A interesting story I found on Reddit that I wanted to share

[Friotler7]

It could be lying, because that's internet, but, either way, it shows what passes through someone's mind.

Ever since I was 11 or so I was plagued by an intense libido. From age 11 to age 18 I was masturbating 5 times a day. Back then I thought it was just a temporary thing and that after I finished puberty I would adapt to my hormone levels and my sex drive would lower to a more manageable level.

Throughout my university years, my sex drive remained just as high. I still kept thinking that in a few years time, my sex drive would drop off and I just needed to wait a little longer.

When I turned 25 and there was no significant decline in my sex drive I knew I had to do something.

Before I go on though, I should probably emphasize just how much my insanely high libido was affecting my life. When I was in middle school and high school, going the school day without masturbating was a feat of heroic difficulty and many days I caved and masturbated in the bathroom stall. Regardless, the first thing I did when I got home was masturbate, which I would do no less than two more times before (quite often more) I went to bed. I always masturbated first thing when I woke up as well.

My sex drive and the required masturbation that went along with it completely controlled my life. When I got my first "real job" after I got my degree, I only had a 45 minute lunch break. I lived half an hour away from where I worked so there was no way I would have been able to drive home, masturbate, and get back to work on time. So what I did was I ran out of the building, got in my car, drove into the parking lot of an abandoned store that was 15 minutes away, masturbate, and go back to work. This left no time for me to actually eat lunch, other than maybe scarf down some packaged food that I had ready in my car.

There were major decisions that I made in my life that I made in order to maximize my opportunities to masturbate. The main reason I didn't do any extracurricular activities in high school was because I needed to get home ASAP and masturbate. I thought about joining the military but one of the reason I opted not to was fear of lack of opportunities to masturbate, especially in boot camp. One of the reasons I dropped out of the first university I attended was so I could go to a university close enough to where I could live at home (where I would have more opportunities to masturbate) and commute to class.

I know it sounds like I'm exaggerating but I'm being as honest as I can.

I really didn't get much pleasure out of masturbation due to doing it some much and being circumcised. It was more of a relief thing, something I needed to do to return to a short lived sanity. I was pretty much like a drug addict.

Getting to the point, I decided the only rational thing to do would be to get castrated. I found a surgeon on the internet in Thailand, paid less than $3000 and got both of testicles surgically removed.

The surgery most certainly worked in the sense that it lowered my sex drive astronomically. My sex drive went from a 100 to a 2. Interestingly, my nonsexual romantic desire for women also plummeted, going from a 100 to about a 10. Before, I always masturbated right before bed and imagined myself snuggling with a girl after, now I almost never masturbate before bed and instead of fantasizing about having a girl with me, most of the time my mind is just filled with random thoughts.

Other changes include feeling far less anger, complete loss of most fetishes, finding a much smaller pool of women physically attractive and a change in the type of woman I had a preference for. I also have a lot less motivation and energy in general. In terms of physical changes I have a lot less body hair, my facial hair growth slowed down (though not nearly as much as my body hair growth did) and I have a lot less muscle mass.

So AMA.

source: https://www.reddit.com/r/casualiama/com ... _i_got_an/

EDIT 10/04/2026 : I put the paragraphs back. I don't know why I didn't before.

[waj1993]

I can relate to quite a bit of that, i had rubbed things raw on many occasions and still felt compelled to do the act, with does of shame after.

Never at school that i can remember, but many times in the car (even while driving), church bathroom, under the blanket on my grandparents couch, etc. It consumed quite a bit of my time - and this was all before the easy access to stimulating images on the web.

Pretty sure my grandparents knew what was going on, but they never called me out on it (but i think thats what accelerated getting my own room).

[WheelyFixed]

Doesn't sound to unusual, especially if not doing any hormone replacement. I have also seen reports of people getting themselves fixed because of feeling like they had to much of an addiction to masturbation / porn, etc...

