnt need a letter I had mailed him from the UK in case I couldnt get it done for medical reasons or if there was a problem over here. He said no problem just fly over and it will be sorted and the cost wasnt to bad I know the totat with flights and hotel for a week was around £4500 around $7000 but I think the op was around $2500 im not sure others on here will know or just contact him, what got me was the fact it could be done in 2 weeks or may be that was just because it was a bit of a novelty doing a English man i'm not sure.

Good luck

I would think 2 weeks is pretty fast for anything surgical wise if it's not life threatening. I'll have to check into him. On his website it says $2000. I could afford it right now barely except for the hotel stay. Still may be better if I have a little more money saved up first.

Welcome aboard. I once was suffering from "hypogonadic eunuchism" (love that term!) until it was discovered that I was enjoying life so much more than everybody else (I wasn't suffering!). This is because I was never driven nor feeling the compulsion to have to chase after girls (or boys) since I had very little testosterone. Since then I did pay former Dr. K a visit in order to make it official. I'm a eunuch.

Myself, for my "softness" I was once was accused by the Hispanic crowd (in NOT very kind terms) of drinking the piss from a gestating animal. This was not true at that time although I do now take a minimal doseage of estrogen pills (which is the extract of such). And no. I do not know the formula for extracting the estrogen and making it into a homemade drink.

devi (imported) wrote: Wed Apr 25, 2012 7:19 am Myself, for my "softness" I was once was accused by the Hispanic crowd (in NOT very kind terms) of drinking the piss from a gestating animal. This was not true at that time although I do now take a minimal doseage of estrogen pills (which is the extract of such). And no. I do not know the formula for extracting the estrogen and making it into a homemade drink.

Thats funny, the stuff I take though is made from plants. It's the bio-identical.

Your profile lists Tacoma as your home. Suggest you get in contact with the Gender Alliance of the South Sound. ( http://www.southsoundgender.com/ ). I know of several T-girls who have gotten Orchis in the South Sound area for around $2000 (that was 2 or 3 years ago) with documentation. They can connect you with sliding scale gender therapists if needed.

Transward

Yeah I don't even have doctor that I see anymore. I just moved up here from texas. Due to my job if I get rehired, therapy is an issue as I will not be home much. Don't really feel like going through a second round of being judged. The main goal though is to get enough money to not worry about the cost.

My therapist for my letter was a really conservative baptist. I don't know how I got it. He'd talk about religion in my therapy even. Taught at Texas Christian University, and had an Mdiv in biblical theology.

So far too I haven't had as much luck with them. I'm really stable, but they don't understand the in-between stuff it seems like or they are just trying to get something out of me. That's why I quit going plus a lot of bad experiences. One of the leaders at one of the groups up here threatened me with violence and grabbed me and my purse and wouldn't let me go when I tried to run claiming I was a racist because I lived in a town called white settlement in texas. That's just one example. Not to mention the insults about supporting child labor by going to the mall, and the other crazies.

As a eunuch myself I no longer consider myself a man nor am I a woman although I present as a woman, for no other reason than with ample breasts I can no longer present convincingly as man while with my slender frame and girly looking face with slender arched eyebrows, full lips and long shoulder length hair

I can esaily pass as a woman. I increased my A cup eunuch breasts which developed while I was taking no hormones to almost a C by injesting female hormone for bone health, liking how it made me feel mentally,and going on full transition dose under medical supervision. I will have the useless appendage removed in the not too distant future. I am not yet sure just to go for nullo with reroute, labiaplasty or full vaginoplasty as I am no at all attracted to men and never intend to have sex with a man. It is simply a matter of bringing my upper and lower body back in harmony. Will I then consider myself a woman. No, I am have mentally accepted that I a a Eunuch for the rest of my life and while my body will be transgendered I feel sure that I will consider myself a feminised Eunuch. A person born it to the wrong sex on the other hand and once the problem as been resolved surgically will be in all respect be their new gender, which they should have been in the first place. That is not my situation. Before I was accidently castrated I never had any interest in castration and before I took female hormones I never thought about becoming a woman. So there it is, a man whose testicles are removed or rendered non functional is a Eunuch. He can take hormones to retain/restore some sexual function or female hormone and be like me with a curvy body, full bust and soft smooth skin. Brittle bones is a risk for a Eunuch taking no hormone in the long term with non functioning balls or with none. Since I was left irreversibly impotent male hormone injections just made me horny with no outlet. As a Eunuch I am completely assexual. Estrogen does not induce sexual desire.

Due to osteopoenia, I finally decided that I had to take a minimal doseage of conjugated estrogens that is recommended for women with menopause. (It's the generic cheap form of Premarin made in India so instead of being derived from mares it's probably derived from sacred cows or else elephants. I don't know.)

Welcome to the Zoo and your future friends.

The term you use to describe yourself 'Feminized Eunuch', is in my opinion the most accurate one to use. Terms like 'She Males, Trannies, Sex Changes' don't really get to the crux of where most people who wish to renounce their masculinity are at!

If my life circumstances were different I would set out on the path of becoming a feminized Eunuch too, probably as a nullo with reroute!