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Trentag is home from the hospital and doing well he says

i assume the kid is in the hospital at this point, hopefully getting his perineum repaired and any infection controlled. And of course a stay in the psych ward. I'm feeling guilty since I've always been intrigued if not obsessed with castration, but seeing this young man do something so dangerous ...

Wow.. so dangerous but he seems so joyous. Note that he has a full erection while he's cutting and afterwards. The question is how he will feel in a month or so. He's not sure if he wants T apparently and the crash from the purge of T from the system of someone so young when production is high can ...

Welcome!! I was molested twice as a kid, so I'm sure it has contributed to my interest in castration

Sorry, but have started injections into your testicles ? There are no doctors in Russia who do orchiectomy?

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The last few days were not good. Yesterday was better, but the week previous to that... mood changes and it felt like someone poured some adrenaline in the mix. Add ...

The scene in the season 4 preview trailer looks very sensual, with the very masculine looking victim tied to a post as Lagthera pulls his pants down , presumably to do the deed

Most of you are aware of the Stoptsy( some times spelled Skoptsi ) , the self castrating religious sect in Russia. I am wondering if they really have died out. Although they were suppressed during the Soviet era many fled to Romania. There they became prosperous in the late 19th century and often ...

Great fantasy, but she would be 15 years older when she gets out of jail. Can you wait that long to see her again ?

There are a number of places to get estrogen online,but I haven't seen testosterone blockers

Riding your bike while bleeding? You could pass out from tbe exertion and get hit by a car. You obviously are desperate to become a eunuch , but there's no need for a life threatening scenario

Welcome back. It's great having a the wisdom of a long term eunuch on here

What a thoughtful post. The main goal, however is your personal happiness, not exact medical diagnosis

Plix,

What a thoughtful, honest post... Maybe you should not try to force yourself into either of the standard binarny male, female roles... You are in between at this point as perhaps being a eunuch is all of the physical change you need

I too was abused on two different occasions . Maybe it was less painful make up stories than describe the sexual acts. It took me a long time to deal with being penetrated and having ejaculate in my body

Paolo wrote: Tue Sep 03, 2013 10:38 am Glad to hear you're doing well.

I guess on a day to day basis, it's not something you even think about now

Has anyone tried going on iam.bmezine.com recently? It seems like they are now off line?

Yikes!! Get help for your depression immediately!! Remember that 90% of people with depression improve with either talk therapy , medication or a combination of the 2. It is a very treatable disease: I know I have had terrible bouts of it myself. And if you are worried about hair loss, try Propecia ...

Welcome. But seek help for your depression before seeking castration

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Interesting post. I am in a good stable relationship at this point. We share lots of mutual interests and enjoy each others company. This is the main reason I have decided against castration. On the other hand we have a dull, routine sex life. I think back to all of the awesome sex partner's I have ...

There are so many of us on here with the same questions and hesitations. You are in the right place

There is a large body of research that supports the nature argument. The triggering of gene expression, T levels in the womb and other physiological explanations are supported by current research. Another statistic is that the % of men who are predominately homosexual is relatively constant across ...

While you seem to have thought this out, the best thing would be to do a " test run" with chemical castration to see if you really want to live without testosterone in your body. Perhaps you should talk to the many real eunuchs on here.. including those who were castrated at a young age .. their ...

Jesus,

Thanks for your thoughtful response. That does indeed answer my question

I was molested twice as a child and have always assumed that my interest in castration is somehow related to these incidents. Did any of the previous survey's ask if the respondent had been molested? On the S&M sites the eunuchs and eunuch wannabe's are mostly men who are HIV positive ( not the case ...

Congrats!! Whatever our differences, your honest perspective is an important addition to EA