Thank you so much Pete!
You are very kind and encouraging.
Your English is very good.
In fact if you didn't tell us that you were German likely everyone would have thought you were from an English speaking country.
Can you post your story here? If not, yes please send me the link. My email is
[email protected] ( I hope it isn't breaking rules to give you that as I'm doing it of my free will and people here seem respectful anyway. And do not infer my mood or ego from it please. I am neither sad nor do I consider myself any great beauty. Instead I breed snakes and it was a type of snake that I was successful breeding when others at the time had little success. )
I would love to read what you wrote.
There are many stories in German here.
I read one.
My German is that of a baby's knowledge level... um... maybe.
I had a first generation German American as a boyfriend for a few years... the love of my life... but not in the end.
His family spoke German in the house and I got some exposure.
When I said "Good naked" instead of "Good night" because I didn't pronounce it properly to his mother she was concerned as we were in our late teenage years...lol.
(It was very embarrassing!)
At any rate most of my knowledge of the German language rests in the words "Ich liebe dich."
If a person learns and remembers only three words of any language, those three are indeed the best ones to remember!
But all that considered, I'm not afraid to use google translate.
Its not perfect, but the translation is good enough to show a very nice story.
I have seen many German nicknames here.
You are not alone.
I'm sure you must have come across the many stories written in German here.
I thank you most sincerely for the kind encouragement!
I have in fact begun my own story. I'm perhaps midway through.
I'm not sure they will allow my submission when I finish.
I don't know what or even if parameters exist in terms of subject matter. I likely wouldn't alter it, however, as it is a fine story and I am a member at another site that posts stories of all sorts of different erotic subjects. I may find there are no restrictions, but also my story may end up with little interest here. The current story is a bit rough in wording or verbiage. I will have numerous corrections to make before it is publishable.
Anyone reading it will, on the surface, decide that its a story about the human cow fetish. It has an interesting twist at the end as the female character ends up equipped with a penis. As the writer of the story however, I understand that the real point of the story is actually about the development of a strong relationship; a man and a woman in this case that are very different in terms of their sexual needs and they struggle to find a path that is not only mutually acceptable, but is exciting to both of them for their own reasons, thus it strengthens the relationship. That idea reflects my own ideals of the beauty of relationships and love between two people. It is, I feel, what a relationship should be no matter the genders involved. It transcends the labels we give ourselves. I feel it is just as applicable to a homosexual relationship or for those who have changed their gender to reflect the person within, as it is to a heterosexual couple in this case, and it would not be difficult for me to swap out the genders of the characters, though I am afraid that I may not adequately express the concerns of those who live possibly very different lives than I do with their own unique challenges and therefore I fear I may not do them justice, so I stuck with what I know as a matter of respect toward others.
I find the subject matter of castration, penectomy, and nullification incredibly arousing and titillating. I am exploring my own feelings about those subjects here. I am trying to gain an understanding of myself and why I find those issues so enormously arousing, since I happen to be heterosexual and female and a submissive who truly enjoys worshiping a man's genitalia to the fullest extent possible. So my note of arousal makes no sense to me in conjunction with who I am and have always been. I am 48 I have behind me a lifetime of figuring out just who I am, living in a place where such things are not accepted, so there has been a tremendous amount of self reflection and self assessment involved. The only thing I'm very sure of is that I'm still growing and that perhaps that particular thing should only come to an end when we die. So i suppose I am STILL exploring myself. Additionally if you understand your own attraction to this subject matter and are in the mood to share your thoughts then I welcome them. Perhaps it will lead me to my own answers.
In any case contact me whenever you care to and know you are hardly alone here. There are in fact members who are German and I'm sure there are many English speaking members like myself that are happy to be your friend as well!
It has been very nice exchanging messages with you!
