I want to order depo provera in my country Nigeria from a Lagos pharmacy... This month I'm told it'll be arriving soon... I'm a straight guy.. I'm 23 years old.. long active member in EA v2 back when I was 19 in 2021.

I've never had sex in history ( religious beliefs, moral standards etc)... But I know it'll be a good idea if I do, but I'm tired of watching pornography and masturbating... I was stuck in masturbation when I was 14 years old.... I can control it sometime but just once in a while.. but it keeps coming... My sexual desire is like a fly that keeps coming back... I still feel pained that I won't get to be in a relationship again cos I'll definitely get castrated chemically ( can't change my mind anymore.. ive gone too far to come back)

I need some help with these questions for guys in my shoes who have got themselves chemically or physically fixed


.. would there be weight gain?... Cos I don't wanna add weight ( I'm slim and muscular)

... Do you miss intimacy cos I'm pretty sure I'm gonna be hunted with the fact that as a handsome guy, I never had even a hug From a girl all my life... Just a sad introvert

... Will I gain a bit form of feminity in any way?... Cos I want to keep my manhood looks and face and body


... I don't worry about losing physical strength that much cos I don't survive by physical work mostly... I'm an engineer but I work with technicians who just follow orders

.... Does the feeling to ever want a lady close by Keep coming?.. cos I want both the sexual desire and the urge for intimacy ( at least a hug) to be taken completely away (don't wanna miss the opposite gender).. I want to see women the way I see my fellow men


... What kinda foods do y'all eat to stay fit?.. cos I wanna stay fit and not fat... I don't want to gain any weight


... Are y'all still happy about life?.. any depressing or suicidal feelings/thoughts ?


...Do y'all lose any form of memory?.. cos I think I don't wanna lose any


.....most especially, what are the daily doses for the medicines y'all are using from depo, to androcur to lupron...and how long

...do you feel hot flashes at times and how's the intensity

..... How does your skin change?.. do you become softer than before?

...do pimples, facial hair/pubic hair, rashes and okeke sweat related odour disappear too?


...how lasting are the medics?

Please do well to help me with your experiences or share a contact of a castrated person in same line with me

My watsapp is +2348029384415

I'll love to get the contact of "natural eunuch"... I've read his story and his posts here... And I tried to message him but no replies... I just need someone in my shoes who has been castrated to be giving me some guidance and mutual info about the journey.. thanks


Anyone please feel free to give me guidance on my watsapp line

+2348029384415... Just message me and it'll be all good

Utomobong wrote: Tue Jul 15, 2025 7:41 pm I
.. would there be weight gain?... Cos I don't wanna add weight ( I'm slim and muscular)

Short answer Yes. You loose muscle mass. Muscle is high energy so a loss of muscle decreases your body's need for fuel. You need to watch your diet, and you need to exercise.

... Do you miss intimacy cos I'm pretty sure I'm gonna be hunted with the fact that as a handsome guy, I never had even a hug From a girl all my life... Just a sad introvert

You don't need to have sex to have intimacy. You don't need to have intimacy to have sex. That being said, your relationships will change focus on being intimate, and close with your partner(s). I am far more intimate with my wife now than I ever was before.

... Will I gain a bit form of feminity in any way?... Cos I want to keep my manhood looks and face and body

"Individual results may vary" This is completely dependent on how your own body reacts to a lack of testosterone. Everyone produces Estrogen, some people seem to be more sensitive to it than others. I found my nipples got bigger, and tried to 'bud' like a pre adolescent girl. That was the extent. I lost body hair, but didn't go completely hairless. If I put on weight, it tends to accumulate on my butt and my thighs now, not my belly. Again, individual results may vary.

... I don't worry about losing physical strength that much cos I don't survive by physical work mostly... I'm an engineer but I work with technicians who just follow orders

As I said earlier, you will loose muscle mass. For some reason since my castration, they make jar lids tighter than they used to be, and furniture is made heavier than it used to be.

.... Does the feeling to ever want a lady close by Keep coming?.. cos I want both the sexual desire and the urge for intimacy ( at least a hug) to be taken completely away (don't wanna miss the opposite gender).. I want to see women the way I see my fellow men

Yes, and it's more complicated. Let me explain. You look at a painting or other piece of artwork. You have to have it. You will do anything to get that art into your house. That is how I used to feel about women before castration. I saw pretty woman and I had to get into her pants. When I got married, we would have sex a lot, but it was focused on penetrative sex.

