needing castration - help please!!

[lastone75 (imported)]

Hi everyone .... like many on here, I need help. I am a greatly oversexed male who is sickof living for sex 24/7, looking at porn 24/7 and masturbating (something not much less than 24/7!!). I have wanted to be castrated fro many years and have given this serious thought and have read widely on the topic. I have had my kids and want to acheive the so called 'eunuch calm' and not be so aggressive sexually, and be more sensitive towards women. MY POINT: who can I turn to for castration? I will consider banding if all else fails ...... Ilive in Brisbane Australia and sincerely need castration to live my life (rather than live my life for sex ... a huge difference). Most grateful for anyone who might contact me ([email protected]) wiht advice; direction to cutters or vets or doctors, or indeed other persons, who may do this for me. A big thanks.

[KimiRhoze (imported)]

I don't think anybody on here would advise banding, In reality I would HIGHLY recommend seeing a doctor and possibly try chemical first.

Posted from my phone.

[monkeyballs (imported)]

yea I would not do banding why not try burdizzo its over quick and easy and you can do it yourself I put a link to the one im going to use Friday on myself i believe they ship internationally use Google and find out. banding just seems a bit too messy for my tastes. but to each their own.

[KimiRhoze (imported)]

Given the failure rate of the burdizzo I don't recommend it either.

Posted w/ my phone.

[clysmaniac (imported)]

castration will certainly eliminate/drastically lower your sexual ability and needs but that comes with many other side effects. I think the eunuch calm effect is much overblown. Yes, you will probably become less aggressive and less energetic but not all the time. I am more sentimental and understanding most of the time but can still get "on the pipe" as we 2-cycle racers like to say. I can't give much advise on how to get castrated in Australia but can implore you to try a lengthy period of chemical castration first to see how it affects YOU. Do 6 months to a year to let the subtle effects emerge and see if it is really for you before you do something so permanently life-changing. Some think that chemical castration is a waste of time but what is the big deal about still having your balls for that time if they don't work? Take your time and be certain!

And one more hint. Forget the banding and burdizzo and read the thread here on EA about alcohol injections.

[Hash (imported)]

Most all of us here understand and are sympathetic to your plight. Wanting castration is one thing, getting it done safely is another. Most all of us here would not suggest banding because it's extremely painful and you won't be able to endure it without a powerful numbing agent, same thing is true with burdizzo. The after effects of a banding are not pretty, there are pictures of castr8edmale's banding and it looks hideous.

http://people.tribe.net/d87d3d8a-2214-4 ... d41bd751b6

http://people.tribe.net/d87d3d8a-2214-4 ... 1d28580457

http://people.tribe.net/d87d3d8a-2214-4 ... 2299a312a8

http://people.tribe.net/d87d3d8a-2214-4 ... d016bb4c83

As for the alcohol injections, they appear to be the safest, however no one knows how safe they are or an exact dosage for the injection. There may be some other unknowns about it. Safest is to find a sympathetic urologist or counselor. Several men have used the extreme pain method in their testicles to convince doctors to remove them. This is hit and miss, most doctors will commit you to pain medication for years before doing anything as serious as castration, especially if you're young. Female doctors are more sympathetic for the most part and tend not to be concerned about testicles as much as their male colleagues. A woman physician might refer you to a urologist, but I'd ask for a female urologist. Any damage to your testicles might also encourage them to remove them.

[sduyck_2000 (imported)]

my suggestion ..get on the phone and call every urologist and ask

[evenealy (imported)]

Ilive in Brisbane Australia and sincerely need castration to live my life (rather than live my life for sex ... a huge difference). Most grateful for anyone who might contact me ([email protected]) wiht advice

Try Siterone, 50mg a day.

[lastone75 (imported)]

where and how do I get siterone? My very first preference is to have my balls removed, totally. There must be someone who can guide me/help me in or near Brisbane, I am willing to travel and pay. I am so desperate. I hate my balls with a deep deep hatred and really do need a more normal life with less sexually orientated lifestyle. Thanks everyone.

Desperate in Brisbane.

[SplitDik (imported)]

Hey, there are others here like me and you who have been plagued by overactive sex drive all our life and are fed up with it. However, as already mentioned, there is pretty much no "magic wand" to simply make the problem go away without other health risks.

