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Over the past few years the desire to lose my balls has grown to the point thats all I think about.I think they look disgusting and irritate me as whenever Im hard they retract inside and even when not hard sometimes.This is uncomfortable and sometimes abit painful and Id rather be without.I also have started to want a smaller penis not that Im large ,just average.

Im 43 and have enjoyed a sex life but now feel it is better to get rid of me balls and let my penis shrink,hopefully.There are benefits to male castration as well as possible downside but I think for most men in their 40's castration should be a procedure thats freely available if they want to live longer,reduce risks of certain traditional male illnesses.

The balls and penis are not particularly attractive on the older guy and removed or reduced would make us look much better.

Well thats my thoughts,probably talking shit but write me your thoughts and your ideas and any advice.

I have hated the look of my own penis since I was a kid. Odd, I like looking at other penises, but I agree with you that as the balls sag lower they look sorta grotesque. I am really turned off by pubic hair, if I could afford it, I would get that permanent laser hair removal for my whole body, especially the genital area.

Another thing I wish I could do, though I could never afford it, is either real castration or surgically moving my testicles up insde my body so that they would never sag. As I understand, the body temperature inside the body is too warm, and kills the sperm, so to produce motile, vialble sperm, they have to hang down in the scrotum (even that word sounds ugly, huh?) But I am way past any desire to father anymore children, I think they look ugly hanging down there and would love to have them either removed or at the very least tucked in permanently.

Ich möchte mir meine Hoden entfernen lassen.Wer würde es bei mir tun?

Yoli here! (Guess who skipped church)

Mini,

While I DO delight in having a large and hard peepee in my lil':kittygray, though I only get that when BigGuy is available, the sight (and feel) of an empty, or absent, baggie and a small "eunuchy" peepee is a monumental turn-on for me (and the rest of the ladies in our little Castration Coven.)

I am blessed in that I have a "boyfriend" who is a eunuch, by choice. He is not only one of the nicest persons on Earth but is a lover as well.

His peepee, which was never a biggie to start with, has lost a little length and girth since his snipping but he does do a little T now and then for health reasons so it's not totally shrunken or non-functional (well, I kinda help it along.)

I have to say that, while some castrated guys (I've seen mostly pics, of course, and only a couple of the real deal,) have pretty peepees, not all do.

Sometimes the baggie is too large and "hangy" as well unless it's been removed too.

Well, no time for chatter (believe it or not!). Have to take Ash(leigh) to the airport...bummer.

Love to all from the Ambassadorette from San Antonio.

Yolanda the Semi-sane

Well if this makes you feel any better the typical older male has quite a bit of atrophy in his testicles. So what you wish for is probably already going on.

Mininuts (imported) wrote: Sun Jul 29, 2007 5:13 pm Over the past few years the desire to lose my balls has grown to the point thats all I think about.I think they look disgusting and irritate me as whenever Im hard they retract inside and even when not hard sometimes.This is uncomfortable and sometimes abit painful and Id rather be without.I also have started to want a smaller penis not that Im large ,just average.

Im 43 and have enjoyed a sex life but now feel it is better to get rid of me balls and let my penis shrink,hopefully.There are benefits to male castration as well as possible downside but I think for most men in their 40's castration should be a procedure thats freely available if they want to live longer,reduce risks of certain traditional male illnesses.

The balls and penis are not particularly attractive on the older guy and removed or reduced would make us look much better.

Well thats my thoughts,probably talking shit but write me your thoughts and your ideas and any advice.

DeaconBlues (imported) wrote: Sun Jul 29, 2007 6:56 pm I have hated the look of my own penis since I was a kid. Odd, I like looking at other penises, but I agree with you that as the balls sag lower they look sorta grotesque.

Personally, I dig a nice low-hanging scrotum. I'm not particularly into guys (although I'm game for pretty much anything if you catch me at the right time); it's more just the aesthetics of it. A tight scrotum is too ... I don't know, too Calvin Klein. They're just not balls unless they've got some dangle. A proper scrotum should be capable of being swung like a chain-mace.

DeaconBlues (imported) wrote: Sun Jul 29, 2007 6:56 pm I am really turned off by pubic hair, if I could afford it, I would get that permanent laser hair removal for my whole body, especially the genital area.

