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Danya, it sounds like you're doing well. I'm really glad you are, and (ahem!) having a bit of fun while exercising your new-found daily responsibilities.

Riverwind (imported) wrote: Fri May 06, 2011 9:16 am When I lived in LA two life times ago this guy on the classical music station morning show said, 'A day without Bach is a day without sunshine'. he is of course right.

Hi River,

Bach...his music does so much for me on several levels.

Riverwind (imported) wrote: Fri May 06, 2011 9:16 am I am so glad you are doing better, keep having fun and exploring your new self. The one that has always been lurking there in the shadows.

Hugs,

River

I miss seeing you and the rest of the EA crowd from the Twin Cities regions. If I find I can swing it, I will drop in at the upcoming Midwest MoM for part of Saturday.

There are loads of fun and new things to explore. As soon as I am able to, I want to get involved with activities where I can be seen and have fun. Like participating in salsa dance clubs. Although I am 59, I continue to view my future as full of possibilities, too.

While I was in Montreal, I met a MTF patient who used to be a model. We hit it off and had several long talks. She's lived in a number of countries, at least for short modeling gigs.

From her knowledge of the way things work in Europe, I learned that I might be able to become a permanent resident of Germany and/or Austria. It's all related to my being first generation American on my father's German side of the family and second generation on my mother's Austrian side of the family

Danya (imported) wrote: Thu Feb 24, 2011 1:21 pm . There was a time when I could

speak German relatively well. I'd need to relearn the language and, more importantly,

Caith721 (imported) wrote: Fri May 06, 2011 9:54 am know that I could find work in Europe. The point is, I'm not closing the door on any options. Not all will come to fruition by any means and that's OK.

Hugs,

Danya

Danya, it sounds like you're doing well. I'm really glad you are, and (ahem!) having a bit of fun while exercising your new-found daily responsibilities.

Hi Caith,

I had a difficult hour or two yesterday (Saturday). Below, I will describe what was going on.

Overall, though, I'm in a very good mood. Dilation is becoming easier with each passing day. I haven't had any

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You naughty girl! Have fun...Be careful with "X" smooches dragonfly

butterflyjack (imported) wrote: Mon May 09, 2011 11:08 am You naughty girl! Have fun...Be careful with "X" smooches dragonfly

I need to be extra cautious with anything involving 'X.' He's a very smooth talker. At least when he's not saying totally outrageous things. I will see him tomorrow and I look at this simply as a chance to get out of bed, and the house, with someone I know. That's it.

He'll probably be on his best behavior. That will not cause me to have selective amnesia about past problems.

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him. He's checking to see if my boss agrees.

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Danya (imported) wrote: Tue Jan 04, 2011 2:14 pm to get back to work. Not only do I need the money, but I

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My doctor gave me the OK to be more active, without overdoing things , starting tomorrow. I will be able to walk 15 minutes at a time, sit and rest for 5 - 10 minutes, then walk more. I can't wait.

Danya,

I agree with your girlfriend as to X's intentions now that you had the surgery. Be Careful and don't give him any opportunities. As you know one advance will lead to another.

Bless you girl.

Danya,

Mac (imported) wrote: Fri May 13, 2011 11:27 am I agree with your girlfriend as to X's intentions now that you had the surgery. Be Careful and don't give him any opportunities. As you know one advance will lead to another.

Bless you girl.

Hi Mac,

I was very careful when I saw 'X' yesterday. My girlfriend is very earthy while quickly getting to the heart of the matter.

Thanks for writing.

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Danya (imported) wrote: Sat Jan 22, 2011 3:21 pm and still spending a lot of time in bed. I need to be

cause of the 'minor complication' I wrote about in another post.

I had an appointment with my electrologi

Danya (imported) wrote: Fri Jan 21, 2011 12:39 pm st today. She asked for a show and tell session! I

declined, telling her I might reconsider once my swelling has gone done a lot more. She then said that if

Danya (imported) wrote: Thu Jan 20, 2011 12:58 pm I showed anyone before her, she'd be upset. I think she was

joking. She completed my presurgical electrolysis, so it's not as if she hasn't seen that part of

Danya (imported) wrote: Sun Jan 16, 2011 3:53 pm my body before. But it looks very different now. S

he probably wants to check out the effectiveness of her work.