I'm working on a guide for castration desire in oversexed straight men, which I hope to post on this forum in a month or so. But in a nutshell this is what I'm writing:

a) sex drive and addiction can ruin quality of life. if you're like me, you have compromised or otherwise risked your career, relationships, and health -- or at least you're not performing at peak form in those areas due to preoccupation with sex.

b) it is possible to normalize your obsession somewhat. for example, I always felt that masturbation was a cop-out and so always felt pissed off after I succumbed and masturbated. However, instead if you look at it as a natural release valve for your sexual tension you can actually decide to enjoy masturbation, making it a daily ritual where you allow yourself to look at some healthy porn and have fun and then enjoy the tension release. there are probably other aspects of your particular case which you can normalize. For example, instead of looking at porn all night and losing sleep, maybe allow yourself to enjoy it for an hour each night. Basically, start allowing yourself to enjoy your sexual urges rather than the cycle of trying to overcome it, then giving in, then feeling bad about giving in.

c) your desire for physical castration is probably due to a long-term "hatred" you've built up over your lack of control. the important thing is that if you otherwise enjoy being a man, the desire for physical castration is probably an unhealthy desire -- what you should really want is reduction of libido with least harm possible. that leads to chemical castration.

d) if you're an otherwise healthy hetero male, you probably enjoy many aspects of your testosterone -- strength and physical endurance, looking manly, domination in business and sports, etc. the problem with castration is that all of these areas will be affected. so while castration might still be the best option (i.e. least harm), you need to be mentally ready to be a physically weaker, probably fatter, possibly more moody, possibly more depressed, etc. person. And osteoperosis is a serious issue that is pretty much guaranteed without sex hormones.

e) there is no reason for anyone to get physically castrated before trying chemical castration.

Okay, so I suggest Inhouse Pharmacy online. They have always been very good for me, usually shipping same day as the order.

The only issue is I don't know the customs issues in Australia. I know when I lived in Canada my shipments regularly got blocked (I'd get a letter with a "nice" warning about the health risks of importing medications). For some reason, US seems to be the most lax -- allowing people to import most stuff without much problem as long as the quantity is obviously a personal use level.

There is a lot more information in the Chemical Castration section of this forum, so definitely look there.

I also strongly suggest getting psychiatric help for sex addiction. I found that SSRI medication greatly eased the burden of my addiction, making it relatively manageable. Also, they can eventually actually help you get chemical castration properly through the medical system if they perceive you're in sufficient distress. If you're in a fairly big city (Brisbane) you should be able to find a psychiatrist specializing in such addictions, and don't be embarrassed -- a good psychiatrist in a big city has seen just about everything.

[lastone75 (imported)]

thanks splitdick ... yes, exactly the same, relatiosnhips, career .... all takes second place to my overwhelming sex drive ... and yes I have come to hate my balls ..... I search out porn all day at work, frequently visit prositutes (male and female), search out sex on the web (sex with other men usually, though I adore females), masturbate up to 10 times a day ..... at work, at home, in public. I hate this so much and detest my testicles, I woudl much rather have them totally gone, cut away forever .... and lead a more normal life not driven by my balls! THank you for understanding, another with the same affliction!! I would also be quite happy for women to take revenge on me by taking my balls ..... a kind of 'I'm sorry' thing.

[YodaNell (imported)]

Hi my friend, you should listen to the experience from the eunuchs on this board. We have all done it and know what we're talking about.

I also wanted it gone, no questions asked and I don't want others to tell me otherwise.

Castration and Penectomy is PERMANENT. You are sick of masturbation at present, but here might come a time you want it, even just that one time, for old times sake but you won't be able to. You'll need to take T to achieve orgasm which defies your need for castration. You'll have to remove your penis as well if you don't want to masturbate anymore because you'll still be able to do it without testicles and being on T. About 4 days after my castration op the sudden drop of T almost drove me NUTS. I hated the feeling and hoped it will not last. I was depressed and moody and then came the hot flushes!!!

