Desertfalcon - Finally a Nullo

[desertfalcon (imported)]

So this thread has been coming for a while. I've been reading this site for years and wanted to finally share something back after it was a good resource to me.

I always thought I was different from other boys. Like something didn't feel right about my body.

I found BME as a young teenager by accident. Found a picture of Marcel standing naked as a nullo and felt something so intense I had no words for it and buried the feeling for years despite following the idea online every chance I got.

Four years ago I started reaching out to a few who had gone the nullo surgery route. Eventually made friends with a few of them. ��

Three years ago I tried going a different direction with modifying my junk--I got silicone to the tune of 50cc in my cock and 200 in my balls. Was an interesting experiment, but not what I ultimately wanted.

Ten months ago I got up the courage to start seeing a therapist about this.

Then 8 days ago (August 6th), my dream finally came true thanks to Dr Davis, and at 32 now I'm a new nullo.

I'm still pretty bruised and sore, but I'm healing well and I'm finally flat up front! And I love it so much and can't wait to explore it.

(and if you're a twitter-er, you can see a few more "in the moment" thoughts, I'm @desertfalcon19 on there)

[Cseriess (imported)]

Congratulations. Must be such a great relief and feeling to know you have arrived at the right place.

[GordonGG (imported)]

Congrats indeed! Hopefully this surgery will fulfill a long lasting need. Heal fast.

[Nidaho Rachel (imported)]

Fantastic! Wish you a uneventful recovery!

So, I take it you bypassed castration first and went for having it all done at once? In the last year, It seems that more are going for nullification then in the past. Going for the smooth Ken doll look is becoming more popular! It's great that more surgeons are open to doing this and there are more options for non binary surgerys.

BME opened my eyes to the world of body mods too. I blame them for me having split penis glans

[ambiguous (imported)]

Congratulations on finally arriving at your ultimate goal.

Wishing you a fast recovery.

[T van Keel]

Congratulations and wishing also a quick recovery. Hope you don't need to experience some issues like a stricture at the reroute opening. I'm still having some problems with this.

[PinoyEunuch (imported)]

Congrats to a new fellow nullo.

Hopefully you'll have an uneventful recovery. Nullos like us usually end up having revisions done.

[JockItch (imported)]

Congratulations! Wishing you a speedy recovery!

[desertfalcon (imported)]

Hi all! Thanks for all the kind words, it means a lot.

Answers to your questions, along with a couple of updates!

It was all at once. Castration, penectomy, nerve saving, urethral reroute, and silicone removal in one procedure. Maybe if I'd started younger I'd have done a eunuch phase before going nullo, but I didn't want to wait any longer. (Yes, I realize that at 32 I'm still on the young side for this!). Going into a surgical center one morning as a fully intact male and waking up a nullo in a recovery room is a hell of a mind trip.

Re: healing. There was a lot of bruising and excess swelling (vs typical nullification surgery) because of my previous silicone injection--silicone creates a lot of scar tissue, that's how it gets the meaty hefty effect on the ball sac. I'm on day 11 now. As for the urethra mine is open and I'm peeing out of it just fine. I'm starting to feel well enough down there to *very gingerly* start to touch the area and see how it feels flat. It feels so wonderful to be flat. I'm getting better and stronger each day, but I still have a ways to go.

Re: Davis, his surgery work is top notch. Results are neat, clean, low scarring, he offers a nerve saving option to have a "fun zone" if you want, and he can do it all at once for a really reasonable price. He really pays attention to how it will look afterwards and to save the sensation that he can. He's never had a patient get a urethral stricture and he's done at least a dozen nullification surgeries now. He does good enough work that hopefully I won't need to have a revision later. And his bedside manner is great, he's really good at explaining what the procedure is, what he does, what your options are, and keeping it light and feeling natural; I was really nervous during my consults and he made me feel like what I was doing was the most natural thing in the world for me. His office staff are well meaning, but disorganized. You just have to price that in. Also, FYI, he basically doesn't give out info responding to queries--you need to have a formal consultation and establish a Dr-Patient relationship before he will talk. It's worth doing the consult early if you're curious.

[keyman419 (imported)]

Then 8 days ago (August 6th), my dream finally came true thanks to Dr Davis, and at 32 now I'm a new nullo.

Congrats from a fellow nullo brother. I too had it all done in 1 go but I'm older than you. You are right about going into the OR fully intact and waking up and it's all gone. I'm so glad you are happy. Feel free to reach out if you have any questions or want to chat with another brother. Congrats.

[TopManFL (imported)]

Weay to go. So glad you did it right and are safe and healthy.

