How was puberty for you?

[Friotler7]

The strange part of life that our body starts to change. How did you felt that time? Did you got scarred or amazed? And after it, did you wish it never happened?

I was thinking if there was any correlation between the fear of changes (or puberty) and the eunuchood.

[NaturalEunuch]

How was puberty? Long time ago. Sexually, I discovered masturbation at a pretty young age, maybe 10 or 12. So puberty was already kicking in then. Started with a wispy mustache and light chin whiskers around 14. I really wanted sideburns, but those didn't fill in until later. I don't remember my voice getting deeper, but it happened around the same time as all the other kids. I had absolutely no inkling that I would eventually end up as a eunuch.

[WheelyFixed]

I hadn't gotten a lot of explanation about what was going to happen, except for the vague bit in the Boy Scout manual about your body changing including your genitals getting bigger... Boy Scouts was also my first exposure to 'mixed age' nudity, and I noticed the larger and more dangly bits that the older scouts had compared to my 'neat compact' set - but given the hint in the manual and what I saw I sort of put two and two together to realize something odd was happening or likely to soon...

The first time I ejaculated was somewhat mortifying as it was on our family's annual holiday season trip to FL and my Mother's family in LA, and we were in the hotel room when I woke up feeling like I needed to pee BADLY, made the dash to the bathroom and found my underwear was full of slimy stuff and that now I didn't need to pee at all... Of course this woke up parents leading to awkward questions....

I also had been in "Boy's Chorus" class (more because it was an easy A than any musical inclination or talent) and when my voice started breaking got pulled aside by the teacher and asked NOT to sign up for the next few terms until my voice stabilized...

Eventually (fairly soon) I figured out that the "slimy pee" events actually felt pretty good, and not long after that, that I could MAKE them happen

I'd been 'playing with it' for as long as I can remember, but didn't actually figure out the usual standard "reciprocating hand motion" till LONG after puberty - instead I 'dry humped' the bed...

I definitely had a serious lack of 'education' about the whole thing... I didn't have parental porno mags to swipe, and didn't have any close friends in a context that might have allowed conversation or exploration of a 'dirty subject' like SEX

WheelyFixed

[TheRagingEunuch]

Those years were my first real introduction to what it meant to be a Eunuch. Up until that point, I found that I was no different than other guys. Then I noticed the other guys at school started talking about girls and I was like WTF? I was in a Catholic Grade School and them being aware of my "special needs" excused me from Sex Education classes etc. In High School, it was much the same. When there were Dances, I played the records at them rather than participate which led to my becoming DJ after graduation. My only attraction to the "sex" thing, was my obsession to jerking other guys off, which of course led to my giving BJs and the rest is history. All in all, puberty or the lack thereof, came as no initial shock to me since I was raised with the knowledge that day would someday come and what to expect. I think it is actually like a someone who is born blind, deaf or some other abnormality. You don't miss what you never had.

[Evolve]

The strange part of life that our body starts to change. How did you felt that time? Did you got scarred or amazed? And after it, did you wish it never happened?

I was thinking if there was any correlation between the fear of changes (or puberty) and the eunuchood.

I very much wish it never happened. It would have been SO nice to be free of body hair without ever having set foot in an electrolysis or laser hair practice. If only had access to a means of stopping it or if there was a pill one could take to reverse it..

[TheRagingEunuch]

"if there was a pill one could take to reverse it"

Not trying to make light of your situation, but that comment reminded me of my Mom taking me to our family Physician when I was a kid and asking him if there was a pill I could take to get me to quit giving Blowjobs.
BTW, I am hairless from the waist down.

[Evolve]

"if there was a pill one could take to reverse it"

Not trying to make light of your situation, but that comment reminded me of my Mom taking me to our family Physician when I was a kid and asking him if there was a pill I could take to get me to quit giving Blowjobs.
BTW, I am hairless from the waist down.

I don't know that the efficacy of any such pill would be enough to have any such effect on me.

[TheRagingEunuch]

"I don't know that the efficacy of any such pill would be enough to have any such effect on me. "

Definitely not here either. Funny thing was, she changed her tune when she discovered that I was able to make a few bucks now and then by giving them. I think her thought was that a Eunuch as well as a Fellationist might not find employment later on, so it might be good thing for me to do. In fact, she encouraged me rather than discourage me. As it turned out finding employment was the least of my problems and I could and still do use my talent for "Beer money". You would be surprised to find what you can buy by just giving a Blowjob. Lol

[Aunuch]

The strange part of life that our body starts to change. How did you felt that time? Did you got scarred or amazed? And after it, did you wish it never happened?

I was thinking if there was any correlation between the fear of changes (or puberty) and the eunuchood.

I'm definitely in the scarred department and honestly just wished it never happened

My life until now would've been so much better growing up, and I would not have to deal with body hair, the trauma of having an unbearably high libido, and I would keep the voice I had as a child!

I would not have been so miserable for such a large period in my life if not for what puberty had done to me...

And I definitely would've taken anything I could to prevent it as a child, had I the means and knowledge back then

[marsma]

I remember being scared of my ejaculate when it started. I had a weird phobia of HIV/AIDS. For some reason my silly 10 year old brain believed that I could get it from myself.

My dad used to talk about gay people sometimes, about how they live disgusting lives and make each other sick. I probably talked or acted like a gay kid. Maybe he thought that if I didn't like gay people then I wouldn't become one.

When I was around 13-14, I was able to use wifi in my bedroom. So I was able to search the internet for information about puberty, it aroused me. There was a penis gallery online so boys could see what is normal, I visited that webpage often.

I liked the idea of going through puberty because I liked how the changes looked on men. Unlike others on the forum, I've never felt gender dysphoric.

The one thing that I would change is how much stigma there was at school: during sex education it was always explicitly about a man and a woman, teachers never disclosed if they had a same sex partner, whenever gay was mentioned it was either an insult or just 'That's gay'. I was bullied a lot for being different. It got to the point where I was being punched in the head and I didn't even understand why. I was just so confused.

It wasn't all bad though. My dad moved out when I was 8, so my home was a safe space for me. I remember playing xbox with my brother, visiting my grandparents, playing with my cat.

I'm glad I'm an adult now. I just wish the path to get there was easier.