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Sometimes, I miss masturbating. When I was young and buff and married, I still masturbated at least once each day.

I enjoyed looking at naked photographic images of myself and having fantasies about making love with myself (as another person). I know that sounds a tad odd, but it was once the case.

My favorite mode of making love with my wife was to enjoy oral sex on her while she masturbated me. :tongueout :tongueout :tongueout

I suppose that the only link that confession has to this board is that I can't do any of this now! I long for the release of an intense orgasm. Yet, the fantasy of having intense desire but no way to fulfill it has long been a strong fantasy--one until now not fufilled. It makes me wonder even more what not having a penis would be like.

Has anyone who posts or visits here lost his penis? Has any women who posts or visits here lost her clitoris or labia?

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Blaise (imported) wrote: Sun Nov 24, 2002 12:49 am Has anyone who posts or visits here lost his penis?

I know of two.

1. Tomas

2. A guy who had erectile dysfunction, and had doctors implant a device in his penis that would allow him to make it erect. Everything that could go wrong went wrong and he ended up losing his penis.

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Blaise (imported) wrote: Sun Nov 24, 2002 12:49 am Has any women who posts or visits here lost her clitoris or labia?

Not that I know of.

I was severely mutilated during emergency surgery to remove a silicone implant. What would you like to know?

DavidS

I feared from childhood. I hardly know what to ask or how to relate. Are you capable of enjoying sexual pleasure begins one quesiton but it only begins what I wonder. I am interested in any sharing you can do.

Please forgive me. I was just out of triple cardiac bypass surgery when you made them.

Do you enjoy giving women pleasure? I always enjoyed oral sex on my wife even when I was not responding with much intensity myself.

Blaise (imported) wrote: Sun Nov 24, 2002 12:49 am Sometimes, I miss masturbating. When I was young and buff and married, I still masturbated at least once each day.

I suppose that's part of male human nature... it is something I am trying to avoid. Last night I couldn't help myself so I did masturbate, but I was most fortunate to go the whole M-F without doing so. I might have even skipped masturbating last weekend too -- cannot remember now since I work almost every day.

- Jim

get off just once this morning, I'd dance for joy. Maybe a nice fantasy about taking away a submissive man or woman's sexual pleasure organs would start the process!

The posts on that odd forum about female circumcision someone indicated tell stories about grown women submitting to public humiliation and celebrating this as a passage in life.

No, even those tales, don't quite do it. Oh, well.

Blaise (imported) wrote: Sun Nov 24, 2002 12:49 am :tongueout :tongueout :tongueout

is his mother if she threatens to cut off his tee-tee if he playes with it.

Have you told your story on this board? I presume that you have. You seem quite young to have endured this loss.

A Boy's Best Friend

Blaise (imported) wrote: Sun Nov 24, 2002 7:30 pm is his mother if she threatens to cut off his tee-tee if he playes with it.

If my mother had made that threat, I would have played with it in front of her on every chance that I got.

maybe that is what I did!

You might enjoy trying internal stimulation. I don't know how much internal tissue you lost, but, if you still have a prostate, you could probably get pleasure from stimulating it.

If done right, you might feel as if you had a penis. Just a suggestion from someone who really doesn't know.

Very interesting i havent masturbated in two monthes and i dont care if i ever do it again but thats just me.

and I enjoyed feeling that way. Even now, I'm surprised that I have desire with my testosterone level being low (I don't know the level, but the physician says my body had just about stopped producing it).

I never felt out of control, but, on reflection, I was doing stuff that I probably ought not have been doing--mostly just being in danger of exposure because I masturbated frequently.

Sometimes, I suspect that I will be like the priest who said that he would probably be thinking about sex until fifteen minutes after death.

Blaise (imported) wrote: Sun Nov 24, 2002 7:29 pm get off just once this morning, I'd dance for joy. Maybe a nice fantasy about taking away a submissive man or woman's sexual pleasure organs would start the process!

Hey, Old Softee... that's a nice fantasy although there are many more to enjoy. Anything work?

BTW --- I hope you don't mind if I ask --- what size of equipment do you have? I used to be fairly small and my cock was really small when soft -- it then grew to 6¼ inches (and my first wife really loved that). My balls were fairly heavy and would hang low except when I rode my bike or jogged.

Now my package is tiny and I like the smooth feel of "next to nothing" in my underwear. My penis is child size and head-only. It only grows now to 4¾ inches (a strain to achieve, and it doesn't stay that hard for long -- my fantasies or stimulation must really be strong) so I've lost 1½" since estrogen therapy. My balls seem to be getting smaller and are tight up almost all day.

- Jim

re: "A boy's best friend is his mother, if - - -"

Hi, Softee. I am a newly registered member and was intrigued by your post and some of the answers on it. This 'posting' is a new activity for me, so I hope I get it right -- anyway, MY mother did threaten me when I was a little kid that she would cut off my 'pee-pee' the next time she caught mej playing with it. Not just once, either! One time she went so far as to stretch it out and put the butcher-knife blade on it to make me promise that I would never masturbate again, but I couldn't keep the promise.

I would be interested in knowing your story, if you would care to Email me.