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[trinket (imported)]

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[sag111 (imported)]

Very interesting thought here as I know what you are talking about and I to have a desire to serve. I realey started to understand how i felt severial years back when i first started depo provera and was able to finaly find out how a life without testosterone would be for me.So i cultaveted thoes thoughts and found the Lady who showed me what i was looking for and i no longer have a fight between submisseve and being that Domiaint male that I realey never was.But as I have discovered who I am and what I like I have found that service is what I live for its not about sex for me just treating my Lady and wife with the respect I never could befor.I have always thought it was best to treat others as I wanted to be treated but my thoughts and actions never said that as they do now so yes I have found the world of submission to be a blessing to me.Good luck and God speed as you discover who you realey are.

[trinket (imported)]

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[Peniisus (imported)]

I feel you are so right that imagination and fantasy should play a role in bringing out ones deeper inside.

[I Worship Women (imported)]

I've always felt submissive toward women. I don't know why I feel this way. Everything about my childhood and growing up was normal, average, typical.

When I was in high school I found that I felt submissive toward girls, and that's also when I realized I have castration fantasies. I knew that male submission, female domination, and femdom castration fantasies are not what most people would think is normal. So I felt I had no one I could talk with or share it with so I just kept it to myself. I also felt like I somehow wasn't normal, whatever normal is.

Then on some Yahoo sites and here on EA I found there are other people who have feelings of male submission, female domination, and femdom castration fantasies. It's not easy to feel like you are the only person in the world who has these feelings and that it's not normal. So just knowing there are others who have the same kinds of feelings helps a lot.

I hope to someday find a woman I can share these feelings with, someone who will understand. It helps a lot for a man with these kinds of feelings to have a wife or girlfriend who understands and is ok with it.

[trinket (imported)]

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[I Worship Women (imported)]

Yes trinket, it is very definately worthy of discussing. I'm sure there are many others here who can identify with your feelings and even with some of your experiences. Just shareing that can be helpful.

I don't really identify with your experiences, but you seem to be struggling with you feelings and I do identify with that. I struggle with my feelings, some with the fantasies themselves.

Mostly I struggle with the feelings I have about myself because I have femdom castration fantasies. My feeling about it is that femdom castration fantasies are not normal, and so because I have femdom castration fantasies I view myself as being not normal, that there's something wrong with me, that it's not normal to have castration fantasies so because I have femdom castration fantasies I'm somehow not normal. Those kinds of feelings.

I just started a thread here called "I'm just trying to understand what might have caused my femdom castration fantasies."

I went into a lot of detail in that thread, I don't usually open up and share that much or that kind of information about myself with others, but I'm really seeking insights and views about this in my effort to understand.

Before I first came to Eunich Archive I thought I was the only person in the world who had fantasies and feelings like this at all, and thinking you're the only one makes it much more difficult. When I came here I found there are lots of people who have castration fantasies, and

just knowing there are others who have

castration fantasies helped a lot.

I have tried to get women members to share their insights as well, especially dominant women who are into female domination and female supremacy/superiority, and women who have fantasies about castrating a man. I feel the insights of these ladies would help give us a more well rounded, a more complete insight, understanding, and view of all this.

So yes trinket, It is very much worthy to discuss this. Not only might you find answers yourself, but bringing this up and discussing it might help others who are struggling with feeling about submissive feelings and castration fantasies too.

[trinket (imported)]

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[trinket (imported)]

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[A-1 (imported)]

O.K.,

Better send her here... http://www.bmezine.com/

...boy, you are new around here, aren't you?

A-1

[janmeanwhite (imported)]

Once your cut I could see why I might lose intrest

[trinket (imported)]

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[A-1 (imported)]

If you do this for real find a professional who has done it before. BME can help you do this.

If you do these things in play make sure that she knows what she is doing. Otherwise you may end up being missed by your Mistress while she does her time in prison for killing you.

Just Play safe, O.K.?

A-1

[I Worship Women (imported)]

Thanks to A-1 for posting that link. That should be required reading for anyone prone to playful piercing. It was an eye opener for me. It certainly opens many more doors to explore.

As for being cut ( or pierced ) being a disuading factor, just the opposite is true. The rush that comes from someone that you adore having that kind of power of you is on the high range of estatic!

I see my becoming a eunuch anytime soon being postponed until much more experimentation is done by Mistress Diana. She enjoys the power as much as I enjoy the servitude.

It has been said many times here on the Eunuch Archive Message Board, and I will say it again.

There is a very big difference between castration fantasy and castration reality. Learn what that difference is and respect that difference, it will save you a lot of pain, suffering, agony, and trouble and even regrets.

It sounds to me like you are into castration fantasy and not at all into the reality of what castration is and what it will be like while she is doing it to you and after she has done it. I think you will be much happier staying with castration FANTASY, and that you will be devestated by the castration reality if it did become for real.

[trinket (imported)]

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[A-1 (imported)]

...Our relationship, while being steeped in fantasy, is founded on love and trust. After looking at BME, there may be a permanent ring inserted vertically that will be accomplished via clamping and steering clear of the heavy blood supply areas. A handy attachment for a leash seems to be a possibility if not soon a reality. Should I be glad it is not a ring through my nose?...