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Danya (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 10, 2011 11:44 am nd of the appointment, that I needed to go straight home and

get to bed. I reminded her that she had once said that she had clients who went back to work 2 wee

Danya (imported) wrote: Sat Jan 08, 2011 10:49 am ks (!) after surgery. Yes, she said, but they didn't h

ave any complications.

She told me I probably wouldn't need to see her again for a few weeks. Now that

Danya (imported) wrote: Tue Jan 04, 2011 2:14 pm my major source(s) of testosterone are gone, she thinks

we really are close to finishing the work on my face. I'm not convinced , but I hope she is right.

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Danya, it really sounds like you're making great progress on your physical recovery, and that's very good news to hear. Keep getting out of the house at least once or twice every week, even if only for short walks around the neighborhood, or a drive to somewhere else. If you ever get discouraged regarding your healing, just remember it can take an entire year for things to settle into their final appearance.

Hi Caith,

Since I returned home from Montreal, I have had to get out of the house once or twice a day out of necessity. These have been mostly short trips to pick up food and other necessities.

My electrologist rents space from my doctor. When I saw her Saturday, my doctor was there. He asked how I was doing and followed that with "You can go ahead and do whatever you want," referring to my ongoing recovery. He might have forgotten his observation of a few months ago that I tend to get very enthusiastic about lots of things and jump right in. At times, this means I overdo it. You and I have had this conversation in some earlier posts!

Monday, I walked for an hour and a half at the Chicago Botanic Garden without stopping once to rest. I was tiring near the end of my walk so I knew I needed to get back to the car.

After the hour drive to get back home, my healing area proved to be none the worse from my excursion. I felt terrific, too.

Extended bed rest may at times be necessary. I have found it difficult to cope with four weeks of it but have (mostly) persisted to ensure good healing. During this time, I've read a lot about the psychological downside to long periods of bed rest. It's detrimental to one's physical well-being too even if at times it must be endured. Most of the time, I am able to maintain a positive outlook, realizing that this is temporary.

I may be past needing much bed rest. Last night I went out to a movie for the first time since my surgery. I sat longer than I have before while recovering - nearly 2 1/2 hours. I was using my rubber donut (i.e., invalid ring), but still found it a bit difficult to be comfortable.

When I got home, I examined my external swelling and healing incision area. I was surprised that, for the first time without the application of ice, the swollen area was as cool as the rest of my skin. I cannot draw a definitive conclusion from this, but I want to believe that being upright in some way helped.

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d me that this would have to wait awhile. I would need to recover from surgery. I thought "that won't take too long."

Erica Ann was right, of course.

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Dilating continues to get easier, which is a good thing because Monday I'm supposed to start using a larger dilator. Ouch!

At close to five weeks post-surgery, I seem to be returning to 'normal' I've regained a lot of my energy, although I still tend to tire by 8 - 9 PM. Most days, I'm in a very good mood.

My lower abdominal and labial swelling has decreased quite a bit, although I still have a way to go. Another positive sign with the swelling: the affected area no longer warms to a level significantly higher than other areas. This is true even if I have not applied cold for many hours.

As a result, I'm more comfortable and I'm getting a little better view of how everything turned out. I'm very pleased so far.

Peeing - I don't want to go there now! It's getting better.

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Danya (imported) wrote: Tue Jan 04, 2011 2:14 pm t called, although he's sent a few harmless emails. This inc

reases my confidence that he really has gotten the 'friends only,' and on a limited basis, message.

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A few days ago, for the first time I joined a transsexual support site. I had to join to see content restricted to members. I was interested in others' experiences with dilating and a few other matters. I doubt that I will post there often. That would mean repeating much of what I've already written here. I have no desire to do that.

Danya (imported) wrote: Mon May 23, 2011 9:47 am The one problem I have with Zoloft is that it se

ems to flatten my moods, to an extent.

When searching for anti-depressants to replace the Prozac I took for years (it stopped working well), Zoloft was the second candidate. It kicked my depression 100%, but left me with an almost zero range of emotions. What bothered me is that I no longer experienced any happy or excited feelings, either. I told my psychiatrist this was unacceptable, and this is when I switched to Cymbalta, which has been working well for many years.

Danya, I'm so happy to hear that you are doing well. I havn't had a chance to comment on your updates since have been on the road since the Tornado Outbreak in Alabama and I just got home. I will email you later and hopefully we can talk one evening soon when you are feeling better!

