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Happy birthday young'un. I hope that you've had a great day. I know that all of us here at the Archive wish you well on your journey toward becoming your true self.

JesusA wrote: Tue Mar 12, 2013 12:19 pm Happy birthday young'un. I hope that you've had a great day. I know that all of us here at the Archive wish you well on your journey toward becoming your true self.

"Happy birthday young'un" Why he's a quarter of a century OLD. Yeah, I should talk, I'm 16 years past two centuries.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY foxy - enjoy your youth

To: THE FOX

Happy Birthday.

Discover the power of the feline, abandon the fox.

Moi

What's it all about?

Man that's like the seventh time today I got the starfox Fox Mcloud joke.

NB = " Fox do a barrell roll!!! "

On second thought Moi your right I do sometimes roll play as a "chakat"

In the furry world Chakats are hermaphrodite cat taurs with both sets of male and female genitals.

I wish everyone were a herm. That is a dream of mine.

My fascination with taurs comes from my earlier fascination with greek mythos. dunno but interest stuck with me and evolved somehow. I blame those merry melody cartoons and tex avery toons. And of course the internet P

http://youtube.com/watch?v=cyfAKdn6RhY& ... yfAKdn6RhY

Here's my earliest cartoon I can remember (barely age 4 btw)

It was called "Fox Pop"

Happy Birthday! Glad you're here.

Happy birthday Foxy. Enjoy it.

If I was your age there would be several things that I would do differently.

Happy birthday, Foxy! Thank you so much for all of the great advice that you have given me over these last couple of months... the diet advice, the workout, and so many other things. Also, a BIG thank you for this... thank you SO MUCH for launching the topic that led me to seeing before-and-after videos on the effects of transgender hormones for the very first time, and therefore, thank you for giving me the links that finally gave me the information that I needed in order to finally begin transition after fourteen years of believing that it was hopeless. I owe you so much, I can barely contain it all in writing.

THANK YOU!

And happy birthday!

cheetaking243 (imported) wrote: Tue Mar 12, 2013 2:19 pm Happy birthday, Foxy! Thank you so much for all of the great advice that you have given me over these last couple of months... the diet advice, the workout, and so many other things. Also, a BIG thank you for this... thank you SO MUCH for launching the topic that led me to seeing before-and-after videos on the effects of transgender hormones for the very first time, and therefore, thank you for giving me the links that finally gave me the information that I needed in order to finally begin transition after fourteen years of believing that it was hopeless. I owe you so much, I can barely contain it all in writing.

THANK YOU!

And happy birthday!

I just hope my time will come to go on E.

Just like you it seems I may need to take E at around your age. I'm steping up my courses this fall.

Screw it. Fuck the GPA system. I just hope I can get a career with a GPA of 2.5 -3.1

I may be smart but this school assesment shit is seriously a huge issue.

How is it possible that on a large Exam I can do well yet on short exams the tendency to screw some solutions occurs. Like I mean seriously who the fuck thought it was a good idea to assess one's abilities on examinations. Especially someone with ADHD

I need help, am I in post secondary all for nothing?, Will my continued acumulated mediocre GPA affect my ability to get employed?

The thought is exacerbating my abilities to reach my dreams.

I'm a smart person, I study really hard, why ain't I seeing the results of my efforts?

Recently got a 98% on AC circuits midterm and sadly a 67% in semiconductors:(

NB = The problem with me in school is whenever I take a step foward I end up taking 2 steps back.

I know you guys are all trying to help as best you can and really i appreciate it but today I ended up fighting with my mom. She threatens me whenever I say stuff like :

"I can't wait to leave the house and start living my life"

Her reponse : "If I think it's what it is, youv've been warned I don't accept faggots in the house.

Come on, tell me , tell me and I'll kick your sorry unemployed ass out in the cold streets. A prodigal son case is not welcomed in my home.You stay, obey me , follow my orders if you know whats best for you."(spanish of course)

NB = deep down I want her to drop dead sometimes.

Oh it's hopeless I am cinderella

foxytaur (imported) wrote: Tue Mar 12, 2013 3:51 pm I know you guys are all trying to help as best you can and really i appreciate it but today I ended up fighting with my mom. She threatens me whenever I say stuff like :

"I can't wait to leave the house and start living my life"

Her reponse : "If I think it's what it is, youv've been warned I don't accept faggots in the house.

Come on, tell me , tell me and I'll kick your sorry unemployed ass out in the cold streets. A prodigal son case is not welcomed in my home.You stay, obey me , follow my orders if you know whats best for you."(spanish of course)

NB = deep down I want her to drop dead sometimes.

Oh it's hopeless I am cinderella

It is all about growing up and accepting responsibility. Someday you may come to realize that your mother only wanted the best for you as she sees it. However, some never reach that point of realization. Hang in there and don't create an atmosphere of anger and disrespect.

YOU DON'T REALLY WANT HER TO DROP DEAD!

