Loving' my Boobs

[Begoneboy (imported)]

While I've made a lot of errors along my eunuch journey (to what may be my point of view) I truly enjoy reading you fellows remarks and comments about breast growth. That wasn't my goal but it happened over time. I was able to embrace it eventually and in doing so became a better person in my opinion. I especially enjoy the remark by Stevenator of cutting firewood. I do the same. And even more so the remark about time for a cigar since I enjoy the pleasure every chance I get at the end of a day sitting around with other guys. Granted, they don't see me as a male but accept me as one of the guys. Those would be other folks at bike rally's, up in the woods or out shooting. Thank you all for making me feel at home with these things hanging on me.

[Stevenator (imported)]

Thank you Triple-G & BGB. I sometimes feel out of place posting here because it's mainly a site for Eunuchs. My wife could swear I was one already though. LoL. Susan's is too militant for me. I cross-post one one of the NBE sites for feminizing with herbs. Some of the folks at the skirt cafe are jerks and I don't really post anywhere else. I'll say this, when any male tries to grow boobs, the boy bits *will* suffer. I've been assaulting my gonads for about four years now. I'm extremely interested in how other members of this site pitched voluntary oriecthomy to their spouse. Aside from my interest in TG goes back to early childhood, I've never wanted to transition. I just don't think it would look good on me. I have however been interested in the other 99% part of it. I spent a good 15-25 years in a mostly gay/bi lifestyle. So much so I came very close to coming out as gay, several times. "They say my mammy left me, the day that she had me. She hit the road, and never once looked back. And I just thought I'd mention, that my Grandma's old age pension, is the reason I'm standing here today" ..... I love that song. It fits me to a T. I was surrounded by my slightly older female cousins as a child. Raised by my Grandmother, I've been drawn to older women, ever since. I only had sex with boys as a teen, so yeah, it's no surprise that I'm sitting here now wearing a nightgown, bra & panties. I've been wearing panties on/off for decades, but only in the last couple of years has it been full time. I initially eased the wife into my CD with a request for lounging kilts and/or modest skirts

. I used to have huge balls, and

I hated the binding from pajamas & briefs, so she cut out the legs of two pairs of gym shorts, and bought me two cheap A-Line skirts from the thrift shop. That was seven years ago. My desires for mild TG increased and I sought out natural breast enlargement, and started shaving my legs again, which lead me to a Home IPL Laser. Best decision EVER. While I really do not want to ever try to publicly transition, I'll most likely develop/maintain as androgynous as I can. I ordered 120 capsules of Cimetidine the other day. I'm going to hit my nuts hard again soon. While my initial dosing of Cimetidine shocked me at how quickly my bits shrank, I quit right away. That was over three months ago. While initially cessation of Cimetidine did not result in any recovery in size, I kept wanting to try more. I finally broke down a few days ago and ordered more. At the time I realized that I am finally recovering size, so while it took several months, recovery is possible. FWIW, Vitamin B-12 has been listed many times in medical studies as an Antidote for Cimetidine induced Leydig Cell Apoptosis. So, I'm about to start assaulting the gonads again with Cimetidine Chemical Castration. I have 12 acres of land and it is hard work taking care of this property. From cutting down trees, to planting (lots) of ornamental trees, clearing scrub growth, tending to the vegetable garden, dealing with carrion, to just mowing this vast lawn .... Someone has to do it. So, the more I change myself, the harder all that gets to do. Add on that and my wife recently spent several weeks in several hospitals and all the inside housework I've had to be responsible for the last many months. So, yes, I gleefully wear an apron while I'm doing the housework that needs doing weekly, etc. I do go target practice shooting here and I wish I had a fire pit, I smoke my cigars in the garage or on the front porch. I play guitar, too. Maybe I'll find a way to perform as TG one day. Who knows. But, I'm looking fwd to blasting Cimetidine again. I greedily await the flood of prolactin and I can't wait to see how much I'll be able to shrink the bits. I remember about 20 year's ago when Brian Zembic made national news about taking a $100,000 bet to get implants for a year, and wound up keeping them for twenty years, or so. I thought, if he can pull it off, so can I! We'll see what happens, but I can't see how this desire of mine will diminish in five years time. My long term goal is an improved bustline. Whether via HRT and/or Augmentation, and oriecthomy & scrotectomy. You'll never see me in wigs, make-up & jewelry. I just want the body I want. Thanks & sorry for the long post. I do love myboobs.