So no way to tell how true this guy's story is, but nothing in it jumped out at me as BS for whatever it's worth.

WheelyFixed

[waj1993]

Glad those days are done, and wish i would have gone down this route sooner.

[Friotler7]

I can relate to quite a bit of that, i had rubbed things raw on many occasions and still felt compelled to do the act, with does of shame after.

Never at school that i can remember, but many times in the car (even while driving), church bathroom, under the blanket on my grandparents couch, etc. It consumed quite a bit of my time - and this was all before the easy access to stimulating images on the web.

Pretty sure my grandparents knew what was going on, but they never called me out on it (but i think that's what accelerated getting my own room).

I've masturbated in my work, maybe three times. I just go for a walk in the nearby forest and relieved myself. I have done it in public spaces already a few times. But the worst days are the ones that I stay at home. The best way to deal with it is to be very occupied with work and maintain friendships. Having a partner might help or even solve it, which is not my case.

I masturbated in a garage too when I was a teen. I wonder how bad it is.

[Neutrum260725]

I'm familiar with this behavior, though not quite to that extreme. As soon as I had enough time and privacy, it would start, sometimes up to six times a day. Interestingly, it happened more often in the summer than in the winter. When I had my stroke in March 2008, it was almost a catastrophe. For about ten years, I tried to improve things, but nothing helped. I decided to put an end to the urge to finally have some peace. I came across EAv2 and spent months reading about it. On July 26, 2025, my dream came true thanks to Dr. A., and since then, I've been feeling better than ever.

Neutrum260725

[Friotler7]

I'm familiar with this behavior, though not quite to that extreme. As soon as I had enough time and privacy, it would start, sometimes up to six times a day. Interestingly, it happened more often in the summer than in the winter. When I had my stroke in March 2008, it was almost a catastrophe. For about ten years, I tried to improve things, but nothing helped. I decided to put an end to the urge to finally have some peace. I came across EAv2 and spent months reading about it. On July 26, 2025, my dream came true thanks to Dr. A., and since then, I've been feeling better than ever.

Neutrum260725

Thanks for sharing. I'm sorry for your stroke. If you had recovered from the impotence, do you think you would still undergone the operation?

[Neutrum260725]

Absolutly YES! That was the best idea I ever had. I love the socalled "Eunuch Calm", the inner peace and freedom I feel.

Neutrum260725

[Castor]

The story is told in such a matter-of-fact way that I think it must be true. In particular, the part in the chat where he writes about depression and suicidal thoughts makes the story seem all the more credible to me.

What’s strange is that he claims there was no website 11 years ago for men wanting to undergo castration. It doesn’t sound as though he has no experience of searching the internet. So he must have come across eunuch.org.

-Castor

[Friotler7]

The story is told in such a matter-of-fact way that I think it must be true. In particular, the part in the chat where he writes about depression and suicidal thoughts makes the story seem all the more credible to me.

What’s strange is that he claims there was no website 11 years ago for men wanting to undergo castration. It doesn’t sound as though he has no experience of searching the internet. So he must have come across eunuch.org.

-Castor

And, in the comments, he also says that he lurked in transgender sites because there was no site for castrated men, specifically, which is also false, as EAv2 as online then. He just didn't search for the correct keywords. I have found eunuch archive quite easily back then.

[NaturalEunuch]

Sounds like a pretty common story. I'm glad it had a happy ending.

[2026Curious]

Fake story?

[WheelyFixed]

Fake story?

Quite possibly, though it is hard to tell... It doesn't have anything in it that sounds like total BS, and matches a great deal of what other posters that have gotten themselves fixed have said about their feelings and drives before surgery...

No real way to tell how genuine this particular story is, but it isn't so far out to be unbelievable...

WheelyFixed

[photoglenn]

There are many parts of the experience that I also had.

I also had wished very much that I could get rid of my balls and erections.

It took decades, and by chance, and choice, I am now a eunuch, who is impotent.