First Happy Birthday furry friend,

Next, having raised a couple kids with ADHD and severally dyslexic, I understand what your going through, the world only wants those who are normal in every way but your better then that and in time that will shine through.

As for your Mom, I can only say this a parent loves their child unconditionally, anything less is abuse. Remember at some point you will move on and if your Mom is part of your life or not is up to her. My youngest son has not talked to his mom in several years and its her fault.

Have a great day.

River

From my son, 'those who mind don't mater, those who mater don't mind.'

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!! --FLO--

http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sisyphus#section_1

I'm just tired of going through life like the greek mythos "Sisyphus". Condemned to carry a boulder up a large steep hill in Tartaros only to watch it roll back down hill and repeat again.

I am not dumb, I am very smart. I recently got a 98% on AC circuits(2nd time repeating it btw)

but semiconductors is now the 2nd attempt and falling way behind. I may need to attempt carrying the stone a third time up that long hill.

By then who know im probably too late a candidate to pass for hrt.

Given my circumstances I can't see myself transitioning at 26 but 28.

Riverwind (imported) wrote: Wed Mar 13, 2013 2:51 am First Happy Birthday furry friend,

Next, having raised a couple kids with ADHD and severally dyslexic, I understand what your going through, the world only wants those who are normal in every way but your better then that and in time that will shine through.

As for your Mom, I can only say this a parent loves their child unconditionally, anything less is abuse. Remember at some point you will move on and if your Mom is part of your life or not is up to her. My youngest son has not talked to his mom in several years and its her fault.

Have a great day.

River

From my son, 'those who mind don't mater, those who mater don't mind.'

But yeah If I end up seeing any outwardly super masculine traits in next few yrs I might as well consider not transitioning. Life is life. Its there for others to shit on you I suppose.

I'll never forgive my mother. May she face her judgement if a god exists.

I'll say this River my life has not been a happy one. Mom has effectively stripped my youthful 20's from me.

This is the period where a mtf can transition to become gorgeous.

ATM I painstakingly go through several natural(non sythetic treatments behind my moms back), do everything that's healthy and yet sigh.... there it is signs of wrinkles when I frown.

I'm sorry but this whole bullshit that it get's better is a mere contempt to try to make others feel happy but the stark reality of it is it does not get better.

Not when you have a ogre living behind your back, not when they control your life lines.

I'm so angry it boils my inner core. And im desperatly trying to change this

She even said she'll love me but throw me out to the dogs if it ain't her way!

Fuck that bitch!

die, just die already you ungrateful scum

I want her dead river of natural causes. The sooner the better

I'm sorry River but if a god were to exist I would still never have the strength to forgive that cunt. I don't have it within me to do it. She's unworthy of it.

This is partially the reason im agnostic. Where's the fucking justice when it's most needed?

My hopes are clinging into there being a divine quantum force out there, one's that has a collective proto consciencness, but yeah if it doesn't then fuck myself.

Oh life, how easily our timelines may actually be predetermined for us.

So far Ive foreshadowed everything I knew was gonna happen since 19.

Why is that so?:meanfa ce:realpisse:realpisse

sorry about temper tandrums. I get very emotional like a fire breathing dragon.

Funny thing also my zodiac symbol is the dragon. (mom falls under exact same symbol)

Both sis and pops are rabbits

No problem, my son has not talked to his mother in several years, she has asked me to tell him so and so and I do but he will not talk to her even to give her the wrong time of day. So your not alone and there are those who do

Riverwind (imported) wrote: Wed Mar 13, 2013 2:51 am understand what your going through,

just have a bit of patience and soon you will be out on your own then you can and will deal with her on your terms, something that she will likely not understand but that's OK its not about her, never was.

Note: Last time my son talked to his mother the chat went like this, it was when his wife was 6 months along with their first kid.

MOM: when were you going to tell me that Anna was PG?

Son: I was not going to tell you.

Mom: Don't you think I might like to know?

Son: What you would like does not concern me.

Mom: I am your mother!

Son: you stopped being my mother at about age 5 and I have not had a mother sense.

After the baby was born, I called my ex's mother, to tell her she had a new great grandchild, my ex was there.

ME: Mom you are a grandmother again,

Mom: Oh how wonderful, do you want to talk to your ex.

Me: no,

Mom: well here she is anyway,

Ex: so the son has had a baby, whats his name etc.

Me: I am not authorized to tell you, you will need to ask the Son.

ANGER

Ex: Well will you tell him to call me?

Me: I will tell him but don't expect a call.

Ex: Why is he mad at me?

Me: You will need to ask him.

Ex: He wont talk to me.

Me: don't know what to tell you.

That was three years ago. So hang in there, your time will come and when it does the best way to get even is to say nothing to her ever again. It will drive her nuts.