[kristoff]

Thank you Triple-G & BGB. I sometimes feel out of place posting here because it's mainly a site for Eunuchs. My wife could swear I was one already though. LoL. Susan's is too militant for me. I cross-post one one of the NBE sites for feminizing with herbs. Some of the folks at the skirt cafe are jerks and I don't really post anywhere else. I'll say this, when any male tries to grow boobs, the boy bits *will* suffer. I've been assaulting my gonads for about four years now. I'm extremely interested in how other members of this site pitched voluntary oriecthomy to their spouse. Aside from my interest in TG goes back to early childhood, I've never wanted to transition. I just don't think it would look good on me. I have however been interested in the other 99% part of it. I spent a good 15-25 years in a mostly gay/bi lifestyle. So much so I came very close to coming out as gay, several times. "They say my mammy left me, the day that she had me. She hit the road, and never once looked back. And I just thought I'd mention, that my Grandma's old age pension, is the reason I'm standing here today" ..... I love that song. It fits me to a T. I was surrounded by my slightly older female cousins as a child. Raised by my Grandmother, I've been drawn to older women, ever since. I only had sex with boys as a teen, so yeah, it's no surprise that I'm sitting here now wearing a nightgown, bra & panties. I've been wearing panties on/off for decades, but only in the last couple of years has it been full time. I initially eased the wife into my CD with a request for lounging kilts and/or modest skirts

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. I used to have huge balls, and

I hated the binding from pajamas & briefs, so she cut out the legs of two pairs of gym shorts, and bought me two cheap A-Line skirts from the thrift shop. That was seven years ago. My desires for mild TG increased and I sought out natural breast enlargement, and started shaving my legs again, which lead me to a Home IPL Laser. Best decision EVER. While I really do not want to ever try to publicly transition, I'll most likely develop/maintain as androgynous as I can. I ordered 120 capsules of Cimetidine the other day. I'm going to hit my nuts hard again soon. While my initial dosing of Cimetidine shocked me at how quickly my bits shrank, I quit right away. That was over three months ago. While initially cessation of Cimetidine did not result in any recovery in size, I kept wanting to try more. I finally broke down a few days ago and ordered more. At the time I realized that I am finally recovering size, so while it took several months, recovery is possible. FWIW, Vitamin B-12 has been listed many times in medical studies as an Antidote for Cimetidine induced Leydig Cell Apoptosis. So, I'm about to start assaulting the gonads again with Cimetidine Chemical Castration. I have 12 acres of land and it is hard work taking care of this property. From cutting down trees, to planting (lots) of ornamental trees, clearing scrub growth, tending to the vegetable garden, dealing with carrion, to just mowing this vast lawn .... Someone has to do it. So, the more I change myself, the harder all that gets to do. Add on that and my wife recently spent several weeks in several hospitals and all the inside housework I've had to be responsible for the last many months. So, yes, I gleefully wear an apron while I'm doing the housework that needs doing weekly, etc. I do go target practice shooting here and I wish I had a fire pit, I smoke my cigars in the garage or on the front porch. I play guitar, too. Maybe I'll find a way to perform as TG one day. Who knows. But, I'm looking fwd to blasting Cimetidine again. I greedily await the flood of prolactin and I can't wait to see how much I'll be able to shrink the bits. I remember about 20 year's ago when Brian Zembic made national news about taking a $100,000 bet to get implants for a year, and wound up keeping them for twenty years, or so. I thought, if he can pull it off, so can I! We'll see what happens, but I can't see how this desire of mine will diminish in five years time. My long term goal is an improved bustline. Whether via HRT and/or Augmentation, and oriecthomy & scrotectomy. You'll never see me in wigs, make-up & jewelry. I just want the body I
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want. Thanks & sorry for the long post. I do love myboobs.

Please use paragraphs. Posts like this are quite difficult to read.

[thoughtful1998 (imported)]

So far, seven months after being castrated, my body is growing more shapely so i could tell i've little tits, more round hips. Made periodical controls on my hormones' level, and it's lower, but it seems to be stabilized (adrenal testosterone production). So it seems' i've the body of a girl with tiny breast and a "jumping" clit and yes, i love it so much. My master loves it too; it seems he likes i've a softier body to grope and spank.

My first Christmas with "natural-grown" titties on my chest and balls only on the Christmas tree was very hot.

[notsomanly (imported)]

Today I gave myself the gift of an incredible orgasm using only nipple stimulation. No need of any visual stimulation and it was a different kind of eroticism. It didn't involve even thoughts of sex with another person. I simply enjoyed the pleasurable sensation of rubbing my nipples moistened with body lotion. I was in no hurry to reach climax. I knew it would happen eventually, but the journey was amazing in itself. As my breasts continue to mature, they are becoming more sensitive and what started with sensation mostly in the nipples has been spreading to the areolas and the breasts themselves. My skin has been becoming softer and more sensuous to the touch. Being on female hormones has been a wonder.