Sometimes you do get what you wish for, so be careful what you wish for.

I am at last properly positioned in life and glad for good tidings.

[sftineun]

It could be lying, because that's internet, but, either way, it shows what passes through someone's mind.

So AMA.

source: https://www.reddit.com/r/casualiama/com ... _i_got_an/

EDIT 10/04/2026 : I put the paragraphs back. I don't know why I didn't before.

Although I can relate to the story, this one unfortunately seems very suspicious. When I checked out casualiama's posts on Reddit, he had all kinds of wild stories, from self harm, dating a much older man (wasn't he talking about girls in the quoted article?) to being handicapped, all ending with the invitation to AMA.

He did seem to know quite a lot about castration. But he never got back to the topics in other posts.

Any way, as I said, I can certainly relate. I was hyper sexual ever since I was going through puberty. While I enjoyed playing with my hard on, well before I was able to shoot anything, I was developing an obsession of not letting my penis get hard. Somehow, in the early years of reaching puberty, I have somehow figured out how to invert my penis into my body, and rolled up my jockey shorts into tight g-strings so as to keep my penis tucked inside regardless of the hard and painful erections when I went to bed. Often, I would wake up from the painful erections while still tucked in and had to begrudgingly let my hard-on out and relief myself. Even my mom caught me in that self-made g-string.

Other times, during the day, I to masturbate frequently. I had been caught more than I could count. More than a few nights, I'd run to the bathroom buck naked with the hard on in an attempt to relief myself, just to run into my parents in the hallway.

Even by my twenties, staying in boarding school and later college, every once in a while, I would have to go jerk off in the public bathrooms in college and later at work. But unlike the writer, I found other like-minded guys and glory holes. During weekends, I often avoided going out with friends and instead spent hours at adult bookstores watching one porn video after another, edging all the way until I lost control on the 4th or 5th video. Only when I finally shot with an achy penis did I felt actually relieved. So, in a way, I can relate to the story.

In my 30's and 40's, I was still so oversexed that my boyfriend could not keep up.

I finally castrated myself chemically back in 2009. I enjoyed about 10 years of calm, just to find out I developed osteopenia. Now, I have to take TRT to maintain bone health. But I had to work with my endocrinologist to minimize my dosage so that I don't go back to hyper-sexuality. My endo's after visit notes actually included a key objective, "to avoid unwanted erections."

Even so, I am still oversexed than my new bf who is 20 years my junior.

[WheelyFixed]

I don't do Reddit because of privacy concerns (and BTW I just got a blurb in an investment letter I follow about how Reddit is going to be attempting to further monetize its service by selling it's message CONTENT to AI modelers and advertisers....) so wasn't aware of the other posts, thanks for pointing this out sftineun...

Purely speculation, but given that one of the available models for home AI is "Llama" one could see a suggestive parsing in that username... In some ways the story could be something generated by an AI simply because it manages to hit so many of the 'right buttons' as to make it almost TO good to be real...

I may also be missing something in that I don't get the reference to AMA - I know of lots of different associations with those initials (and am a member of one of them) but none seem like they'd fit with the story posted or any of the other ones mentioned...

WheelyFixed

[Friotler7]

Even so, I am still oversexed than my new bf who is 20 years my junior.

Have you ever considered seeing a psychiatrist? That could be something of a compulsive disorder. I'm trying to treat my Tourettes (nervous tics) and my doctor recommended me Sertraline Chlorinate, which helps with obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD). I noticed that much of my sexual urges and impulses lowered a lot, but it still early to say (less than one month). Due to that, I think I would give up castration, since there are a better solution for dealing with intense sexual urges without losing my testosterone factory.

[Friotler7]

I don't do Reddit because of privacy concerns (and BTW I just got a blurb in an investment letter I follow about how Reddit is going to be attempting to further monetize its service by selling it's message CONTENT to AI modelers and advertisers....) so wasn't aware of the other posts, thanks for pointing this out sftineun...

