oh fuck...

[robi (imported)]

Hello Tonks,

it is possible to meet you in Austria? I am on holiday at this to the end of August, but I am busy at this week. Perhaps in the next? You can practise some cbt on by balls. Is it ok?

robi

cock-spanking, stapling the scrotum to the thighs, putting candles into the pee hole and lightning them, good ole "Dave's Insanity Sauce",... the options are manyfold.

[Tonks (imported)]

Hello Tonks,

it is possible to meet you in Austria? I am on holiday at this to the end of August, but I am busy at this week. Perhaps in the next? You can practise some cbt on by balls. Is it ok?

robi

im always very cautious when it comes to a RL meeting/session. first of all, i don't do it on a "spank me, hurt me, although i hardly know you"-basis. i DO make quite a fuss about meeting someone because i think both parties should benefit from it.

i'd like to get to know you better throuh PM's or else first before we would agree to meet.

[haltlos (imported)]

What the *** is "Dave's Insanity Sauce" ?

I mean, I know what "Dave's Insanity Sauce" IS of course but I wonder if I have the same thing in mind as you. Hot Chillie Sauce?

That works?

But you cannot touch it anymore then, much less take it in your mouth or elsewhere...?

Du steckst ja voller Überraschungen. *g

[Tonks (imported)]

But you cannot touch it anymore then, much less take it in your mouth or elsewhere...?

disposable latex gloves, and no, i wouldn't recommend giving a blow job with dave's insanity on the cock.

[haltlos (imported)]

If it does what I'd expect, I'd maybe not recommend putting it on...

Well, just maybe.

[Tonks (imported)]

If it does what I'd expect, I'd maybe not recommend putting it on...

Well, just maybe.

i find it intriguing to use. and then shoving an eggplant up his ass.

[haltlos (imported)]

Yes, it sounds VERY nice.

(Bis auf den Part mit der Aubergine. Aber du machst das ja schließlich auch nicht zum Spaß. ... )

Makes me ponder about the durability of condoms again...

But then, could be tricky to control the effect, I would think.

I had a ...ähm "test" with heat-salve once and that was, well, as I said, ...tricky to control.

What do you think, what is more important: The pain or the fear or the power?

And how do you approach?

What do you (want to) "get"?



gus

[Tonks (imported)]

What do you think, what is more important: The pain or the fear or the power?

And how do you approach?

What do you (want to) "get"?

gus

ideally the scene should involve an equal amount of pain and a dominating feeling. i don't like to use the term "fear" here, as to me it seems to be somewhat contraproductive.

in my mind, a scene should be good for all parties involved. real fear is a inhibitor for that.

i get my fun out of that. that's what being a domme is really all about: fun and power.

[haltlos (imported)]

"I get my fun out of that."

Yes, that's what I would have expected.

I meant, what do you "get" more specifically...

Like "an equal amount" does not really say very much.

And, you know, "pain and a dominant feeling" as well as "fun and power" would also apply to going in for sports after all.

I can only start at myself but I don`t see any problem calling fear just "fear".

(I mean, hey, take a look at my avatar. )

I would think that's the substantial counterpart of what you call "dominant feeling" and I feel it's "real" fear just like it's "real" power and "real" pain and "real" sex.

Again starting from my own feelings, if we're talking "balance", I think what you mean could be balance between real fear and real trust.

...?

...

gus

[Tonks (imported)]

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I think what you mean could be balance between real fear and real trust.

gus

in BDSM trust is quintessential to me. i wouldn't "play" with someone if s/he doesn't trust me.

[haltlos (imported)]

Yes, but the trust is not what get's you off...

[Tonks (imported)]

Yes, but the trust is not what get's you off...

power gets me off. im a control-freak.

[haltlos (imported)]

But you don't have sleepless nights, pondering about your motivations, do you?



...

gus

[Tonks (imported)]

But you don't have sleepless nights, pondering about your motivations, do you?

gus

no, im not that philosophical.

[haltlos (imported)]

What a pity, somehow.

Cause at this place, we can not do much more than talk.

:p

[Tonks (imported)]

What a pity, somehow.

Cause at this place, we can not do much more than talk.

