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A lot of folks desire castration to reduce their sex drive and for most that is the end result. Some of us may suffer a decrease in our libido, but sex is still very much a part of our lives either on or off hormone replacement. Just because I no longer have balls and cannot endure TRT doesn't mean I want to give up sex.

Further, some would like to have their penis shrink to the size of a bean while others want it removed along with their balls. To each their own, but I (a).like sex and (b). like what little my maker gave me in the penis department.

Alas, even with a moderately healthy libido I've once again incurred the dreaded lazy soldier who refuses to stand at attention regardless of my efforts. This go-around even my trusty penis pump and constriction band couldn't get the little fellow to rise to the occasion.

Oh well..... plan B is always an option and I've posted a short video of a valiant effort on my blog.

eunuchlife.blogspot.com

I always enjoy your blog, thanks. Were you always able to have anal orgasms, or was that something you started to achieve after castration and ED? I have my first prostate biopsy next week after some high PSA tests.b just eondering what the future holds.

Cseriess (imported) wrote: Wed Mar 27, 2019 2:38 am I always enjoy your blog, thanks. Were you always able to have anal orgasms, or was that something you started to achieve after castration and ED? I have my first prostate biopsy next week after some high PSA tests.b just eondering what the future holds.

It took some time, patience and practice to achieve an anal orgasm without penile stimulation. Also the right toy makes a lot of difference. I had already developed the technique before castration and have long since enjoyed the far more intense orgasms you can achieve through anal. Just know it's not suited for a "quicky" and you have to be relaxed and in the mood. One thing I found is that you have to focus on one or the other, penile stimulation or anal. Trying both at the same time is really more of a distraction, so with ED you don't have to decide. Now the future is what you choose to make it so I say find what works and go with it. Sex should be an adventure!

Hi

Love the work done on you , very good. With regards to sex personally I would not bother, thats part the reason of removing balls.

Although I am on TRT, my ability to get an erection 'on demand' slowly faded after my castration. I think that my balls played a big part in my erotic stimulation from an early age. I still get a full morning woody, around 4-5am. It will last up to 20 minutes. I'm only guessing the piturity gland stimulates the adrenals to produce a boost of testostorone? Or is it some thing else? Any thoughts?

Brycenosak (imported) wrote: Wed Mar 27, 2019 5:18 am Although I am on TRT, my ability to get an erection 'on demand' slowly faded after my castration. I think that my balls played a big part in my erotic stimulation from an early age. I still get a full morning woody, around 4-5am. It will last up to 20 minutes. I'm only guessing the piturity gland stimulates the adrenals to produce a boost of testostorone? Or is it some thing else? Any thoughts?

I believe there is a lot of misinformation out there about loss of libido and ability to get an erection post castration. Even without TRT for almost a year now I was often able to easily get hard enough to masturbate but rarely could I get firm enough for penetration unless I used a constricting band. Actually, TRT didn't make much difference when I was on it. That said, I had suffered transient ED for years prior to my orchi. However, after castration I did occasionally get a very nice and relative firm morning erection, but haven't enjoyed that in a while.

Physically and technically, castration should not affect the ability to achieve erections at all as it's an entirely different bodily process. Mental/emotional and desire aspects are another story. I am a proponent of "use it or loose it" although having just endured a miserable winter (holidays, my flu, wife's flu, etc.) that was busy at work to boot, I seemed to have overlooked the "use" part for several months and now the little guy just wants to play limp washcloth.

There are many hormone precursors in a normal body. I have read once, how Testosterone and dihydroTestosterone is formed, it is quite complicated process. Some of these byproducts affect erection. Androstenedione etc.

http://www.labpedia.net/test/147

More about various steroids that are precursors of Testosterone or are pruduced also in testicles along adrenal gland etc.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neurosteroid

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_neurosteroids

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dehydroepiandrosterone

It's all very strange. I loved being chemically castrated. Before, i was driven by sexual desire. Addicted to porn, i would want and search out casual sex with females or males. Had several std's, was on PrEP. Chemical castration stopped all that. But i still want to enjoy sex, i don't want to lose all enjoyment. Once castrated i think i will be happy. There is just a huge gulf between the two states for me.

Something every castrated man must understand.

#1 - Without adding back some testosterone to your system, you'll eventually lose the ability to have erections over time and your penis will shrink. Everyone is different and some castrated men, a few, may be able to get erections without adding back some "T" for a long time after castration, but the frequency will be less and the ability to maintain the erection will become more challenging. For the majority of castrated men, without adding back some "T", even a little, erections wane, fade, and eventually disappear. How do I know this? I've been a eunuch for a long time and a nullo since 2015. I've read, talked, studied, and experienced castration, I don't know everything, but I know what castration does. So if you want to have a sex life after castration, you'll need to add back a little testosterone to your system.