Some redditors are migrating to a site called Lemmy, which is pointed as more private and something else I don't remember. I created a account there, but still didn't explored the platform.

Purely speculation, but given that one of the available models for home AI is "Llama" one could see a suggestive parsing in that username... In some ways the story could be something generated by an AI simply because it manages to hit so many of the 'right buttons' as to make it almost TO good to be real...

The story is almost 8 years older than AI generated stories.

Although I can relate to the story, this one unfortunately seems very suspicious. When I checked out casualiama's posts on Reddit, he had all kinds of wild stories, from self harm, dating a much older man (wasn't he talking about girls in the quoted article?) to being handicapped, all ending with the invitation to AMA.

I don't want to log in to see it, but those posts do, at least, prove OP had a strong sex drive.

Wheely, AMA is a acronym for "Ask Me Anything".

[Stallion]

Sounds like a pretty common story. I'm glad it had a happy ending.

so where is the story ?

[WheelyFixed]

so where is the story ?

first message in thread...

WheelyFixed

[dandelion]

Purely speculation, but given that one of the available models for home AI is "Llama" one could see a suggestive parsing in that username...

The reddit ended with liama not llama and username ended with "maleama"

[WheelyFixed]

Purely speculation, but given that one of the available models for home AI is "Llama" one could see a suggestive parsing in that username...

The reddit ended with liama not llama and username ended with "maleama"

As I said, it was purely speculation, and looks like it may also have involved some ancient eyeballs that don't work as well as they used to...

Also Friotler7 said the story date is old enough to predate AI - which I didn't know... So definitely a bad guess on my part.

WheelyFixed

[sftineun]

Even so, I am still oversexed than my new bf who is 20 years my junior.

Have you ever considered seeing a psychiatrist? That could be something of a compulsive disorder. I'm trying to treat my Tourettes (nervous tics) and my doctor recommended me Sertraline Chlorinate, which helps with obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD). I noticed that much of my sexual urges and impulses lowered a lot, but it still early to say (less than one month). Due to that, I think I would give up castration, since there are a better solution for dealing with intense sexual urges without losing my testosterone factory.

My sex drive only came back because of my TRT.

I had taken Sertraline before for depression. I did crash my sex drive. But somehow, I found its side effects more troublesome than it's worth. I am planning to approach my PCP to get a referal to a trans endocrinologist for non-binary maintenance, keeping my testosterone at a minimum level, but also keeping my bones healthy without feminization. I am hoping to start Raloxifene, an estrogen antagonist, that post menopausal women take to maintain bone health but used off label for men to prevent gynecomastia.

[WheelyFixed]

My sex drive only came back because of my TRT.

I had taken Sertraline before for depression. I did crash my sex drive. But somehow, I found its side effects more troublesome than it's worth. I am planning to approach my PCP to get a referal to a trans endocrinologist for non-binary maintenance, keeping my testosterone at a minimum level, but also keeping my bones healthy without feminization. I am hoping to start Raloxifene, an estrogen antagonist, that post menopausal women take to maintain bone health but used off label for men to prevent gynecomastia.

Using one of the 'SERM' class drugs like that is not a bad option, (Note there are several of them so your doc will have choices) but according to my doc, they create a higher risk of blood clots than E patches or shots.... If your medical history indicates a higher risk already for other reasons (like mine does) the doc will probably say it's not be the right choice for you. My reading of the general literature suggests that they actually prefer supplemental E for a lot of post-menopausal women, and usually only prescribe the SERMs when there is a history, or likelihood of breast cancer since many breast cancers respond to E the same way prostate cancer responds to T....

I was also not wanting so wasn't enthused about being limited to just T or E, but at least for me they aren't that terrible...

WheelyFixed

[Evolve]

Sounds like a pretty legit post and certainly an example of why procedures like this should be more freely available on an elective basis.