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I enjoy reading the posts here as I am sure most of us do. I wonder how many that fantasize or claim to want to have their nuts removed would actually make the decision and have the surgery performed if it was readily available.

I have masturbated for years to the thought of someone castrating me or my wife castrating me. In other words I get some of my 'jollies' that way LOL....now I wouldn't have any fun that way if my nuts were really gone. Realizing that still I continue to pursue self gratification regularly. Many is the time I stand in front of the mirror in the bathroom and jack off thinking of being castrated so I cannot jack off or fuck anymore as the semen squirts on a tissue or saucer on the vanity. Watching my cum squirt seems such a pleasure and the thought of that being taken away just makes me have a powerful orgasm.

My wife has played with me some with my fantasy too as I had shared my fantasy of being castrated by her, she found it amusing but it made her quite sexually excited at the time also. She has taken my nuts in her hand and dug her fingernails into my sac and really squeezed my testicles hard to see how much pain I could take. She said: so you want me to castrate you? She told me it will hurt much more than this, just remember that. Then when I would have to ask her to stop because it hurt too much, she caused enough pain that I would go soft, she would then suck me hard and we would fuck. After I cum all the thoughts of being nutted go away.

Another fantasy is what we call the other man fantasy. In this the other man visits weekly or lives with us. When the other man is here my wife will only let him fuck her.I am made to watch and told if I get a hard on she will have me castrated. She tells me she will have the other man castrate me. She tells me I deserve to be castrated for encouraging her to fuck the other man. It becomes a punishment for me which she says she will love to watch performed.

There are others also but these are the two main ones. I wonder if there are other men with thoughts such as mine.

Thanks for sharing. Hot

You are not alone.

I have fantasized that my woman makes me suck another man & castrates me as he comes and I swallow.

Actually doing it? At this point, probably not.

But I do have quite a scar and had emergency surgery from when I was much younger and actiually attempted self castration (before the internet or the archive existed). I told them I had dropped the butcher knife and it glanced off the counter into my sac... I got one nut out, but didn't know about how to do the tunic. I was bleeding pretty bad so I tucked it back in & went to the ER.

Hot is very lucky if his wife is turned on by the notion. There seem to be very few women who enjoy playing this fantasy. I have met some of them. Read my non-fiction contribution, "Flying Finns", in the story archive. Let's just say that their little castration fantasy game started off the night with a real jolt!

I have had a couple of other partners who were into it also. One of them was a dyed-in-the-wool, spike heels and black leather domme. She did a simulated castration on me that went so far as her showing me my "balls" in a bowl. She had me thinking that she had really done it until I took off the bandages and checked. I don't think that it would have the same shock value, now that I know how the trick is done, but repeating that session would still be an exciting experience.

I brought up this fantasy with my wife, once, and it has never been mentioned again. My wife is a therapist and considers it diagnostic.

Coinflipper

coinflipper_21 (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 31, 2007 3:24 am Hot is very lucky if his wife is turned on by the notion. There seem to be very few women who enjoy playing this fantasy. I have met some of them. Read my non-fiction contribution, "Flying Finns", in the story archive. Let's just say that their little castration fantasy game started off the night with a real jolt!

I have had a couple of other partners who were into it also. One of them was a dyed-in-the-wool, spike heels and black leather domme. She did a simulated castration on me that went so far as her showing me my "balls" in a bowl. She had me thinking that she had really done it until I took off the bandages and checked. I don't think that it would have the same shock value, now that I know how the trick is done, but repeating that session would still be an exciting experience.

I brought up this fantasy with my wife, once, and it has never been mentioned again. My wife is a therapist and considers it diagnostic.

Coinflipper

Since she considers it "diagnostic" perhaps you might be able to convince her to cross over into the "research" phase. Acting out the castration fantasy with you might give her some insight into the diagnostic aspect. ....... I know, it sounds like a pathetic attempt to talk her into playing your game, but it might be worth a try.

Thanks for the comments and replies. Glad to know I am not alone. I didn't think I was. ;>)

You're definetly not alone with that fantasy. I share a similar one myself except I have no wife to work with.

My wife is not as enthusiastic about it as she once was. :>)

My desire is to just have testicles removed, leaving me with penis that is

not functional LOL

I think there are two groups here at Eunuch Archive. Those into castration reality, and those into castration fantasy. I am into castration fantasy. I don't have a wife or a woman to act out my fantasies with me, however.

I have femdom castration fantasies about castration performed by a woman or by women. There are also some fetishes that are a part of my femdom castration fantasies. For example, in my fantasies I'm always wearing a long sleeve shirt with my sleeves down and my arms completely covered in long sleeves. The castratrix is always wearing a long sleeve shirt and she rolls up her sleeves rolling them up above her elbows to perform the castration.