The world would be a much more attractive place if more people thought that way. Body hair is for people who live in cultures that don't have access to running water, soap, and steel razor blades. The only reason I don't shave mine off is that the women who've been obliging enough to spend time with me naked seem to like male body hair.

DeaconBlues (imported) wrote: Sun Jul 29, 2007 6:56 pm Another thing I wish I could do, though I could never afford it, is either real castration or surgically moving my testicles up insde my body so that they would never sag. As I understand, the body temperature inside the body is too warm, and kills the sperm, so to produce motile, vialble sperm, they have to hang down in the scrotum (even that word sounds ugly, huh?)

There's actually a name for that: cryptorchidism -- which literally translates from the Greek as "condition of concealed testicles". I've never heard of anyone having it done to them; normally it's a birth defect that the doctor corrects a year or two after being born.

I don't think your sperm count would go to zero, so if you DO get it done (which, incidentally, would be so goddam cool that I suffered a minor anyeurism just thinking about it), don't rely on it as a form of birth control. Sperm production is optimal when the testes are outside the body. It still goes on at other temperatures.

Anyway, good luck with your plans.

Since my castration, my penis has shrunk considerably. Before I went back on T it looked like what you would expect on a 10 year-old. Going back on T gave me some of it back, but not all. Now that I am off T again, I would expect to lose what I regained and possibly more.

Thanx for everyones input.Deacon seems to feel the same way I do about the ugliness off the male genitals.Someone mentioned that at my age my testicles will begin to atrophy.What does that mean? As u age does the ball sac start to hang lower and pull the skin from the penis shaft thus making penis look smaller?

I notice on nudist beaches that fairly old guys sem to have disgusting saggy sacs but a penis that look like just the head and hardly any shaft.

I think by then compulsory male castration should be law.

Mininuts (imported) wrote: Mon Jul 30, 2007 3:14 pm I think by then compulsory male castration should be law.

Thing is, it's the old guys who are making the laws. If anything, they would pass a law to castrate all the young men, so that they wont have any more competition.

Well that wudnt be a bad thing either,nice young men with no revolting balls.

Again, I have to say that testosterone influences our desire to be castrated, once you are castrated, your desire will fade considerably. Once I was castrated, I stopped thinking about castration, but even now, if I use testosterone supplement my desire for castration returns even though I'm already castrated. Before you take the plunge and get physically castrated, I strongly suggest that you try the chemical method of castration, just to make sure it's what you really want.

I was like a lot of eunuchs, I could not stop thinking about castration, but once I was castrated, I stopped thinking about everything sexual, which was not a bad thing. However, if you're not ready to be a eunuch, you might regret it and even with "testosterone" replacement, you will never ever be the same. Thoughts?

I agree with Mininuts that castration should be freely available to everyone who wants it. I suffered a stroke 17 years ago and lost 1/2 blood flow to my super-small penis. Erections are now impossible, and my penis has shrunk to a fraction of an inch. It's possible that after castration the penis will simply retract into the abdomen like mine does.

I agree with DeaconBlues that pubic hair is totally gross. I'm transgendered and a friend of mine had all the hair below the neck removed. Total cost was over $6,000 over a long period of time. But she really looks great. Laser's are really expensive--as much as a house. My doctor said he would remove the mustache area for about 600-800 bucks. Actually I love shaving my legs and arms--It's just a routine part of feminine routine. I also shave everthing from the neck down.

When I was a teenager, I used to talk with this 17 year old girl who, to my astonishment at the time, said her biggest turn on was the site of a small penis. She even had this little talk she would give over the phone, kind of like in a valley girl voice, where she played a scene where the guy gets undressed for sex with her for the first time, and she would go, "Oh, it's sooo small!" She couldn't even tell me about it without getting so aroused she would instantly go into phone-sex mode.

I agree with what Hash has to say. I have been proudly trangendered for many years. However in my case my very strong desire for being castrated has to do with the highly negative studies on female hormones. After castration the dosage for female hormones would be cut in half.

Now that Dr Kimmel is no longer in practice; where can we have an orchiectomy performed. I'm currently in the Atlanta GA area, anyone know of any surgeons in the area willing to perform the operation?

