Slow castration

[sweetie26 (imported)]

hi ,

I am doing very hard CBT , i squeeze my balls ( testicles) too hard until they pain too much.My left ball swell once because i squeezed it too much. I am 27 yrs old.

Now as a result I notice that my beard grow more slowly ( i dont need to shave it as frequently as i used to do) , my voice is now not same n manly as it was before it is now different. My thighs n breasts r now more softer n fatty. I also doing penis bonding 1 hours daily , 2 times in a day it numbs my little penis.

Now my balls shrinked about 40% than before.

Now I feel more less need of masturbation. I notice my hair fall is very low now than before.

I also felt my 1st Hot flashes 2 days ago in midnight.

I want castration for me.

So please give me comments n share your views on my experience of slow castration. And please help me in this.I am not taking any medicine or hormone.

Thanks All.

[bobbie (imported)]

It sounds like you have done major damage to your balls. What you have done is not reversible. I hope you realize this and there is no turning back. You may not like all of the other side effect that come with castration. You are just getting few of the effects. The harder ones are still coming.

I am not sure what you are asking of us. If you keep up what you are doing you will be an eunuch. You will have all of the side effects of one. You will have a very good chance of getting osteoporosis. Loose muscle mass and strength. Depression is also something you will get.

Welcome to being an Eunuch.

[Hash (imported)]

Injuring your testicles in the way that you have can also cause some other serious medical problems. I would suggest you see your doctor or urologist, perhaps the damage you've done will be a reason for them to castrate you.

[cordonone (imported)]

The advice above to see a medical doctor is good advice. I have no idea what specific risks you are running by doing this, but what you describe sounds unsafe to me. For starters, I can't imagine that having damaged, dead or dying tissue in your body can be good for your physical well-being. Good luck to you.

[Kangan (imported)]

You would appear to have achieved your goal, based on your reported symptoms (hot flashes, etc.). If you seek medical treatment, be prepared for a major expense.

[sweetie26 (imported)]

Hi Bobbie , Hash , Cordonone and kangan and all,

what if i dont go to doctor and keep doing cbt ?

I hate be a male , i want castration.

Bobbie u said tht i will be an eunuch if i would keep it. And i wanna do it , i am doing it daily. I want to become an Eunuch. Is doctors guidance is necessary ? Will Doctor ask me for surgical castration ? I can not go to doctor.

[bobbie (imported)]

Hi Bobbie , Hash , Cordonone and kangan and all,

what if i dont go to doctor and keep doing cbt ?

I hate be a male , i want castration.

Bobbie u said tht i will be an eunuch if i would keep it. And i wanna do it , i am doing it daily. I want to become an Eunuch. Is doctors guidance is necessary ? Will Doctor ask me for surgical castration ? I can not go to doctor.

Why can you not go to a doctor?

Doctors advice is very important. You will have to deal with some medical issues as an eunuch. I am not sure if you are really prepared for them. Most are not if they have not done chemical castration first. When all the side effects kick in you may have a very different feeling about castration. You will have depression. It may require you to get medication in order to deal with that. For some it can be that bad. Osteoporosis is something you have a great chance of getting. Very high number of eunuch's have that if not on HRT. I for one already have it.

Doing physical damage always has some risk of causing a blood clot. They can be deadly. If one gets into the lungs or brain you can have a stroke of death.

[Dave (imported)]

I am with Bobbie on this.

I understand that you want to be rid of your testicles. But prudence demands, caution demands, your health demands that you at least talk to a doctor.

[Dave (imported)]

I hunted this article out of the archive.

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=4067

The castrator received a light sentence (suspended) only because the judge was a wise person. The "victim" who nearly died and the castrator both had plans for when things going wrong. They called the abmulance immediately. The judge recognized that society has a problem with transgenders and, to be blunt, men who dislike their sexual equipment. So the judge understood the back-alley castration but still did not condone it. And the castrator to his credit, stood up for what he had done and admitted his inability to do it properly in this circumstance.

We tell you to be careful, to see a doctor because we have seen this before. You aren't the first person to do this. Be careful. Talk to a doctor. Find a sympathetic counselor. You will be better for it.

[Hash (imported)]

Can't say it much better than that. If you continue to do CBT you probably will end up going to the ER/Hospital for some serious problem. Though it sounds as though you have already done enough damage to your testicles that you've at least reduced their ability to produce testosterone. I damaged my testicles through CBT and when Dr. Kimmel removed my remaining right testicle, making me a eunuch, he said, "It's a good thing you had this removed, it's doesn't look good, you would have had some trouble with it down the road." Never forgot those words.

[sweetie26 (imported)]

Hi Bobby , Hash , Dave and all ,

You said that i must go to a doctor , i will have to make a plan to go to doctor.

I have one question , If anyone got Burdizzo for castration then same same happens with him too ? I mean blood clot form is this condition too ? If not then why so ?