So... to stop masturbating:

A) On Testosterone (to avoid nasty side effects of castration)

1) Stop looking at porn and temptations

2) Remove Testes & Penis

B) NOT on Testosterone (If you're not strong minded the effects can drive you nuts. Some new eunuchs commit suicide.)

1) Don't remove penis.

2) Just remove testes.

3) Your desire for porn and sex will drastically diminish as the T levels decline in your body.

I find 'A' to be the best option for me as you eliminate all mechanical ways to have sex while get T to 'feel' better. One CAN get VERY frustrated if you want to masturbate (even just once for old time sake), so you'll have to be strong and not even look at a man or girl until your mind becomes 'pure'. Believe me, one DOES get sick of some of those side-effects. I got hot flushes 8-10 times a day. I looked like a sweaty unclean man the whole day. Others could not understand why I get so hot on a rainy winter day. You see? I also take as little T as possible, just enough to keep lust at bay and reducing side-effects. I take 2cc of T every 3 weeks.

If you remove just your testes 'B', you'll be sexually 'dead' but without T you'll feel miserable many times. If you decide to take T, your sex drive will return and still having your penis you're back to masturbations, lust, porn etc. Back to square one!

So decide very carefully what you want to do. To kill your sex drive is not as simple as just chopping of you testes. Consider all these things. Before chopping, you MUST firs do some research (Do I have a burdizzo, Lidocain, Needles, Elastrator, Do some banding play and find out if you like nullo look, do chemicals castration and discover if you can cope with the side-effects)

Now...how to loose your testes?:

1) Get a doc to do it. This is the best way. If you're really desperate, I know you'll find a way. Destroy your nuts and let the doc remove them.

2) Alcohol Injections work well.

3) Burdizzo, not so good

4) Elastrator, not so good

5) Cut it off yourself and RUN to the ER. They will fix you up and you'll talk to a shrink. Hopefully a female one. Just act same and composed.

Every eunuch found a way. It just depends how desperate you are to accomplish your goal.

Keep well...

[SplitDik (imported)]

thanks splitdick ... yes, exactly the same, relatiosnhips, career .... all takes second place to my overwhelming sex drive ... and yes I have come to hate my balls ..... I search out porn all day at work, frequently visit prositutes (male and female), search out sex on the web (sex with other men usually, though I adore females), masturbate up to 10 times a day ..... at work, at home, in public. I hate this so much and detest my testicles, I woudl much rather have them totally gone, cut away forever .... and lead a more normal life not driven by my balls! THank you for understanding, another with the same affliction!! I would also be quite happy for women to take revenge on me by taking my balls ..... a kind of 'I'm sorry' thing.

Yep, we're in the same boat.

My suggesion is this: do something to temporarily (5 years) reduce sex drive -- either SSRI or chem castration or both, and then while libido is lowered work through the psychiatric issues (self-loathing, "I'm sorry", etc.)

At the end of that, you may find, like I did, a tolerable balance where you may still be a horndog, but it is somewhat less distracting and somewhat more natural and enjoyable.

Also, I see a bit of bisexual/gay aspect to your issue. Don't castrate yourself to prevent orientation! That is another aspect that you need to work through psychiatrically. So what if you like guys? Maybe you actually like guys better?

[lastone75 (imported)]

thanks YodaNell and Splitdik.

If I go with "

Get a doc to do it. This is the best way. If you're really desperate, I know you'll find a way. Destroy your nuts and let the doc remove them

" how do I get the doc to cut my dick off too? What is the least painful way of destorying my nuts?

I do want permanancy.

THanks again.

Jeff

[Dave (imported)]

You get a doctor to agree with it by talking to them and convincing them it is to your benefit. That may take time but having a good medical person who you trust and who understands and trusts your judgment is most of the battle.

[sduyck_2000 (imported)]

you can fly to india and have it done if you willing to travel and cant find help in australia

where and how do I get siterone? My very first preference is to have my balls removed, totally. There must be someone who can guide me/help me in or near Brisbane, I am willing to travel and pay. I am so desperate. I hate my balls with a deep deep hatred and really do need a more normal life with less sexually orientated lifestyle. Thanks everyone.

Desperate in Brisbane.