Alternatively, you look at a painting or other piece of artwork and enjoy it for it's beauty and pleasing asthetics. You are content to come back and enjoy that painting or artwork any time you want and find even more things you like about it as you study the details. This is how I feel about women now. I am still very much hetero. My relationships with women are much more relaxed. My wife and I still have sex, and even it is much more relaxed. It is much more of a shared expression of intimacy now. Not just me getting my rocks off.

... What kinda foods do y'all eat to stay fit?.. cos I wanna stay fit and not fat... I don't want to gain any weight

I still eat all the same foods I used to. Portion control is the key word now. My weakness is Ice Cream. I love Ice Cream! I can't have much, so I measure out 3-4 oz of Ice Cream (a kitchen scale is super important) and I enjoy it once a week or so. I love to eat ethnic foods, for the taste and texture. Italian, Greek, Indian, Japanese, Thai, Caribbean, you name it. I just can't eat all I want to any more. I have small portions, and I savor each mouth full.

... Are y'all still happy about life?.. any depressing or suicidal feelings/thoughts ?

Yes! No depressing or suicidal thoughts. I sometimes have a lack of energy, but that may be because I am getting up there in years.

...Do y'all lose any form of memory?.. cos I think I don't wanna lose any

I wouldn't know if I lost memory... would I remember what I don't remember?
Seriously, Use your brain. If you don't use it, you loose it. Stay active. A healthy body helps your brain.

.....most especially, what are the daily doses for the medicines y'all are using from depo, to androcur to lupron...and how long

"Almond joy's got nuts. Mounds Don't" That is why I chose my screen name. No drugs here. In fact, my bathroom looks like the bathroom of a 20 year old. I have a very expired bottle of Tylenol and that is it.

...do you feel hot flashes at times and how's the intensity

Individual results may vary. Let me tell you my story.
I had Orchialgia. I went through a couple of years of poking, proding, and drugs. Nothing worked, and a few 'treatments' made things worse. I finally convinced the doc to perform an Orchiectomy. I went on Testosterone Replacement Therapy. I hated it. It was a one month rollercoaster of too much followed by too little T. I shortened that cycle by taking half every two weeks. Then a third every 10 days. Nothing worked. I went to patches and gel. Too messy and it irritated my skin. My wife and I talked about it and she could clearly see I was miserable. So we both decided to "f" it and I went off T all together. Hot flashes were weird, but didn't last long (a couple months maybe 3). Impotency was an adjustment.

..... How does your skin change?.. do you become softer than before?

Individual results may vary. My skin dried out, but then we also moved from the coast inland to Idaho. My skin isn't as 'tough' as it used to be, but that could be part of the natural aging process. IDK.

...do pimples, facial hair/pubic hair, rashes and okeke sweat related odour disappear too?

Individual results may vary. I never had a problem with pimples, even as a teen. The hair on my head is still there, but I wasn't loosing it prior to castration. Pubic hair was always thin. I am not prone to rashes or skin problems and that hasn't changed, FOR ME. I still sweat, and I still stink when I sweat.

...how lasting are the medics?

individual results may vary. Getting the theme here? We are all individuals and each of our situations and our bodies will react differently to the drugs they use. I never intended to be a eunuch. It happened. After it happened, I went through some pretty trying times, but now that those are over. I love it, and I wished I could have done it sooner, by my own choice. I hope this helps you. Good luck on your own journey and I sincerely hope you enjoy your journey.

Mounds_don't did a pretty good job of answering most of your questions, and I'd add that most of his answers are about the same for surgical as well... I'm now surgically fixed, but I had about 18 months of chemical castration as part of doing the whole SOCv8 process...

Utomobong wrote: Tue Jul 15, 2025 7:41 pm I want to order depo provera in my country Nigeria from a Lagos pharmacy... This month I'm told it'll be arriving soon... I'm a straight guy.. I'm 23 years old.. long active member in EA v2 back when I was 19 in 2021.

I've never had sex in history ( religious beliefs, moral standards etc)... But I know it'll be a good idea if I do, but I'm tired of watching pornography and masturbating... I was stuck in masturbation when I was 14 years old.... I can control it sometime but just once in a while.. but it keeps coming... My sexual desire is like a fly that keeps coming back... I still feel pained that I won't get to be in a relationship again cos I'll definitely get castrated chemically ( can't change my mind anymore.. ive gone too far to come back)

I need some help with these questions for guys in my shoes who have got themselves chemically or physically fixed


.. would there be weight gain?... Cos I don't wanna add weight ( I'm slim and muscular)

Depends on YOU and how much you eat. If you eat like you do now, you WILL! If you watch your food intake and keep your portions under control, possibly not.