#2 - You must be mindful that castration will cause osteoporosis without testosterone. Testosterone does not just make you sexual, it makes your bones strong. If you're castrated, your bones will start to become brittle and osteoporosis will begin to develop. You don't want this to happen, so talk to your doctor about what you can do if you don't want to add back testosterone. https://www.webmd.com/osteoporosis/features/male-men#1

#3 - Castration can cause serious depression such as you've never experienced. After I was castrated, I nose dived into the darkest depression I had ever experience. It was the reaction of losing a huge amount of testosterone in such a short period of time. As with everything, some people are effected differently, but for the majority of castrated men, depression is a real concern. Talk to your doctor about what you can do if you begin to experience depression and you don't want to add back any testosterone. LISTEN - I'm not talking about feeling blue, I'm talking nightmarish depression that's black and suicidal. Please be careful. https://www.bodylogicmd.com/for-men/depression

I started using a small dose of bioidentical testosterone cream initially, to ward off osteoporosis and depression. It worked wonders. I did begin to have erections again (before I removed my penis) and some sexuality or sexual thoughts returned, but my depression disappeared and my bones have been relatively healthy over the last 12/12 1/2 years since being castrated in 2006. I continue to use a low dose of testosterone that keeps my testosterone level around 125/135 ng/dl, which is perfect for me. Castration levels are usually considered 50 ng/dL, but most intact men have testosterone levels north of 500/800 ng/dl. Everyone is different, but if after being castrated you begin to experience severe depression, please consider getting help. Testosterone, just a little bit, helped me recover my mind. https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=bi ... +for+men+a pothecary&view=detail&mid=14A9D9C011088F9D316414A9D9C011088F9D3164&FORM=VIRE

Some eunuchs will add estrogen to their system and this can als

Hash (imported) wrote: Wed Mar 27, 2019 8:10 pm o ward off osteoporosis and depression,

however, depending on the amount, it can and will begin to make you more feminine. If that's okay or what you want, then use it. You'll encourage more breast growth and more than one eunuch who chose to use estrogen instead of testosterone stated that it made their penises shrink and several began to reject their penises. One eunuch eventually had his penis removed, becoming a nullo. I don't know if this will happen to every eunuch who uses estrogen, but it did happen.

Hash (imported) wrote: Wed Mar 27, 2019 8:34 pm Some eunuchs will add estrogen to their system and this can als

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however, depending on the amount, it can and will begin to make you more feminine. If that's okay or what you want, then use it. You'll encourage more breast growth and more than one eunuch who chose to use estrogen instead of testosterone stated that it made their penises shrink and several began to reject their penises. One eunuch eventually had his penis removed, becoming a nullo. I don't know if this will happen t
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I've destroyed my testicles with CaCl2 so I'm a functional eunuch and am taking estradiol. All of the effects you mention here are desirable to me. I'm even thinking about penectomy, but it would be great even if it just shrunk. Developing breasts is surprisingly enjoyable. But the biggest factor is that I absolutely love my new mental state. I don't miss the sexuality I no longer have and I'm much more calm and non-reactive. A big part of this is eliminating testosterone, but I assume that replacing it with estradiol is also affecting my mental state. Whatever the combination it's way better than being on T.

I went around 18 months without TRT after I'd been castrated. I was initially embarrassed about not having any balls and didn't look for medical and endocrinological advice. It was a mistake leaving it that long and it had some permanent after effects. Everything worked out very well for me in the end but so as you know here's a brief summary; I became impotent after 2 weeks and couldn't get another erection until I started TRT, I lost nearly all my body hair, 100pc of pubic hair and 90pc of the rest in the first 6 months, after TRT none of it grew back. I found it difficult to train in the gym, it became a real effort to make myself go and I still lost some strength. After I started TRT and got erections and could get an orgasm I found I couldn't really ejaculate anymore, just 1 or 2 drops of clear fluid, that was permanent and I assume caused by atrophication of the prostate. I took TRT for a year and although it worked in some ways I wasn't comfortable with it. I also gradually became feminized even when on TRT. I swapped over to low dose estrogen last May and have been fine with that. As you would expect feminization became more obvious although the effect was very slow, I developed a small chest, about 34A, I lost most of my penis size and stopped getting erections after about 7 or 8 months. Energy levels are very good, libido is strong, bone density is also very good. I'm 26 now and very sporty so would expect to be good in all those areas. I'm very careful about diet, I prefer organic mediterranean, fish, olive oil, fresh fruit and veg, some wine.

Justine x

There is just so much varying information! I don't want to feminize, i want to stay fit and active. Whilst chemically castrated the shortness of breath was debilitating, hence me stopping. Now my psa is way high, i might not have an option. We will see.

Thanks for sharing Justine, awesome.

Awesome blog post and video. I've never thought about banding then pumping to rise the dead.

ps: what was that anal tool you used? And where can find & order one?

Thanks!!!!