[raynestorm (imported)]

Most all of us here understand and are sympathetic to your plight. Wanting castration is one thing, getting it done safely is another. Most all of us here would not suggest banding because it's extremely painful and you won't be able to endure it without a powerful numbing agent, same thing is true with burdizzo. The after effects of a banding are not pretty, there are pictures of castr8edmale's banding and it looks hideous.

http://people.tribe.net/d87d3d8a-2214-4 ... d41bd751b6

http://people.tribe.net/d87d3d8a-2214-4 ... 1d28580457

http://people.tribe.net/d87d3d8a-2214-4 ... 2299a312a8

http://people.tribe.net/d87d3d8a-2214-4 ... d016bb4c83

As for the alcohol injections, they appear to be the safest, however no one knows how safe they are or an exact dosage for the injection. There may be some other unknowns about it. Safest is to find a sympathetic urologist or counselor. Several men have used the extreme pain method in their testicles to convince doctors to remove them. This is hit and miss, most doctors will commit you to pain medication for years before doing anything as serious as castration, especially if you're young. Female doctors are more sympathetic for the most part and tend not to be concerned about testicles as much as their male colleagues. A woman physician might refer you to a urologist, but I'd ask for a female urologist. Any damage to your testicles might also encourage them to remove them.

Really the only one that looks THAT bad is the last one - where the infection set in.

[1free1togo (imported)]

I have been looking for many years to get rid of my testicles as I suffer from the same probs I had 1 removed a few years back by docs as they thought I had mass in testicle so they operated but had post op infection very seriously I did the chemical castration drug depo provera very good results so I would try that way first then if you like the results go for orchiectomy there are many surgeons in India and Thailand if finances allow or damage them using alcohol injections then go to docs but that could be the long way round. When i have some money and time to recover I'm going to go to thailand for my orchiectomy.

[TgEunuch (imported)]

If you are only interest in getting in just having your testicles removed, and not the total removal of everything, and rather than going half way around the world to India or Thailand from the UK, you could contact Dr Fara Movagharnia Atlanta, USA.

I have been looking for many years to get rid of my testicles as I suffer from the same probs I had 1 removed a few years back by docs as they thought I had mass in testicle so they operated but had post op infection very seriously I did the chemical castration drug depo provera very good results so I would try that way first then if you like the results go for orchiectomy there are many surgeons in India and Thailand if finances allow or damage them using alcohol injections then go to docs but that could be the long way round. When i have some money and time to recover I'm going to go to thailand for my orchiectomy.

[1free1togo (imported)]

If you are only interest in getting in just having your testicles removed, and not the total removal of everything, and rather than going half way around the world to India or Thailand from the UK, you could contact Dr Fara Movagharnia Atlanta, USA.

Do love Thailand as a holiday been many times my thoughts are great place to recover from op but thanks for info on Dr Fara could u pm the details

[sduyck_2000 (imported)]

i am sure there is someone in the uk

you just have not found the person yet

[nullorchis (imported)]

From my personal experience the least painful permanent way to get rid of your sex drive is EVERCLEAR alcohol injections into your balls. I did eight sessions over about 3 months, ranging from 1.5cc to 2cc per ball per session. Hurts at first and I waited til pain subsided before doing it again. After a few sessions the pain was minimal. Of course I made sure I injected only into the meaty part of each ball and never into a blood vein or external cords or connecting tissue. Each time each ball would get really big, which was a novelty, but then shrink. They are now small, rock hard, have no sensitivity at all and have stopped producing testosterone (and I presume sperm). While I had high T I too was craving castration. But once T level fell that craving subsided. You can temporarily experience the benefits of low T by first taking Siterone, which is what I did. I liked the results and thus went on to make it permanent with alcohol injections. Everyone needs to chart their own path. I had no medical disaster from injecting alcohol, but if done improperly, not sterile, or every body is different, there is no guarantee that everyone would have the success that I had. So I tout it not as something you or anyone SHOULD do, but pass along what I did so all can judge for themselves.

thanks YodaNell and Splitdik.

If I go with "

Get a doc to do it. This is the best way. If you're really desperate, I know you'll find a way.

Destroy your nuts and let the doc remove them

" how do I get the doc to cut my dick off too? What is the least painful way of destory

ing my nuts?

I do want permanancy.

THanks again.

Jeff