River

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foxytaur (imported) wrote: Wed Mar 13, 2013 5:03 am I want her dead river of natural causes. The sooner the better

I'm sorry River but if a god were to exist I would still never have the strength to forgive that cunt. I don't have it within me to do it. She's unworthy of it.

This is partially the reason im agnostic. Where's the fucking justice when it's most needed?

My hopes are clinging into there being a divine quantum force out there, one's that has a collective proto consciencness, but yeah if it doesn't then fuck myself.

Oh life, how easily our timelines may actually be predetermined for us.

So far Ive foreshadowed everything I knew was gonna happen since 19.

Why is that so?:meanfa ce:realpisse:realpisse

Your hate is more harmful to you than it is to her. If you continue to allow it to fester it will definately destroy you.

Happy Birthday

Belated happy birthday, Foxy.

Belated happy birthday, Foxy.

thanks for making me feeling better guys. I talked with my councillor and EET head of engineering and they both said that so long as GPA isnt too severely low overall. My ability to get a career won't be at stake (Something like below 2.5)

However my ability to pursue higher levels of post secondary engineering will.

You know given my knowledge in medicine I think I'll go back into it after I get my life sorted out first. My mom will be a thing of the past. I think part of the problem is I make out issues and further bitch about it, further aggrivating the situation.

I'm now realizing one of my biggest issues is I think I'm a full out genius when the cold truth is I'm nothing but an individual of ordinary aptitude.

Inotherwords I think I know when I don't and you find this a reality when analysing yourself on a dunning kruger scaler.

Everyone want to be sheldon cooper. I guess I'm not that that smart. Smart but not a genius.

Ego for the most part is something akin driven in my dad's side of the family.

I swear whenever I get a bad grade I cringe at the site of it.

The other reason may be pyschological since childhood.

Whenever I got a C or worse I got severely scolded and spanked with a leather belt in gradeschool by my mother. I think this is where I first had a huge dislike for her.

A lot of my attitude towards her is deeply ingrained in my subconscious from those beatings

Happy Birthday.

I knew a male to female person who was a scientist and a really good doctoral type. He started out doing Post-Doc work with my place and when the appointment ended was in the middle of the transition. We rented post-doc brains not bodies. So as long as the research came out good, the rest was left alone. Although it was a learning experience and it was chaos. Once the chaos of the transition settled down, she did get back to science and no one cared. I doubt that the casual person knew once the transition was over.

So work hard, get good grades and get settled as what you want to be. You aren't the first person to do this. A career will happen if you do good work.

Gee, where have we all heard that before?

foxytaur (imported) wrote: Wed Mar 13, 2013 12:52 pm thanks for making me feeling better guys. I talked with my councillor and EET head of engineering and they both said that so long as GPA isnt too severely low overall. My ability to get a career won't be at stake (Something like below 2.5)

However my ability to pursue higher levels of post secondary engineering will.

You know given my knowledge in medicine I think I'll go back into it after I get my life sorted out first. My mom will be a thing of the past. I think part of the problem is I make out issues and further bitch about it, further aggrivating the situation.

I'm now realizing one of my biggest issues is I think I'm a full out genius when the cold truth is I'm nothing but an individual of ordinary aptitude.

Inotherwords I think I know when I don't and you find this a reality when analysing yourself on a dunning kruger scaler.

Everyone want to be sheldon cooper. I guess I'm not that that smart. Smart but not a genius.

Ego for the most part is something akin driven in my dad's side of the family.

I swear whenever I get a bad grade I cringe at the site of it.

The other reason may be pyschological since childhood.

Whenever I got a C or worse I got severely scolded and spanked with a leather belt in gradeschool by my mother. I think this is where I first had a huge dislike for her.

A lot of my attitude towards her is deeply ingrained in my subconscious from those beatings

Getting mediocre grades doesn't mean a darned thing about your intelligence, if you ask me. Don't let it tell you such. There are a lot of very smart people that almost fail out of school because they have a hard time keeping up with the busy-work (myself included, unfortunately,) and a lot of very smart people who know the material just fine and yet can never get the answers on tests when crunch time comes due to various anxieties and issues. My point is, don't take it too personally. The world doesn't give a s*** about how smart you are once you're out in the working world anyway, as long as you get the job done well. I found that out all too quickly myself. I mean, I got fourth place in the entire state of Florida in their annual statewide high school math competition, and yet I nearly failed out of school twice, was almost fired from three separate jobs due to underachievement, and ended up working in a job that requires basically no education whatsoever aside from basic 4th-grade math. So yeah. Don't stress out over it too much. The working world seriously is a completely different universe, and intelligence doesn't mean a damned thing there. It's all about people-skills, and how you present yourself, and how well you get the job done. If you can do those three things, you'll go far. Once you have the entry-level job, that's pretty much the last time that you'll seriously have to worry about grades. After that, employers generally quit caring about grades and academic achievement, and it becomes all about your past work experience in the field, and good presentation of your skills, and good connections/references.