[Begoneboy (imported)]

Today I gave myself the gift of an incredible orgasm using only nipple stimulation. No need of any visual stimulation and it was a different kind of eroticism. It didn't involve even thoughts of sex with another person. I simply enjoyed the pleasurable sensation of rubbing my nipples moistened with body lotion. I was in no hurry to reach climax. I knew it would happen eventually, but the journey was amazing in itself. As my breasts continue to mature, they are becoming more sensitive and what started with sensation mostly in the nipples has been spreading to the areolas and the breasts themselves. My skin has been becoming softer and more sensuous to the touch. Being on female hormones has been a wonder.

Welcome to my world!

[not61fin (imported)]

I think I could be close to getting an orgasm just by squeezing and caressing my tits. When I read about it a couple of months ago, I didn't know it could happen to me. I have taken two three-month period by estrofem 2mg every day and I've got a nice litle tits. I love them. The feeling has changed recently. I get a grab full of soft breasts and it feels completely different than anything I have done so far. My balls went three years ago and I have been ever since by Testo, I reduced the dose slowly. I look forward to how the changes taking place and where I am going.

[seanthomas (imported)]

I have been off testosterone for about two years and just really noticed my boobs, having recently lost over twenty pounds. My wife commented on them last week but said she'd noticed them for awhile. Being a Eunuch without testosterone and yet normal (male) levels of estradiol they will no doubt get bigger. I'm neither excited nor disappointed about growing breast. It comes with the territory and I knew when I was castrated it would happen even had I remained on TRT. Anyway, my wife said in order to conceal and support my burgeoning breast I'd need a bra. I tried on one of hers and found I am only slightly smaller than her B cup. Anyway, I ordered a few simple un-adorned women's bras to try. However, if any guys wearing a bra have any specific advice on getting a good fit I'd appreciate it. From what I have read it can be a challenge to find a woman's bra and the ones made specifically for men are ridiculously expensive.

[Chesleyt (imported)]

Can you have your man breast removed is it covered by insurance I recently stopped taking my testosterone and do want to grow breasts any help here? I just started to lose the weight I gained after losing my testicles I gained 30 lbs post orchiotomy and its been just one year since I lost my first testicle March 17th will be a year my becoming an eunuch. It's taken me a year to recover and lose 29 lbs.

[AnneK_TG (imported)]

However, if any guys wearing a bra have any specific advice on getting a good fit I'd appreciate it. From what I have read it can be a challenge to find a woman's bra and the ones made specifically for men are ridiculously expensive.

You could try sports bras. The only problem with them is they tend to come in colours that stand out. Beige ones seem to be scarce.

[Rory Smoot (imported)]

Seanthomas, you might try compression athletic shirts. They're widely available, and look like any other undershirt under a regular shirt, sweatshirt or sweater. My experience is that compression shirts will lightly support your boobs and give a little bit of protection to your nipples and the breast buds underneath. I know when I accidently hit those on something, it's not pleasant.

[Arab Nights (imported)]

seanthomas, how did you loose 20 pounds? I've known two women who gain or lose weight first in their boobs. Interesting you did not seem to lose them as you lost weight.

[Stevenator (imported)]

I think I'm slowly and steadily getting boobie growth. This thrills me as I think I had stalled growth for a while. I'm at the point that I'm starting to show in button up shirts that used to conceal me. Polls and t-shirts myboobs really do show, but one thing I noticed today that showed so much is my nipple development. It showed right through my loose shirt. So a bra is almost a daily necessity for me. I've had the best success with sports bras, and I've been wearing a bra for three years now. Men a typically barrel chested, and the larger band size tends to stretch out the cup size. It's very difficult sizing a bra for men, but your wife is an excellent helper. Mine won't go bra shopping with me so I've almost given up trying to order one. I have several sports bras. White and beige bras hide well. Also consider a front clasp bra. I got mine from leading lady. I hope this works out well for you. I'm 100% all male in the head & in public, but I love myboobs & feminine hips ass and thighs. Good Luck.

[seanthomas (imported)]

seanthomas, how did you loose 20 pounds? I've known two women who gain or lose weight first in their boobs. Interesting you did not seem to lose them as you lost weight.

Intermittent fasting, cut all alcohol consumption and vigorous exercise regimen. I started slimming down for vacation in November. Sadly, since my return five pounds has also returned.

[seanthomas (imported)]

You could try sports bras. The only problem with them is they tend to come in colours that stand out. Beige ones seem to be scarce.

With some help from the wife I ordered several sports / tee shirt style bras off Amazon that should arrive today. I'll give them a try and see if they help the nipples from rubbing and the little guys from flopping around when I exercise. Feedback on both styles I ordered indicated they flatten rather than enhance the breast, which is my goal.

[Begoneboy (imported)]

Intermittent fasting, cut all alcohol consumption and vigorous exercise regimen. I started slimming down for vacation in November. Sadly, since my return five pounds has also returned.

That seems to be the issue for me, I'll lose what I want and then it just pops right back onto the body. Haven't decided whether or not it has to do with age metabolism changes or if I'm just to lazy to keep it off. I hate the 5 to 10 pound see-saw cycle. That cycle just makes me look and feel fat and not in control of my own body.