Mininuts (imported) wrote: Sun Jul 29, 2007 5:13 pm Over the past few years the desire to lose my balls has grown to the point thats all I think about.I think they look disgusting and irritate me as whenever Im hard they retract inside and even when not hard sometimes.This is uncomfortable and sometimes abit painful and Id rather be without.I also have started to want a smaller penis not that Im large ,just average.

Im 43 and have enjoyed a sex life but now feel it is better to get rid of me balls and let my penis shrink,hopefully.There are benefits to male castration as well as possible downside but I think for most men in their 40's castration should be a procedure thats freely available if they want to live longer,reduce risks of certain traditional male illnesses.

The balls and penis are not particularly attractive on the older guy and removed or reduced would make us look much better.

Well thats my thoughts,probably talking shit but write me your thoughts and your ideas and any advice.

I have heard several women make the remark that all men should be castrated at 40. You might find that there would be a surprising amount of support from the distaff side on making castration freely available to any man 40 and above.

Hash (imported) wrote: Tue Jul 31, 2007 8:16 pm Again, I have to say that testosterone influences our desire to be castrated, once you are castrated, your desire will fade considerably. Once I was castrated, I stopped thinking about castration, but even now, if I use testosterone supplement my desire for castration returns even though I'm already castrated. Before you take the plunge and get physically castrated, I strongly suggest that you try the chemical method of castration, just to make sure it's what you really want.

I was like a lot of eunuchs, I could not stop thinking about castration, but once I was castrated, I stopped thinking about everything sexual, which was not a bad thing. However, if you're not ready to be a eunuch, you might regret it and even with "testosterone" replacement, you will never ever be the same. Thoughts?

Your comments are beginning to hit home with me.

All my life I wanted to be castrated, but didn't want to loose my sexuality.

It wasn't until later in life I realized, OMG, if I am castrated I will loose my ability to have sex..EGAD.

Then, even later in life I realized, OMG, what I really need to get rid of is sexual desire, and sexual frustration. Desire, arousal, and orgasm were distracting to my ability to enjoy life.

Finally, after many years, I achieved a non-eunuch non-sexual andropause condition. Not toally at zero T, but low enough that I became a sexual eunuch, if not a physical eunuch.

After a year of being on and off T, it is quite apparent for me that lack of sexual desire and activity is far far better than with it. So I am on a very minimal amount of T now for health reasons, but not enough to stimulate sexual desire or activity.

I still desire to be castrated. Perhaps that is because a small amount of T is still circulating through my veins; although I have found that my enormous desire to be castrated has subsided quite a bit. I wonder then if people who are chemically castrated have a reduced desire for physically castration.

In any event, I thought that loosing my ability to have sexual desire, arousal, and orgasm, would be absolutely horrible. But once it was no longer possible to have such feelings, it was an epiphany. I not only have no regrets, but I feel so very fortunate to finally get rid of something that nature should have gotten rid of very long ago.

When someone, or something, is dominating and controlling your life, and you have little or no control over it, getting rid of that domination and control is an enormous relief. Such is the case for me of getting almost getting rid of testosterone in my body. Eventually I do desire to reduce T to zero.

I think most men, if chemically or physically castrated, would look back at their pre-castration life and realize how much worse off they were as a pre-eunuch. Whether one is sexually active or not, once the baby making days are over, testosterone only dominates and controls life. Other than some physical health benefits, it is more of a negative than a positive.

Personally, these days, I don't think it is a mistake to go ahead with castration (as long as you don't want to make babies). Once castrated, give it a year or two, and you will most likely realize you never want to go back to those days of sexual desire and frustration. If you think you want to revive your sexuality, do as I did; ramp on Testosterone supplements and go from a non-sexual state to a sexual state. If your experience is like mine, you will quickly decide that a non-T condition is far preferable than a T-condition.

Even if being a eunuch doesn't work for you, you can always have false testicles placed in your scrotum, take testosterone supplements, and be pretty much bulked up mentally, emotionally, and physically for the rest of your life........and avoid pain in the nuts and the risks of acquiring testicle cancer. And if you develop prostate cancer, just stop taking the T supplement, which is very effective is helping to reduce the growth of prostate cancer.

So many benefits to being rid of natural testicles.

I'm not there yet, but I long to be.

nullorchis (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 26, 2009 12:05 am Your comments are beginning to hit home with me.

All my life I wanted to be castrated, but didn't want to loose my sexuality.