[Pair1981 (imported)]

Maybe it's just me...

I am not a eunuch.

I can't see interrupting my own testicular function by squeezing and self-CBT...and for that matter not with anyone else.

What possessed you to begin this?

By the way, I am 28.

[bobbie (imported)]

Hi Bobby , Hash , Dave and all ,

You said that i must go to a doctor , i will have to make a plan to go to doctor.

I have one question , If anyone got Burdizzo for castration then same same happens with him too ? I mean blood clot form is this condition too ? If not then why so ?

Yes you are very right that a burdizzo can cause a blood clot. Seems like one in this site many years ago used the burdizzo. It was a long time ago but, I seem to remember that the clamping did not go right and the testicle grew and became very swollen. Pain was very bad and ended up in the ER. Seems like there may have been another that used the burdizzo and ended up in the ER from bleeding. Durdizzo is almost impossible to do by yourself.

Banding can cause the cords to become swollen. That can require medical help. You could be banding for a long time until one day it goes wrong.

One thing about the ER. You will have to answer some questions from the doctor. You are very likely going to have to answer questions from a psychiatrist. Many have been held for observation in the mental ward for 72 hours. Being self inflected insurance may not cover it. One guy went home with a bill of over $40.000.

[Dave (imported)]

There's three pages on comments on the Burdizzon on this thread:

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=

15174&highlight=burdizzo

It one of those things that we say -- YOUR MILEAGE MAY VARY. That's a bit light-hearted but to the point. It seems to work on cattle but not on humans. There are more failures than successes. It's not something I would recommend to anyone. That's not my judgement alone, read the thread.

[Pair1981 (imported)]

A person had a concern with my post, and so I am here to publicly answer it.

I was just inquiring as to why someone would do this, not necessarily condemning or attacking or denigrating someone. I don't do that; and I do not raise my children to do that.

I hope I am not in for this because of it:

Rather, I am seeking to understand and, as I have such fantasies, I am trying to gain an intellectual understanding of where they come from and to assess my propensity to act on them. If, by inquiring, I cna find intellectual justification, then I can move forward with them.

And...I am sure my kids will have a million questions.

[bobbie (imported)]

A person had a concern with my post, and so I am here to publicly answer it.

I was just inquiring as to why someone would do this, not necessarily condemning or attacking or denigrating someone. I don't do that; and I do not raise my children to do that.

I hope I am not in for this because of it:

Rather, I am seeking to understand and, as I have such fantasies, I am trying to gain an intellectual understanding of where they come from and to assess my propensity to act on them. If, by inquiring, I cna find intellectual justification, then I can move forward with them.

And...I am sure my kids will have a million questions.

No body knows just why people have this desire or fetish. Judging by the number of people that visit it has many interested in castration. Many studies have been made on the reason. There is no single reason for the desire. For some it is to reduce the sexual urges. Others it is to be more submissive. Some it is a step for a TS TV. Another group just do not feel that the testicles are part of their body and need to be removed. Many just like the thought of someone being castrated for some reason as in the stories. This is just a fast over view. Far more detail list can be found. If you ask 10 eunuch's why they got castrate you would get 10 different answers.

Hope this helps some.

[Pair1981 (imported)]

It does, sir, thank you.

[nullorchis (imported)]

No body knows just why people have this desire or fetish. Judging by the number of people that visit it has many interested in castration. Many studies have been made on the reason. There is no single reason for the desire. For some it is to reduce the sexual urges. Others it is to be more submissive. Some it is a step for a TS TV. Another group just do not feel that the testicles are part of their body and need to be removed. Many just like the thought of someone being castrated for some reason as in the stories. This is just a fast over view. Far more detail list can be found. If you ask 10 eunuch's why they got castrate you would get 10 different answers.

Hope this helps some.

I would add that we have little use for adnoids, tonsils, and appendix.

And if you are a male who is not interested in fathering offspring, and/or if you just want to simplify life by eliminating/minimizing your libido (and avoiding all kinds of sexual diseases) then removal of testes should be no more of an issue than removing adnoids or tonsils or appendix. It's all surgery to the surgeon, and each of those body parts can be removed without compromising your existence.........indeed removing them is shown in most cases to improve your existence.

I gave up trying to justify it intellectually. They are unnecessary body parts and if they need to be removed for medical reason(s), or just because you prefer to be rid of them, it's your body, you should be permitted to have a tummy tuck, intestine reduction, face lift, or castration if you want. But, greater society in it's great UNwisdom doesn't see it that way, so, as usual, the minority suffer under the control of the majority.

[ramses (imported)]

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I would add that we have little use for adnoids, tonsils, and appendix.

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Just because we don't understand something, doesn't mean it isn't usefull. New research shows that the appendix isn't a useless remnant of evolution but it stores healthy bacteria to replenish the gut after a bout of diarheah. The tonsils and adnoids also function as part of the endocrine system but we can live without them.