I have found some sites on the internet with films used to teach veterinary students. Some show a veterinarian castrating a large male dog, in some of them the veterinarian performing the castration is a woman. I have watched these films masturbating as I imagined a very beautiful dominant woman is performing that operation on me.

I have also downloaded some full size pictures of a beautiful woman's face enlarged to full screen size, and I have masturbated imagining that this woman is standing over me, her sleeves rolled up above her elbows, and that she is surgically castrating me and I look into her eyes imagining her performing castration surgery on me and my manhood is being destroyed at her hands.

I think that what I'm really searching for through my femdom castration fantasies is not so much actual physical castration performed by a woman or by women. I think what I'm really searching for is what femdom castration performed by a women symbolizes and represents in terms of female power, female domination, female omnipotence and male weakness and inferiority, male submission, and male worship of women as God.

My femdom castration fantasies and the fetishes that go along with them all seem to symbolize and represent these things very much.

Maybe that's what most people with femdom castration fantasies are really searching for. Both the men with fantasies about being castrated by a woman and the women who have fantasies where she herself castrates a man. Maybe what those with femdom castration fantasies are really searching for is not actual surgical removal of the testicles by a woman and the destruction of his manhood at the hands of a woman. Maybe what they are really searching for is what femdom castration performed by women symbolizes and represents in terms of female power, female dominance, female omnipotence and male inferiority, male submission, and male worship of women as God. A situation where the man is completely under the power and control of women as if women are God Herself.

Could that be what we are really searching for through our femdom castration fantasies and fetishes?

Very excellent analysis. I think also that for each of us situations may vary some. In my case I find as I get older and my wife is not quite as interested in sex as she once was, although she is always willing, I find myself thinking more often of being castrated.

While most of my fantasy is a woman taking my family jewels I also have fantasy of a man taking them and he replaces me as to sexual position with my wife. Something about the thought of a man that is fucking my wife having me castrated or doing it himself is a turn on for me.

Would like to see the clip of the woman veterinarian performing the castration on the large dog. I will have to try and locate it.

Thanks for some really deep thought analysis on our subject.

Hot (imported) wrote: Tue Aug 28, 2007 9:15 pm Would like to see the clip of the woman veterinarian performing the castration on the large dog. I will have to try and locate it.

On Google type in the heading, medvet Dr Louise St Germain.

My fantasy has always been penectomy, but I've yet to figure out how to find someone to play along. I do a little self-play from time to time, and feeling the edge of the knife against my penis gets me granite-hard. I don't really want to lose my penis, but sometimes I fear I might just lose control for that split second, and I'll chop it off. That rush of fear makes for a mighty intense orgasm. In a similar way, I'd like to have a woman pretend she's going to cut my cock off. If she's convicning enough to make me start thinking, "Oh my God, she's really going to do it!!!", I'm sure I'd cum like a geyser.

Apparently being castrated by wife is not such a rare fantasy. One of my favorites too. I have never had the nerve to share this with her. Another fantasy is her bringing another man and then she instructs him to ruin my testicles.

Actually once we were in therapy and a similar subject was raised (not in a sexually arousing context at all at the time), the good looking female therapist asked "do you feel she wants to chop you off?". We have not spent much time around this during the session, and immediately moved on to different topics. However, several days later I was running this through my memory and thinking how we could have developed this conversation about my castration with my wife and the female therapist in the same room. Darn, this makes me horny again.

When I was young, many years ago, I was in an accident that crushed my hip. I had pins put in and later had it replaced. I spent years in pain and have become a wimp in both giving and receiving pain. Castration and penectomy fantasies, and reality, seem too painful for me. My fantasy is having sex with a eunuch, or even better a nullo, even though I identify as straight.

stewie69 (imported) wrote: Wed Aug 29, 2007 4:06 am My fantasy has always been penectomy, but I've yet to figure out how to find someone to play along. I do a little self-play from time to time, and feeling the edge of the knife against my penis gets me granite-hard. I don't really want to lose my penis, but sometimes I fear I might just lose control for that split second, and I'll chop it off. That rush of fear makes for a mighty intense orgasm. In a similar way, I'd like to have a woman pretend she's going to cut my cock off. If she's convicning enough to make me start thinking, "Oh my God, she's really going to do it!!!", I'm sure I'd cum like a geyser.

A comment on Stewie's comment. I have not had the desire for penectomy as an adult. When I was a very small boy I had thoughts of having it cut off. When I found out how much pleasure my 'peter' was to me as a small boy I played with myself all the time until I just couldn't touch it any more cause it was so sensitive. My Mom caught me rubbing myself once and noticed my shorts tenting, lol...she was sitting in her chair and when I asked if she wanted to see it, she said yes. I pulled it out and laid it on the arm of the chair. I know she must have been quite amused. I asked her if she would cut it off, she informed me that no, that was dangerous and I could die. Funny how only now I remember that after about 65 years!!!! LOL

hazbalz (imported) wrote: Sat Sep 08, 2007 6:16 am When I was young, many years ago, I was in an accident that crushed my hip. I had pins put in and later had it replaced. I spent years in pain and have become a wimp in both giving and receiving pain. Castration and penectomy fantasies, and reality, seem too painful for me. My fantasy is having sex with a eunuch, or even better a nullo, even though I identify as straight.