... Do you miss intimacy cos I'm pretty sure I'm gonna be hunted with the fact that as a handsome guy, I never had even a hug From a girl all my life... Just a sad introvert

I miss it, but less because of being fixed, but because my GF's and my respective medical issues make intimacy really difficult. I'm less frustrated by not having it, and to the extent that we are intimate enjoy it more, but it isn't as much of a 'driving force' for me.

... Will I gain a bit form of feminity in any way?... Cos I want to keep my manhood looks and face and body

Results vary, I have developed more breast than I'd like, but I'm doing Estradiol for hormone replacement, which encourages bigger boobs. I think that I still fit more or less within the 'normal male' range, at least with a shirt on. At least I don't get comments about them. I still have my beard and mustache, and so on. I have seen some references that Depo does encourage boob growth.

... I don't worry about losing physical strength that much cos I don't survive by physical work mostly... I'm an engineer but I work with technicians who just follow orders

.... Does the feeling to ever want a lady close by Keep coming?.. cos I want both the sexual desire and the urge for intimacy ( at least a hug) to be taken completely away (don't wanna miss the opposite gender).. I want to see women the way I see my fellow men

I'd say that I still appreciate looking at a pretty girl, but it isn't any where near as much of a sexual thing as it is 'enjoying the scenery'. I'm not particularly feeling any urge to be intimate (won't turn it down, but don't look for it)... It is about like enjoying a pretty view, cute puppies, kittens, and so on.

... What kinda foods do y'all eat to stay fit?.. cos I wanna stay fit and not fat... I don't want to gain any weight

I've been doing 'low carb', sort of a 'relaxed Atkins' for years, long before I got hurt or fixed. I mostly avoid bread, pasta, and similar high carb foods... I don't do sugary drinks or snacks, keep candy to a minimum, and so on. Primarily I eat a lot of meat and vegetables. However the big thing is more keeping the portion size reasonable... IMHO one of the biggest advantages of low-carbing is that you can get away with more of the stuff that is low carb if not eating a bunch of 'empty calories'

... Are y'all still happy about life?.. any depressing or suicidal feelings/thoughts ?

Mixed.... I'm glad I got fixed, but life in a wheelchair generally sucks and it gets to you at times. I do the best I can to do what I want, but having to constantly work around the issues relating to accessibility, having to make tools to use tools, and so on wears...

...Do y'all lose any form of memory?.. cos I think I don't wanna lose any

I wouldn't say I've lost memory or thinking ability, but I seem to have more problems remembering words or getting 'tongue-tied' during conversations than I used to... Not sure if it's the hormones or advancing age... Note that I am on Estradiol for HRT, which is supposed to effectively do the same thing for mental function as T does. There are a lot of reports that people who 'go natural' w/ no HRT do have more 'brain fog' issues.

.....most especially, what are the daily doses for the medicines y'all are using from depo, to androcur to lupron...and how long

...do you feel hot flashes at times and how's the intensity

I did Lupron for my initial chemical castration. What I was given was a monthly shot, it also comes in a 90-day version as I understand it. I was on that for 3-4 months. After the first month they started me on the Estradiol, and that was enough to keep me at chemical castration levels without the Lupron, so we discontinued it. I have not had detectable testosterone since the first shot.

..... How does your skin change?.. do you become softer than before?

...do pimples, facial hair/pubic hair, rashes and okeke sweat related odour disappear too?

I haven't noticed any big changes. My face and body hair does grow a lot slower, but it is still there. I feel like I am less prone to body odor, but still use deodorant (but don't seem to need antiperspirant) I only need to trim my mustache every couple of months now, used to be every couple of weeks.

...how lasting are the medics?

Depends on the medications, but it is important to be aware that at least some of them appear to become 'permanent' after some period of time...

Please do well to help me with your experiences or share a contact of a castrated person in same line with me

My watsapp is +2348029384415

I'll love to get the contact of "natural eunuch"... I've read his story and his posts here... And I tried to message him but no replies... I just need someone in my shoes who has been castrated to be giving me some guidance and mutual info about the journey.. thanks


Anyone please feel free to give me guidance on my watsapp line

+2348029384415... Just message me and it'll be all good

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