It wasn't until later in life I realized, OMG, if I am castrated I will loose my ability to have sex..EGAD.

Yoli here, already back from the lake! (Thanks to the &%^^#~! WIND!)

Looky! I saved "monitor ink" by deleting all but the portion of the above post I wish to address. Others can do it too!;)

Ennyweigh...

Nully, as you probably know I am acquainted with four castrated persons; Barry T. Eunuch, Houston Eunuch #1, Houston Eunuch #2, and the delightful "Treasure", an Asian "Ladyboy" who still has her tiny peepee but no ballsies.

To varying degrees three of them can and do desire and enjoy sex in at least one form or another, Houston Eunuch #2 being the "classic" case of a castrated man who gave up entirely virtually from the instant his balls were taken. It may have been the reason for his castration and the manner in which it occurred that accounts for the screeching halt but I'm not certain.

In Barry's case, and that of Treasure's as well, I am fortunate enough to "assist", and our intimate moments are always enjoyable and rewarding to all.

Houston Eunuch #1 still participates in sex with Barry (I don't participate except to fondle the two relevant peepees and empty sacks as a preliminary if I'm present, kinda like playing the National Anthem before the game) and it's apparent that he DOES enjoy it immensely. Think of it...Two castrated men sharing sexual fun because they want to...still.

If you are castrated there will be many factors that determine whether or not you continue to have, (and more importantly, enjoy,) sexual activity. Much of this will come from within YOU; Mentally; Emotionally; etc., rather than hormonal influences or lack thereof.

Should your ability to enjoy sex wane past the point you find agreeable then HRT will pep you up so there's always that safety valve.

The choice to be castrated and the choices regarding sex afterwards are yours and yours alone.

God Bless!

Yoli

PS: A friend and I took his bassboat (17' compared to my 21'-er) out for a morning of annoying the bass. We caught and released several but wind made maneuvering a pain, sooooo...

Yes, we ladies fish, own boats and guns, and hunt too! So there! Take THAT, *PETA!

Y.

*Little Yoli's Dictionary defines "PETA" as "People Eating Tasty Animals".

Others can do it too!;)

Ennyweigh...

Ennyweight, you engelisch wasn't not too heavy to read. It'z nice to understand a bit more, and it makes one more comfortable with the idea.

Thanks for sharing

loveUall

Jean

ps Try the contrast, you could spare lots of monitor ink (but not your eyes)

Yoli,

That's cute: "nully"; I like it.

Anyway, unless it's a medical secret, are your 3 (out of 4) friends who are eunuchs who still "desire and enjoy sex" take testosterone?

Further down in my comment I said:

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nullorchis (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 26, 2009 12:05 am After a year of being on and off T, it is quite apparent for me that lack of sexual desire and activity is far far better than with it. So I am on a very minimal amount of T now for health reasons, but not enough to stimulate sexual desire or activity.

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At first, I wanted castration.

Then I was afraid of castration because I didn't want to be sexless.

Then after I experienced andropause, I realized being nearly sexless was, as Tony The Tiger says: "G R E A T". (for me).

For me, testosterone has been the root cause of my sexual physical, mental, and emotional frustrations, and I DON"T MISS "T".

Because my T level was so low at a physical, my Dr. prescirbed T replacement. When I take the prescribed dose of T, yes, sexual desire, and ability, return.

But there are other physical, mental, and emotional things that also return that dominate and control me and upset my balance.

I had always disregarded chemical castration as not for me, because chemicals have so many side effects, are hard to get, expensive, etc. Now, late in life, I wish I had known about, acquired, and used chemicals to lower my testosterone level long long ago.

For me, the side effects of testosterone have been at the root of many many problems that have consumed so much of my thoughts, time, and life.

Thus, in a round about way, my point to MIunich1, which others here have also said elsewhere, was basically, before you go cutting things off, or making other major changes in your life, dampen down your testosterone first. Test drive life without testosterone, and not for just a few months; for a year, maybe two.

It would be most interesting if our prison systems would test the testosterone level of all new prisoners who are convicted of crimes and then plot the T level and E level of people (in both men and women) relative to many factors such as race, location, type of crime. It would be interesting even to know the T level of men and women who are alcoholics, drug users, even anyone convicted of something like speeding (while driving, ), or even politicians and clergy, maybe of everyone, and plot it to their career path and income level.