Interesting fantasy you have of having sex with a eunuch. I have even had a similar fantasy in that I imagine that another man, rather dominate is having sex with my wife and he also likes men that are submissive and he likes to greek them with their wife watching him do it. My wife encourages me to submit to him and he has his way with me. During this first session he comments that he will make a eunuch out of me, he just hasn't decided exactly how yet. :>)

Seems as if we share many fantasies. Being castrated by my wife or other female I know, is my favorite masturbation pastime. While I was able to get my wife to cause me pain by ball squeezing etc, we never got to the castration fantasy discussion itself. As I wrote in another post, it does not seem as if she wants to go there (no real castration, no roleplay... i'm only interested in the role play, for me castration is just a fantasy). I noticed she is also reluctant to the CBT play in general, and over the years we abandoned it.

We had an interesting meeting at a marriage counseling though, I mentioned that sometimes I feel my wife does is upset by the fast she was born female, and that she would somehow want us to live as a couple of androgyny... the therapist (not a bad looking chick) asked 'you mean some thing of the sort of having you castrated?' and the discussion went on. Just the thought of that female therapist and my wife, taking my clothes off and castrating me right there...

1tc (imported) wrote: Fri Sep 28, 2007 10:26 pm Seems as if we share many fantasies. ... Just the thought of that female therapist and my wife, taking my clothes off and castrating me right there...

Dang! That one gave me a hard on and I am an eunuch!:D My balls are shrunken now, but I still want to lose them to a woman.

Fantasy vs. Reality is something we all wonder about...i can really only see one circumstance where i'd lose 'the family jewels'...that is if an Owner wanted me to lose them...for her own reasons...she wants it because she wants it, not because she knows i would go for it...this is the thing that trips my trigger.

I'm considering it because if I dont meet someone and have kids in the next couple of years, I'm giving up on the idea. Funny how in HS I said Id be married and have a couple of kids by my age. Now I'm just thinking that part of my life is history, so its time to move onto some other desire. Perhaps going all the way and living life as a TS. I doubt Id ever consider SRS, but castration would reduce a lot of desires, and the unneeded awkwardness of balls. I guess it really depends too on who I take on as a sexual partner.

A love time friend has offered many times to have something a little more serious then sex, but I was always attracted to women more so for a commited relationship. Since I havent had much luck in that department and I have the urge to revisit my male partner. I wasnt really attracted to the male physique, more of the mutual contact which is something everyone needs time to time. But the longer I see shirtless guys running around the more desire I feel. It seems more guys like skinny guys more then girls liking us. Maybe its just a figment of my imagination that a girl has already rejected me and I just throw up a pussy block, such as throwing a attitude or whatever towards them. I dont think I do that... Just seems they see a skinny guy and they dont even bother with the rest. I hate wearing shorts now because of that. Oh well... clip my nuts and let the thoughts go away...

1tc (imported) wrote: Fri Sep 28, 2007 10:26 pm Seems as if we share many fantasies. Being castrated by my wife or other female I know, is my favorite masturbation pastime. While I was able to get my wife to cause me pain by ball squeezing etc, we never got to the castration fantasy discussion itself. As I wrote in another post, it does not seem as if she wants to go there (no real castration, no roleplay... i'm only interested in the role play, for me castration is just a fantasy). I noticed she is also reluctant to the CBT play in general, and over the years we abandoned it.

We had an interesting meeting at a marriage counseling though, I mentioned that sometimes I feel my wife does is upset by the fast she was born female, and that she would somehow want us to live as a couple of androgyny... the therapist (not a bad looking chick) asked 'you mean some thing of the sort of having you castrated?' and the discussion went on. Just the thought of that female therapist and my wife, taking my clothes off and castrating me right there...

I agree. I actually bought this up with my wife (after on of my EA fantasy sess) but she was a but freaked out by it. Besides she says she enjoys squeesing them while I'm up top (if U get what I mean) :dong:

It's the casual honesty that one finds here that makes this all so relevant. The only thoughts about castration and penectomy I have revolve around surgery. The sort I've discussed with my Urologist. That said, certainly I have fantasies about weird and wonderful things done to and with my cock and balls. Most recently it's been having my research partner remove all my pubic hair with a Bunsen burner. Maybe I've been spending too much time in the lab. Now that I think of it, I wonder what his fantasy life is like? And that's another good thing about here, we can discuss, even enliven, our thoughts and dreams. One wonders if more were open about even the most mundane of thoughts if the tedium of everyday might lift. On the other hand, I really am not sure how I'd feel if my butcher told me of his fantasy about ME on his block and.......