A warm hello from Germany!

[Neutrum260725]

In EAv2, I was registered under the username "Neutrum66". Unfortunately, registration in EAv3 didn't work properly back then for some reason, but it finally worked. In the meantime, I've had some changes: Approximately 9 months of chemical castration with Androcur, followed immediately by nullification in Tijuana on July 26, 2025. Since that day, I've felt better than ever, and sometimes I have to pinch myself because it all seems like a dream. Luckily, it's real.

[wanasoso2]

Hello, I read also your other post on motivation to become an eunuch. Very interesting. But finally at what age did you decide to get nullified and get rid of your sex drive?
Thanks.

[Neutrum260725]

Around 2018, at the age of 61, I began searching the internet for ways to reduce my libido. Information was scarce. "EA" was mentioned several times, but for most people, EA stands for "Electronic Arts," so it wasn't interesting. Then someone wrote out the name of the website, and that was the beginning of a massive information overload. On August 2, 2023, I registered under the username "Neutrum66" in the Eunuch Archive and spent months just reading countless posts. I realized that castration alone wasn't what I wanted. Users like LoseThem, Hash, and many others showed me another way: nullification, and the more I thought about it, the more it appealed to me. I mentally rehearsed all sorts of scenarios to identify potential problems early on. Since I had been retired since January 2015, I had plenty of time for this. On November 8, 2023, I had my first appointment with my family doctor, which I began with the sentence, "I would like to be castrated, and I'll tell you why." She was already surprised, and we discussed the next steps. She referred me to a urologist and later to an endocrinologist, who then prescribed Androcur. Since October 15, 2024, I have been taking 12.5 mg (1/4 tablet) daily, and the effect was phenomenal for me. A bone density measurement was also performed right at the beginning to establish a baseline. On March 28, 2025, the dose was increased from 25 mg daily, which brought another boost. Subsequently, I contacted Dr. Aguilar and received an appointment for July 25, 2025, which, however, had to be postponed at short notice to July 26, 2025. Now at 68, I've finally become a Nullo and I'm very happy about it. For me, it was the best solution.

[wanasoso2]

That is very interesting. About at the same time and with about the same age in 2018 I started with a sex therapist on consultations that end just last year. I was in confusion with my gender. It took about the same amount of years for you to go up to nullification while I'm still ambivalent about my gender. It's a kind of mix male and female, masculine and feminine and I'm balancing between the two. Everyone has it's journey mine seams longer but one thing is sure I want to get rid of this sexual drive that bring me on compulsive masturbation. An activity that is no longer very enjoyable at our age. For me castration could be a solution, penectomy maybe also. But I'm still ambivalent between the pleasure of having a smooth bottom while in tucker, or with a short chastity cage, but I'm not sure at the same time that my penis could go away. It's good when you can be sure of what you really want.