If you look how the FDA endorses consumption of SOY, and how the medical community endorses the use of SAW PALMETTO, you start to get a clue that there might even be a subterranean agenda to "T DOWN" the male population (perhaps so that drug companies can then profit by selling pills to reverse ED".

For me, I am happy that my T level is now so low that I not only have ED, but I have no interest in, no desire for sex. I am "T-DOWNED". Returning to my pre-puberty T level, while this does come with some issues and complications, for me has been the better choice.

Since castration is so very unlikely, I try to dampen those thoughts which waver from strong desire to little importance.

I clearly wish I had experimented with lowering/eliminating my T level via chemicals long long ago. To anyone who is having difficulties with sexual feelings, desires, frustrations, or are thinking about having any genital parts cut off or performing any other genital modifications, I, for 1, now highly recommend using chemicals to first lower/eliminate T level before proceeding any further.

I achieved andropause, not through physical castration, not through burdizzo, but through physical damage to the testes that could have been disastrious, thus I don't mention it again as others should not do as I did. Chemical T lowering would have been the wiser way to go, even though I resisted doing it. Herbs such as licorice root, soy, and saw palmetto manage to further dampen my now physically low T.

So, that's about all, I guess. My quick reply wasn't so quick was it?

Yoli,

nullorchis (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 26, 2009 9:48 pm That's cute: "nully"; I like it.

So, that's about all, I guess. My quick reply wasn't so quick was it?

Yep Nully, that wasn't a Quickie, but it was worth reading and easy to understand. Love U 4 it.

loveUall

Jean

Yoli,

nullorchis (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 26, 2009 9:48 pm That's cute: "nully"; I like it.

Anyway, unless it's a medical secret, are your 3 (out of 4) friends who are eunuchs who still "desire and enjoy sex" take testosterone?

Null One,

Barry T. Eunuch does an OCCASIONAL dose of t'rone.

Houston Eunuch #1 says he does not but states that his adrenal gland keeps him able to manage an erection sufficient to penetrate a * or >^..^< IF he's well-rested at the time. He masturbates often in the belief that it helps prevent shrinkage. If that works for him...fine by me even though he and I do not "engage", so to speak.

HE#2 does not do HRT and I've never seen his peepee do more than become a little bit plump and dangly. As mentioned earlier there's a dark secret re his castration. I have SOME info about it, via HE#1, but I guess I'll never know the whole story.

"Treasure" has never had HRT but has done female 'mones. That, and the castration at a young age, accounts for the lovely natural bewbs (not big, but perky,) and very feminine belly, hips, hiney, pubic hair appearance, tiny peepee, etc., and maybe even her voice pitch.

Yoli

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nullorchis (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 26, 2009 9:48 pm Thus, in a round about way, my point to MIunich1, which others here have also said elsewhere, was basically, before you go cutting things off, or making other major changes in your life, dampen down your testosterone first. Test drive life without testosterone, and not for just a few months; for a year, maybe two....

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I have thought about getting the T down for about the last 5-6 years. I have tried the mentioned herbal remedies. My wife has said they my sexual arousal back then was greater than normal and yes, I was and am a very aroused guy. After 25 years of marriage to her, I believe she is my soul mate and she probably knows me equal to or better than myself.

Just under 2 years ago, the Mrs had a total hysterectomy and her sexual appetite has been (for lack of a better word) "zero", even with some E treatment. She will still do the deed but has even said for me to contact a doctor to perform the surgery.

I have talked to my PCP in Michigan and he thinks I am nuts. (Sorry about the pun.) He understands what happened to the wife but questions why i would still want to do this. I tried to call Dr. Kimmel but since he is no longer doctoring and I feel I have no other option. I also do not want to do the non-approved methods.

I am now in Georgia and will need to be getting a new PCP. My question is: do I lay it all out to the new PCP, or do I just gradually tell them of my plans?

Does anyone have any contacts for a physician in GA who will not be very judgemental on my wishes.

I await your responses!

I agree with mininuts that old fart baby-boomers look really pathetic with their drooppy balls and retracted penis. C

Mininuts (imported) wrote: Mon Jul 30, 2007 3:14 pm ompulsory male castration should be

the law is fine with me. Everyone would look a lot better.