[Begoneboy (imported)]

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. I know when I accidently hit those on something, it's not pleasant.

I hate wearing the damn bras. They're a pain in the ass and just add another article of clothing I've got to spend money on. And the only successful way of buying them that I've found is to go in the store "Walmart works" and try 'em on until finding one that's comfortable. But they tend to eliminate those "it's not pleasant" moments of hitting them on something or the bouncing around while riding. I guess in the end life is a give and take compromise to be as comfortable as we can.

[AnneK_TG (imported)]

They're a pain in the ass

You're probably wearing them wrong!

[Begoneboy (imported)]

You're probably wearing them wrong!

That may well be. But after a decade of the things I've discovered that there are only so many ways of wearing tit slings.

[Chesleyt (imported)]

I was in the shower getting ready for my surgery today and had some time to examine my body because usually I don't take the time to look really hard. I learned to take military showers as a child because of a water shortage. I noticed today I have more than a big hand full of breast now. I've been on HRT for several years and didn't notice until I just lost 25 lbs recently. So I guess they sneak up on you. They aren't very sensitive yet but not taking testosterone now that might change I guess.

[Birgit1977 (imported)]

Can you have your man breast removed is it covered by insurance I recently stopped taking my testosterone and do want to grow breasts any help here? I just started to lose the weight I gained after losing my testicles I gained 30 lbs post orchiotomy and its been just one year since I lost my first testicle March 17th will be a year my becoming an eunuch. It's taken me a year to recover and lose 29 lbs.

Radiation and/or surgery can remove man breasts but honestly this is the last thing I would do. It is the other way if I ever get breast cancer (very unlikely and I am getting mammograms to detect early) I would insist of having only small areas removed and I would try to get restorative surgery.

[ajtent53 (imported)]

While it may be said by many that I present rather female. The truth of the matter is that I don't try to present anything. I am just living as me. To be sure, my body shape probably projects something that I don't attempt to project. Yes, I wear a skirt at times (easier to make water on the side of the rode) as well as my favorite style of custom made jeans most of the time. I don't cut my hair since I once lost it all do to medical treatment and vowed never to cut it again. So I put it up in rubber bands to keep out of my eyes. Ever rode a motorcycle with long hair beating your eyes to death? I've never worn any sort of make-up and wouldn't know how. If I seem to be female to some I must have one of the most butch female looks on the planet from my point of view. But then again, rarely do we see ourselves as others do. Again, I am just me!

Thank you for this response.

You give me hope in that "I am just me."

I can better live as me as I get better at understanding and loving me.

I do love my journey and I do love my breasts and someday soon, probably after the virus is dealt with, I will need that mammogram as my doctor has placed it in my needed tests category.

Some days I am a boy and somedays I am a girl and as time moves along, my breasts are getting hard to hide.

Through it all, I am finally becomming me.

Aj

[GordonGG (imported)]

Thank you for this response.

You give me hope in that "I am just me."

I can better live as me as I get better at understanding and loving me.

I do love my journey and I do love my breasts and someday soon, probably after the virus is dealt with, I will need that mammogram as my doctor has placed it in my needed tests category.

Some days I am a boy and somedays I am a girl and as time moves along, my breasts are getting hard to hide.

Through it all, I am finally becomming me.

Aj

Congratulations! Freeing isn't it!

[Stevenator (imported)]

We're back at the beach. I sunbathed topless all week. I had to find fairly secluded spots to do so. I did wear a bikini bottom, more akin to a speedo. Only getting in and out of the water when no one was around. I got a couple of looks though. I pooched out my belly and smoked a cigar, pretending to be a Canadian. Haha. No real issues, as most people are still stuck inside their homes now.

I wore a hiking kilt/skirt practically everywhere this week. That was the best I've ever felt in public without pants or trousers. So very liberating! Such a huge confidence booster, too. Shaved legs & two thick silver ankle chains definitely caused some looks with my kilt. I even thought I heard one guy say to his friend, "faggot", but I might have been mistaken. That was a trip to a dockside bar for a fish sandwich alone while my wife was visiting an old girlfriend. It shook me for a bit, but I shook it off. Regardless, I wore the kilt/skirt several days to many places and I can't believe how free I felt. I've worn skirts at home daily for seven years, never in public. The hiking kilt/skirt from purple rain skirts is my favorite garment.

That being said, I've recently ordered micronized progesterone to help round out myboobs. I have a pair of nice B's, but their typical tranny cones. Lots of recent studies are promoting rectal administered progesterone to help mature breast growth. I'm almost there. Loving myboobs.

[Arab Nights (imported)]

I pooched out my belly and smoked a cigar, pretending to be a Canadian. .

?? Is that the Florida view?