YES!

Your cock won't drip as often and you won't have to worry about keeping the "crusties" cleaned off of your cock as much...

Why don't you try a nice Apadravya Apadravya (http://cgi.bmezine.com/cgi-bin/glossary ... a&full=yes)

with a "Doorknocker" (http://www.steelnavel.com/body-jewelry/ ... aight.html) on the top ball. That way she can tie you up or lead you around on a leash...

GET A PROFESSIONAL PIERCER

TO DO IT~!

O.K.?

Play safe...

However, you'd better read THIS (http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/09-male/a ... apadr.html) throughly and make sure that your "Mistress" does also. The sex may not be enhanced unless you know exactly what you are doing...and make sure that you NEVER try having vaginal or anal sex with that "Doorknocker" in you.

A-1

[trinket (imported)]

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[A-1 (imported)]

The Apadravya and Doorknocker would work but I think it will end up to be Reverse PA. Mistress Diana thinks it would be more secure and would definitely be more permanent if soldered in place.

Before we found the Eunuch webpages, it would have been a key ring from the local store, a leather punch, and a soldering gun. See how much influence you have caused us?

A good point was made as to having your loved one end up in prison because of an accident. It would be a good idea to have a signed, and notarized, document in place in the event that an accident would happen as a result of mutually agreed upon actions by consenting adults. It would not have to be a 'slave' contract for those that are not as submissive as others.

Reverse PA. O.K.

The leather punch and key ring would have put you in the Emergency Room of your closest local hospital. If you told them that she did it you would get a social worker involved and adult protective services. If you told them that you had done it yourself then you would have had a nice, peaceful stay in the closest psychiatric facility for at least 72 hours. Plus the sore dick and stiches.

The document of which you speak would not stand in a court of law. Especially if there was life insurance involved. You cannot sign your rights away. You had better know what you are doing so that there will be NO accidents.

Play safe...

Capish?

A-1

[Uncle Flo (imported)]

It is as A-1 says. A person can not consent to an illegal act. In fact, such a "consent document" can be used by a prosecutor to show intent of one or both parties to commit a crime, therefore aggravating the offence. --FLO--

[trinket (imported)]

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[A-1 (imported)]

trinket,

This (http://www.bmezine.com/news/jimward/20040528.html) is an interesting site.

Perhaps what you seek is a segment ring (http://www.thechaingang.com/index.php/cPath/247). You can super-glue this thing together. You would have to saw it to get it off, and the friction will burn the hell out of you cutting it with a grinding wheel. It could be soldered, but I would not recommend trying that. Perhaps you could heat sink (http://www.kpsec.freeuk.com/solder.htm) it to where it would not burn you. Or, perhaps you could solder it quickly enough and then immerse in water. (Ice water would not be necessary.) The trick would be to find a piercing ring that would not transmit heat very quickly. I am not a metallurigist, so I could not help you on that one. Therefore, if I were your friend I would get the acrylic ring. Keeping these things clean prevents infections. Make sure what you do does NOT make it pourous. Superglue is impermeable, so it should be the best.

Here (http://www.chastitytube.com/letters.html) is a nice fantasy story from this (http://www.chastitytube.com/) site.

If it is fantasy that you want, perhaps this (http://www.tpe.com/~altarboy/not81210.htm) story from this (http://www.tpe.com/~altarboy/newstuff.php) site will help.

This (http://www.tpe.com/) is also an interesting site.

Honestly, you can pick up most of these things by "Googling" key words. then you find a site such as http://www.chastitytube.com/letters.html you can just use a cut and paste feature to shorten it to http://www.chastitytube.com/ so that you can find all of the stories at that site.

Most of what you seek is only fantasy, and you certainly should seek some knowlegable person to guide you and to keep your fantasy and your reality realistically separated of you can get into some big problems real fast.

Remember, there is never much new under the sun. Mankind has been on this Earth for a long enough time to have discovered most of the possible perversions.

Just remember to play safe and try not to kill anybody or get yourself killed. Trust is a big part of the fantasy-reality that you are courting. Don't let a novice experiment on you or your bad day could last the rest of your life or even be fatal. Some of the so-called "Water Bondage" scenes on the net scare me to death, mostly because I know how easy it is to get into trouble because I have seen too many people do it and then I had to assist in the aftermath adjustment. I am sure that some are choking and swallowing water and it will just be a matter of time until somebody is killed (drowned) and that somebody will be a beautiful woman.

One fraction of a second of misjudgment or inattention at 70 mph on a motorcycle can result in death or a life-changing event. A bad rig in a bondage scene will involve the same physical forces as the motorcycle wreck with just as disasterous of a result.

The moral of this lecture is be damned sure that you know what you are doing and remember Murphy's Law, "If anything can go wrong, it WILL go wrong."

A-1

[emasculateme (imported)]

about the only way i see it being possible to solder a piercing shut without doing some serious harm to the wearer, would be if the ring came with insulation of some sort...which would mean it would have to be installed on an existing piercing...and then have the jewelry changed after the piercing had healed...that said, i know of no such piercing jewelry on the market...but that's really the only way i could see something like that working.