TgEunuch (imported) wrote: Thu Mar 28, 2019 9:04 pm Awesome blog post and video. I've never thought about banding then pumping to rise the dead.

ps: what was that anal tool you used? And where can find & order one?

Thanks!!!!

The Aneros it's a highly effecting tool rather than just a sex toy and can be used to milk the prostate or induce anal orgasms. You can order directly from their website aneros.com or find them elsewhere online. Just beware, they are expensive little buggers but others have copied the design and offer it cheaper.

Most men, castrated or not, fail to realize the importance of keeping the prostate clean by frequently emptying it of semen. Many studies link prostate cancer risks to a build up and decaying of semen. One Australian study goes so far as to recommend "expelling" semen weekly to maintain a healthy prostate.

So, even if a man doesn't want to have sex anymore his prostate can be "milked" of semen with the Aneros or similar device to maintain health. Effective milking is pleasurable while not orgasmic.

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notsomanly (imported) wrote: Thu Mar 28, 2019 2:41 am but I assume that replacing it with estradiol is also affecting my mental state. Whatever the combination it's way better than being on T.

I didn't even realize the "E" began to effect my mental state until a long time after starting to take it. But looking back it obviously did. Perhaps the change in mental state contributed to abusing the "E" And of course abusing the "E" feminized my body without me realizing it was happening at the time. Or perhaps the change in mental state wanted my body to feminize. All of these are really good questions to ponder and make sound decisions before going down that rabbit hole. For sure, at this point I have no desire to stop taking the "E" and MOST DEFINITELY have no desire to take "T". I am very comfortable with who I am and have no health issues related to becoming rather feminized. While my body physically became feminized my mental state never became effeminate. I still enjoy doing the same activities now that I enjoyed pre-nullification and my body becoming feminized. There is not much more satisfying physically than that feeling of accomplishment and manliness after chopping a chord of fire wood or working in a ditch. Rigging up control lines to fell a tree or the satisfaction of changing pistons in an engine. That feeling of providing ones own food as you pull the trigger at the deer centered on the site of the rifle and slitting it's throat to bleed it out before field dressing it. These are all feelings of satisfaction we enjoy as men as well as many other such experiences that women don't clamor towards. So in short, yes, there comes mental changes but I'm not sure that our personalities are changed with the lack of "T" and increase of "E". Personalities are developed in childhood and stay with us throughout our lives.

You healed up very nicely seanthomas... looks great! Pretty much how I look but I think my scar is more visible (I had sac removed too). Thanks for posting!

I was under the impression that pubic hair wasn't affected by a lack of T and would grow regardless?

Whilst chemically castrated, i had a close trim as usual. It took for ever to grow back and was way more downy and fine when it did grow back. Been off androcur since January, and it's still not back like it was before CC.

I had an uncontrollable sex drive.

I went out to bars at night and was never faithful.

I was married four times and was never happy.

I was finally castrated to control my sex drive.

Over the years I have taken testosterone and estrogen.

My adrenal glands no longer make testosterone.

My urologist says that my testosterone level is unmeasurable.

I have been castrated and have no sexual desire what so ever.

I have since remarried number five.

She is my best friend.

I now stay at home with my wife.

I use Penile Injections when my wife wants sex.

I now can have two to three-hour erections.

This makes my wife very happy.

Thinking often of how could be. Thanks for sharing your experience.

justine77 (imported) wrote: Thu Mar 28, 2019 2:58 am I went around 18 months without TRT after I'd been castrated. I was initially embarrassed about not having any balls and didn't look for medical and endocrinological advice. It was a mistake leaving it that long and it had some permanent after effects. Everything worked out very well for me in the end but so as you know here's a brief summary; I became impotent after 2 weeks and couldn't get another erection until I started TRT, I lost nearly all my body hair, 100pc of pubic hair and 90pc of the rest in the first 6 months, after TRT none of it grew back. I found it difficult to train in the gym, it became a real effort to make myself go and I still lost some strength. After I started TRT and got erections and could get an orgasm I found I couldn't really ejaculate anymore, just 1 or 2 drops of clear fluid, that was permanent and I assume caused by atrophication of the prostate. I took TRT for a year and although it worked in some ways I wasn't comfortable with it. I also gradually became feminized even when on TRT. I swapped over to low dose estrogen last May and have been fine with that. As you would expect feminization became more obvious although the effect was very slow, I developed a small chest, about 34A, I lost most of my penis size and stopped getting erections after about 7 or 8 months. Energy levels are very good, libido is strong, bone density is also very good. I'm 26 now and very sporty so would expect to be good in all those areas. I'm very careful about diet, I prefer organic mediterranean, fish, olive oil, fresh fruit and veg, some wine.

Justine x

Your post was very informative for me, thank you.

After I fully recovered, I tried not to abuse the intake of hormonal drugs so as not to suppress the natural production of these same hormones by my own adrenal glands...