Hugs, Stacy

Hi Danya!

It sounds as you are in "perfect" condition, everything taken into the picture, congratulations!

Greetings

John

Caith721 (imported) wrote: Mon May 23, 2011 8:49 pm When searching for anti-depressants to replace the Prozac I took for years (it stopped working well), Zoloft was the second candidate. It kicked my depression 100%, but left me with an almost zero range of emotions. What bothered me is that I no longer experienced any happy or excited feelings, either. I told my psychiatrist this was unacceptable, and this is when I switched to Cymbalta, which has been working well for many years.

Hi Caith,

I went to a movie Tuesday and I my eyes got a little moist over a scene that would have normally had me in tears - good tears. I will definitely check into taking Cymbalta. Just need to wait until I'm back at work. Thanks

JessicaH (imported) wrote: Mon May 23, 2011 11:10 pm for sharing your experience with Zoloft.

Hugs,

Danya

Danya, I'm so happy to hear that you are doing well. I havn't had a chance to comment on your updates since have been on the road since the Tornado Outbreak in Alabama and I just got home. I will email you later and hopefully we can talk on

e evening soon when you are feeling better!

Hugs, Stacy

Hi Stacy,

I am doing very well,

John (imported) wrote: Thu May 26, 2011 5:40 am thanks! Sorry to hear you've been on the road so much. I look forward to speaking with you soon.

Hugs,

Danya

Hi Danya!

It sounds as you are in "perfect" condition, everything taken into the picture, congratulations!

Greetings

John

Hi John,

Danya (imported) wrote: Fri Dec 17, 2010 12:44 pm Thanks for the congratulations.

Yes, considering how major this surgery is, I am fort[

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Da [/quote] nya (imported) wrote:Thu May 05, 2011 6:52 am

It's good to hear from you, Danya, and that you're physically well...Good luck.. I like the idea of the botanical garden...smooches dragonfly

I am so happy your are doing good, I hope a job comes your way soon, maybe the music center or museum, at any rate you know I wish you the very best.

Lots of hugs,

River

Hi again Danya!

Just don´t overdo it, in case you get troubles when doing a too hard work now in the "beginning" of your new life you might regret it during the rest of your life.

Greetings

John

butterflyjack (imported) wrote: Fri May 27, 2011 6:16 am It's good to hear from you, Danya, and that you're physically well...Good luck.. I like the idea of the botanical garden...smooches dragonfly

Hi dragonfly,

I checked the botanic garden's web site again today. There are two full-time j(i.e., permanent) openings that fit my background. With at least one of these, I would not make nearly as much as I make with contract work. They offer excellent benefits, though, and cou

Riverwind (imported) wrote: Fri May 27, 2011 11:12 pm ld fit into a multiple income stream stragey.

Hugs,

Danya

I am so happy your are doing good, I hope a job comes your way soon, maybe the music center or museum, at any

rate you know I wish you the very best.

Lots of hugs,

River

Hi River,

I continue to do well.

There is one well-known area science museum that has a managerial opening that fits my experience and education. Increasingly, many non-IT jobs require skills in technology and IT-related areas such as business analysis. The latter is my current career concentration. The museum opening is one of these, as is one of the botanic garden openings.

That reminds me, there are also one or two openings at the arboretum that are good matches for me. I hadn't thought of a music-related opportunity, other than playing the organ and piano. Perhaps also leading a choir. I will check out employment opportunities on the Chicago Symphony Orchestra and other music organization web sites.

Someone here pointed out to me earlier this week that these multip

John (imported) wrote: Sat May 28, 2011 5:06 am le skill sets would indeed by useful in the right organization.

I always appreciate your good wishes!

Hugs,

Danya

Hi again Danya!

Just don´t overdo it, in case you get troubles when doing a to

o hard work now in the "beginning" of your new life you might regret it during the rest of your life.

Greetings

John

Hi John,

Although I continue to heal from my minor complication, I can tell I'm not yet ready to return to work. I want to in the worst way!

If I had had no complication, I would have been able to work roughly two weeks ago. Instead, I am continuing to be cautious. I will continue to stay mostly at home next week and possibly the week after. That would bring me to the 8 weeks total recovery time many GRS surgeons recommend as ideal.

