Sunny,
The number of women that desire such nullification as you seek are as rare as hen's teeth. However, the beginnings of such may be found easily in most public libraries. Hasting's massive old twelve volume "Encyclopaedia of Religion and Ethics" treates it and deals with actual research on it. You will find it in several areas--"circumcision" (of females), "infibulation"[different from circumcisional confusions of modern writers] (of females), etc. Such is almost forgotten or dismissed by modern writers and those who write from seminary libraries, rather than research and record findings.
That for which you seek occurred to women (especially those caught being hyper-sexual, primarily prior to their marriage rites and because of such behavior they were deemed too lose to function in their primative society). The elders took such woman into their special tent and had intercourse (etc.) with her, much as the last rites of the town whore. Following this they excised the labia minor, the clitorus, and the labia major. Having removed her outer sex organs, one or more of those "elders" put tough leather around tree bark protecting their fists and arms; then they wrapped viscious thorns (likened to our early barbed-wire); they then used such to destroy the vagina, womb, etc. (often pulling these out clinging to the thorns. Staunching the internal bleeding they stitched (with leather strips) the raw remainders of the vulva together with a large straw in the uretha or a stick laying horizontal under the stitches to allow urine to escape. These "elders" then forced the old women to tend to this mutilated, desexed woman to nurse her back to health (?). Optionally they burned off her breasts and often cut out her tongue also. These women(?) never responded to any sexual stimuli and stood as testimony to the other women what would happen to the betrothed that had gone a whoring.
Upon reading this in Hastings, I almost puked and thought that any cost for the death(s) of those "elders" would have been too exorbitant. Circumcision had a place and reasons for the men; however, for a female such has never been so.
If you don't have to hide your face under a paper bag to go out in public, forget your search, find a male with an equal sexual drive as yours, and enjoy thrilling each other until the day feelings no longer can be conducted by your aged nerves. No woman is too (anything negative) to find a fellow that loves her; AND no man is (anything negative) to find a woman that loves him. Keep looking, and demand fulfillment as you be his fulfillment. My best to you. Every woman has a beautiful pussy and marvelous mammaries; and most women will agree that every unselfish man has a beautiful cock and balls. Patiently search for your "pearl" in every "oyster" you consider. Any further questions, contact me direct.