[Nidaho Rachel (imported)]

I bet it was one hell of a mind trip going from fully intact male and waking a nullo, even when you have been wanting this for a long time and have been preparing yourself for it. Waking up and finding the reality that everything is now gone forever is really real must be shocking at first till it sinks in! A big smile is probably the next reaction:)

[nullfan (imported)]

congratulations! I'm glad that the pathway for this is becoming more available for folks...

[Nidaho Rachel (imported)]

Desertfalcon I hope your recovery is going smoothly and that your pleased with who you have become.

[NovaMike]

Congratulations. I hope you continue to do well with healing and that you are happy with the results.

I have considered the full nullo route. It would take care of removing everything I don't like. My biggest hesitation has to be the public restroom. I like not having to sit on the toilet to pee. It has taken me many years to get to the point where I know it isn't a fetish, but something I need and want.

[John lee (imported)]

Hey falcon, I love your detailed, intelligent clarifications. Read your twitter stuff, so good, thanks for the heads up. I look forward to reading about your journey from here on, in particular your stated intention to be as sexually active as ever.

Cheers, congrats and thanks!

[Jacksinful (imported)]

Hey Falcon,

I am wondering how things are going with your healing and recovery. We haven't heard from you in a while! I really hope things are going well for you!

[kristoff]

Congratulations. I hope you continue to do well with healing and that you are happy with the results.

I have considered the full nullo route. It would take care of removing everything I don't like. My biggest hesitation has to be the public restroom. I like not having to sit on the toilet to pee. It has taken me many years to get to the point where I know it isn't a fetish, but something I need and want.

You can always look for a woman's pee funnel. Stand up with this positioned over the appropriate orifice and go. Unfortunately the link I have is out-of-date, but a bit of searching will likely find it. There may be a shop where you're at that specifically carries such things for women.

[Mac (imported)]

Hi all! Thanks for all the kind words, it means a lot.

Answers to your questions, along with a couple of updates!

It was all at once. Castration, penectomy, nerve saving, urethral reroute, and silicone removal in one procedure. Maybe if I'd started younger I'd have done a eunuch phase before going nullo, but I didn't want to wait any longer. (Yes, I realize that at 32 I'm still on the young side for this!). Going into a surgical center one morning as a fully intact male and waking up a nullo in a recovery room is a hell of a mind trip.

Re: healing. There was a lot of bruising and excess swelling (vs typical nullification surgery) because of my previous silicone injection--silicone creates a lot of scar tissue, that's how it gets the meaty hefty effect on the ball sac. I'm on day 11 now. As for the urethra mine is open and I'm peeing out of it just fine. I'm starting to feel well enough down there to *very gingerly* start to touch the area and see how it feels flat. It feels so wonderful to be flat. I'm getting better and stronger each day, but I still have a ways to go.

Re: Davis, his surgery work is top notch. Results are neat, clean, low scarring, he offers a nerve saving option to have a "fun zone" if you want, and he can do it all at once for a really reasonable price. He really pays attention to how it will look afterwards and to save the sensation that he can. He's never had a patient get a urethral stricture and he's done at least a dozen nullification surgeries now. He does good enough work that hopefully I won't need to have a revision later. And his bedside manner is great, he's really good at explaining what the procedure is, what he does, what your options are, and keeping it light and feeling natural; I was really nervous during my consults and he made me feel like what I was doing was the most natural thing in the world for me. His office staff are well meaning, but disorganized. You just have to price that in. Also, FYI, he basically doesn't give out info responding to queries--you need to have a formal consultation and establish a Dr-Patient relationship before he will talk. It's worth doing the consult early if you're curious.

Congratulations - hope that everything works well for you. Wish I could get the same.

[Losethem (imported)]

You can always look for a woman's pee funnel. Stand up with this positioned over the appropriate orifice and go. Unfortunately the link I have is out-of-date, but a bit of searching will likely find it. There may be a shop where you're at that specifically carries such things for women.

I bought one of those ahead of my nullification five years ago. I tried it a couple times and it failed miserably. I think the issue is the position of the rerouted urethral opening on nullos which is most often not far forward of the anus. A woman has a urethral opening which is much higher so it's easier to get gravity to do it's job with the funnel with how it logically places against the crotch.

[black1980 (imported)]

I remember reading he was in the the Atlanta, Georgia Metropolitan area.

[Losethem (imported)]

I remember reading he was in the the Atlanta, Georgia Metropolitan area.

For the record, and it's been stated in the Eunuch Archive many times, Dr. Davis is in Palo Alto, California, USA.