This plan means I will probably cancel my downtown recruiter interview on Tuesday. It also means I will develop more cabin fever!

You are absolutely correct. I do not want to overdo things at this point. Waiting another week or two to be interviewing is best.

Hugs,

Danya

I continue to regain my strength and energy. Most days now I get out and about for an extended period of 4 - 5 hours. Typically, I spend this time both driving and walking. While seated, although I still need to use my rubber donut, I have reached the point where I can sit for six or more hours with no more than minor to moderate pain. If I take ibuprofen, the pain remains minor.

Over the six weeks since surgery, I've had some down days. A result of feeling very isolated as I limited much of my time to bed rest. Most of the time, though, I am very upbeat both about the surgery results and my future prospects for my life and career. Now that I'm able to get out much more, I'm doing very well emotionally.

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Sounds like you're doing great. My best to you.

It's really great to hear you're getting out and about, Danya. I'd say the fresh air is good for you, but with summer heat now here I don't know how good the air really is. It's really important for your mental as well as physical health, not to mention just your psychological well-being. Good luck with resuming the pipe organ!! Do I need to remind you, not to overdo it?

Gentle hugs to you, dear lady.

Danya, I sure hope you find a job and one that fits what you want to do, its always the best kind of job, I am happy your getting out and all, that's good for you as well. Most of all I want to send you a big HUG.

River

I can already hear sighs of relief - I do not have the time tonight to write lengthy responses. I need to get together some documentation for my interview Friday morning. I'm merely delaying the inevitable by writing now.

Slammr (imported) wrote: Fri Jun 03, 2011 5:19 am Sounds like you're doing great. My best to you.

Hi Slammr,

It's good to hear from you. I am doing

Caith721 (imported) wrote: Fri Jun 03, 2011 7:21 am very well. Thanks for the good wishes.

Hugs,

Danya

It's really great to hear you're getting out and about, Danya. I'd say the fresh air is good for you, but with summer heat now here I don't know how good the air really is. It's really important for your mental as well as physical health, not to mention just your psychological well-being. Good luck with resuming the pipe organ!! Do I need to remind you,

not to overdo it?

Gentle hugs to you, dear lady.

Hi Caith721,

Only a week now until your big day in Miami! I'm very happy for you. You are a sweetheart and I always wish you the best.

I made a special point of getting outside yesterday and today because temperatures have been moderate, with low humidity and sunny skies. I went to the botanic garden both days. Tomorrow, though, wil

Riverwind (imported) wrote: Fri Jun 03, 2011 8:08 am l be very summery.

Yes, you do need to remind me not to over do it on the pipe organ! Thanks.

Hugs,

Danya

Danya, I sure hope you find a job and one that fits what you want to do, its always the best kind of job, I am

happy your getting out and all, that's good for you as well. Most of all I want to send you a big HUG.

River

Hi River,

I will definitely find a job before much longer. Finding one that fits what I want and like to do is the hard part, as you know dear friend. I will make that happen sooner or later.

I wish I could see you now to get a hug in person!

Hugs,

Danya

I continue to feel confident that I will .... I'm not sure how to explain this!

Although I am 59 and have no job (a very temporary situation), no income (this won't last long) in a still dismal economy, rent a room in someone else's home, have far fewer possessions than about a year ago, recently survived one of the worst blizzards in Chicago's history and so on - I feel more confident than ever that I will find a way to live the life I seek.

I feel complete now. This contributes to my confidence. My gender therapist predicted I'd feel more confident after surgery. I last spoke with her about about nine months ago. I did not believe her then, thinking I was already doing well. Now it seems that she was right. It's probably too soon to be certain. Yet the feeling that I am finally fully in charge of my life has been growing in recent weeks.

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Good to hear from you...stranger...Hehe. I'm so glad you're feeling confident and fulfilled. Be well and smooches dragonfly

Thanks for your kind words, Dragonfly.

Now, this will seem a small matter to most of you. To me, it feels like a major milestone. Last night, I was able to sit without

Danya (imported) wrote: Thu May 19, 2011 2:25 pm my rubber donut (i.e., invalid ring) for the first time since my surgery

on April 19. I sat for three hours, on slightly cushioned seats, without the ring that I have taken with my everywhere, until now.

When I got home, I wondered if I could also sit on an uncushioned chair. Turns out I could do this, too.