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This topic got me thinking about my past. For all my life I not just "wanted" to be castrated I CRAVED it . The frustration of realizing there was no safe way to achieve what I needed was a matter of great despair for me.

Then an odd thing happened; once my nuts stopped producing testosterone (from ...

Good lord. No crackers?

And NUTS. Gotta have NUTS.

Well, been there, felt that.

For me I would categorize my lifelong journey towards being a eunuch not as a desire, or fantasy.

It was an incessant inner need, a craving, a fullfillment that I desperately knew had to happen, but thwarted by the reality of the means to achieve it.

Not being able to ...

The more I re-read this thread, the more thoughts come to me.

Not wanting, or needing, acceptance or support from others for us, or how we live our lives, seems like a solid foundation.

If acceptance or support comes, then you know who your friends are.

If it does not come, then you know who your ...

thoughts enter my mind:

How long term has the relationship been.

Are you OK with that? What do you want out of it? Just a long term relationship or more?

Are you 2 sexually active,

is one of you in love with the other or just why are you together? Financial reasons?

Could your boyfriend be gay ...

Regardless of whether one chooses to eliminate testosterone, or has the condition occur to them through some medical or accidental cause, or just because of old age, the lack of interest or ability to be sexually aroused and functional is not looked upon as a desirable personal quality.

From my ...

juststeve, did you get kristoff's drift? Don't proceed. The main thing is to lower testosterone. What you propose is know to cause serious harm, or death.

Discard the idea of banding. You came to the EA for advice. So take the advice. There are other less risky ways of eliminating testosterone ...

Very glad things have progressed to your liking.

Also glad to know there are doctors out there who are proactive.

Very unglad I live on the West coast and will not be able to partake of her talents.

Such is life.

Some say, " cigarettes and whiskey and wild wild women, will drive you crazy, will drive you insane..........................." (a song)

Having been cursed with high testosterone throughout most of my life, and now at last experiencing low testosterone, it is my contention that it was T that drove ...

I think occasionally of the message: The more people I know, The more I know people, The more I like my dog.

Being not judgemental of others, and not letting it affect you when others judge you helps to make one independent and free.

Some people seem to have no problem with one or both of the ...

assumptions and doubt are your nemesis. '

For all of us, nothing but hurdles, road blocks, and open pits lie ahead.

Persistence is paramount.

Giving up is not an option.

You are your own best advocate.

Best wishes.

You would think that there could be a "pairing" of people in need.

Somewhere someone is going through a M-F sex change.

Even if blood type is a consideration, it seems like there could be a pairing of people who are getting rid of penile skin with people who need penile skin.

It would seem that ...

A clinical study in my opinion would be more detailed if participants testosterone measurements were well documented.

A person can truthfully say they are castrated, yet, perhaps be using T replacement to some degree.

Even castrated there can be variations in T levels.

I am not castrated but my ...

Those damn leydig cells just keep working and working like the Everready Bunny in spite of BT.

Costly drugs, and their sometimes unhealthy side effects, will help eliminate the T hormone.

However, snuffing out the leydig cells from withiin will eliminate the production of T, and its nasty side ...

I state the obvious. One does not need a penis or balls to urinate.

Thus, the ONLY function for these dangling participles is nature's copy machine.

If you don't want to participate in that part of nature, you really don't need the tools to do a job you are not going to do.

Testosterone is the ...

Testosterone's positives and negatives are touched upon in the article in this link from Harvard.

http://www.health.harvard.edu/fhg/updates/testosterone-and-the-heart.shtml

My main point:

Don't assume super low T is good.

Assume super high T is bad.

Like cholesterol it needs to be just right ...

If there is no medical problem with tonsils, or an appendix, can you get them removed if you agree to pay in full for the operation and hospital and everything?

I don't know the answer. But since any operation can result in complications, it would seem that as far as internal organs go doctors are ...

While I was never kicked in my balls, for unknown reasons having my balls squeezed, hard, by hand, and with various tools, was erotic, exotic, even though painful.

Hard to explain. It just was. An oddity of nature, human nature. Even though I enjoyed it, I felt then, and still do feel, it was very ...

First you may experience testosterone withdrawal symptoms. (Andropause). Could last 30 to 90 days. When you loose interest in sex and are not interested in getting an erection, and no longer get erections, you are at castration level. How long this takes will depend a bit on your body, original T ...

The REAL success story here is that you have gone from a 52 to 46 waist size in 3 months.

Maybe focus on that for now, like maybe work towards 44, then 42 or less (if your bones will allow it)

Then focus on developing an alternative eating style that will keep it off.

It is known that with a lot ...

The need to be ball free was not something I ever thought about in an analytical way. After experiencing the effects of puberty I K N E W that I needed to be ball free. But decades ago there was really no one to turn to to help me get what I needed.

It is good that you are asking questions. From my ...

Derek, you did not indicate that you have seen an endocrinologist. There are of course many hormones in our bodies. A professional needs to measure them all. Emotions are affected by these hormones, as well as by thoughts and other factors.

Have you seen a specialist regarding impotence. Don't self ...

I had a undeniable need to be castrated since puberty.

Not sexual reassignment, just castration.

It was not a fantasy, or something I wanted, I knew way back that I NEEDED IT.

And long before I knew the complexities of castration even attempted to do it on myself, with no success, and fortunately ...

Over the holidays, for various reasons (travel and busy, not to mention expense of T), I stopped using T.

I can only guess that a) I was too busy to notice what changes might be happening and, b) it takes awhile for changes to occur after stopping T.

Eventually I noticed changes that were ...

I don't know if you could call it "calm" but since I stopped TRT (nothing had changed while on TRT) I kind of feel now like oh well, that's life. I guess I am so to speak calmer now. I have had body changes I never planned on but I am like okay whatever.



Due to travel, and other atrocities, I ...