:p

fair enough, but i don't have the time nor the inner strength to dig up what might be hidden behind my nasty streaks.

i just accept them.

[haltlos (imported)]

"

don't have the time nor the inner strength ...

"

Ooohhhhh, come on, now!

Girl!

"

i wouldn't "play" with someone if s/he doesn't...

"

Now what?

"I just accept them."

No. That says you don't bother.

To accept it you would have to need to know what it is first.

Anyway, I have no problem with you that way and I suppose neither do you.

If you wanna call it nasty, well I call it SEXY.

But anyway.

It's not as if we all hadn't other problems.

...

I (for example) have constantly problems with my jobs, chronically with my personal relationships, repeatedly with my technical enviroment, fatigueingly with that social enviromenmt, ...etc, but really: Do you want to know?

...?

Is that really interesting?

...?

See?

...

gus

[Tonks (imported)]

"

don't have the time nor the inner strength ...

"

Ooohhhhh, come on, now!

Girl!

To accept it

you would have to need to know what it is first.



i do bother, but i don't go off discovering my inner self. im too young for that shit. midlife crisis will have to wait another couple of years. you can accept a great many things without knowing what it is.

[haltlos (imported)]

Oh fuck, you're right:

I noticed just now; I used to be "fully qualified member" for too long, now the board made me a "senior member"..., argh.

But then I guess, in the way you put it, I'm stuck in midlife crisis since about my 14th birthday.

... *gus

[A-1 (imported)]

If you are a girl...(obviously)...with a rack like that, you must have had some creep make you upset by amorous actions and/or desires.

We do not care why you want to wreak havoc on some guy's package or cut the balls off some guy, either, if you do not.

However, if you should ever want to explore your reasons, remember, we are here.

If you are as young as you claim to be, (and as beautiful as I imagine you to be), you may want this some day. The most rewarding roads are always the ones that are the hardest to travel, and therefore the least travelled.

I repeat, we are here for you, if you should ever need us. Until then, chop away, honey!!!

A-1

[haltlos (imported)]

Hey hey! Just in time!

Man, I was really starting to worry a bit, you dirty old

Really just a tiny little bit! . . .

(Next time tell me: I grant you political asylum!)

Tonks!

May I introduce you and my dear friend Mr. A Nr.1; you have already seen each other I suppose.

Tonks, A-1.

A-1, Tonks.

[Tonks (imported)]

If you are a girl...(obviously)...with a rack like that, you must have had some creep make you upset by amorous actions and/or desires.

We do not care why you want to wreak havoc on some guy's package or cut the balls off some guy, either, if you do not.

However, if you should ever want to explore your reasons, remember, we are here.

If you are as young as you claim to be, (and as beautiful as I imagine you to be), you may want this some day. The most rewarding roads are always the ones that are the hardest to travel, and therefore the least travelled.

I repeat, we are here for you, if you should ever need us. Until then, chop away, honey!!!

A-1

hehehe me not wanna chop anything... me is just a lil bit sadistic and me wuvs cbt

i honestly do appreciate your offer, and im sure i'll come back to it sooner or later.

[Tonks (imported)]

Hey hey! Just in time!

Man, I was really starting to worry a bit, you dirty old

Really just a tiny little bit! . . .

(Next time tell me: I grant you political asylum!)

Tonks!

May I introduce you and my dear friend Mr. A Nr.1; you have already seen each other I suppose.

Tonks, A-1.

A-1, Tonks.

Hi A-1, Hi haltlos (again)

have seen him now *waves*

[robi (imported)]

Hi,

I hope your imagination comes true Tonks. I have no experiences about cbt but I wanna have some. What do you prefer by doing cbt? (in your fantasie or in reality) I live only in fantasie (until now...)

robi

Hi A-1, Hi haltlos (again)

have seen him now *waves*

[Tonks (imported)]

Hi,

I hope your imagination comes true Tonks. I have no experiences about cbt but I wanna have some. What do you prefer by doing cbt? (in your fantasie or in reality) I live only in fantasie (until now...)

robi

i prefer needles, clothes pins, flogging and staples. i also find letting him fuck an electric fence quite erotic. chili sauce has a firm place in my sessions. same goes for deep heat cream. kicking the balls is a true pleasure.

im sick like that.