How old were you when you understood what was castration ?

[Bibiballs]

I was about 10 when I was told that the cat had a surgery to avoid breeding. But with no detailed explanation.

Later at about 12, I knew that some cattle were also castrated.

At about 14, I knew the signification of "eunuch" and as most of the male teenagers I was afraid loosing my balls and dick.

At 26 I've seen for the first time castration of horses.
It was a strange experience and a strange feeling I had.

[NaturalEunuch]

I learned about dogs and cats getting "fixed" when I was a kid. I first learned what eunuchs are in church. It wasn't until I was in my 40s before I started wondering what it would be like to actually become a eunuch myself. Just an abstract thought at the time.

Years after that, the big breakthrough came. I discovered the original Eunuch Archive and found thousands of others who felt as I do. And not only was there an awesome amount of information, but I was given a roadmap to move forward.

It was a long process. 1) DISCOVERY to 2) INTEREST to 3) DESIRE to 4) ACTION.

I hope our new EAv3 can be the resource to inspire the next generation of voluntary eunuchs to move forward in their journeys.

[eddie]

当我10岁的的时候，我阅读到法国大革命中的断头台，并对其颇感兴趣。于是我用橡皮泥捏了一个小人，它有着头、四肢和一条硕大的屌，再用两根铅笔和一个卡纸做成断头台的样子，砍掉了小人的头。之后我又砍掉了小人的四肢，并最后砍掉小人的屌。神奇的是，我砍掉屌的时候竟然有一丝快感，于是我反复接上这段橡皮泥，又反复砍掉，这便是我对阉割最初的感觉。

When I was 10 years old, I read about the guillotine in the French Revolution and was quite interested in it. So I made a little man out of plasticine, with a head, limbs and a huge dick, and used two pencils and a cardboard to make a guillotine, and cut off the little man's head. Then I cut off the little man's limbs and finally cut off the little man's dick. The magical thing is that I felt a little pleasure when I cut off the dick, so I repeatedly connected this piece of plasticine and cut it off again and again. This was my first feeling about castration.

当我13岁的时候，阅读到有关司马迁的故事。司马迁受了宫刑，忍辱负重写下史记。于是我对宫刑又产生了好奇，到网上搜索有关宫刑的资料，了解到古代宫刑的步骤。当我一点一点阅读的时候，我的鸡巴反应特别明显，变得特别硬，这也塑造了我对阉割的认知。

When I was 13 years old, I read about Sima Qian. Sima Qian was castrated and wrote the Records of the Grand Historian with humiliation. So I became curious about castration again, and searched for information about castration on the Internet and learned about the steps of castration in ancient times. As I read bit by bit, my dick reacted very obviously and became very hard, which also shaped my understanding of castration.

[Bibiballs]

I never even though that it could be possible to learn about eunuch in a church.
Because I'm starting to have erectile disfunction I'm sometimes wondering what will be my life being castrated.
With Internet I've also discovered that I'm not the only one thinking of castration.

eddie the thought of castration make your dick hard.
What if it was you ?
When I was younger the thought of circumcision make my dick erected.

[NaturalEunuch]

I never even though that it could be possible to learn about eunuch in a church.
Because I'm starting to have erectile disfunction I'm sometimes wondering what will be my life being castrated.
With Internet I've also discovered that I'm not the only one thinking of castration.

There are mentions of eunuchs all over the Bible. For example, Matthew 19:12 says, "For there are eunuchs who were born that way, and there are eunuchs who have been made eunuchs by others, and there are those who choose to live like eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven. The one who can accept this should accept it." That quote is attributed to Jesus Christ, by the way.

Thanks to the Internet, we are finding that there are thousands of people interested in castration and eunuchdom. It's a real eye-opener.

[dandelion]

I remember I was in grade 5 or 6 and we were discussing on the school bus how the Chinese eunuchs were castrated. I thought they only removed the testicles but then my classmates told me they had everything removed.

[Bibiballs]

Yes in the bible eunuchs are mentioned but were you able to understand the meaning of the word ?

My question was about castration. If we don't know what is castration it is difficult to understand what is really an eunuch. And as dandelion say eunuchs in China have also the dick cut off.

To be castrated is different from having the dick cut off.

I didn't grew up in the countryside where it is more common to see castrated animals than in urban areas where castration is for pets.

[NaturalEunuch]

Yes in the bible eunuchs are mentioned but were you able to understand the meaning of the word ?

All I know is that was the first time I heard the word 'eunuch' was in church and I wasn't confused, so they probably explained what eunuchs are during a sermon or something. I don't remember. All I knew was getting "fixed" and castration were the same thing for our pets. I still didn't know much else about it at the time. I also didn't know that most historical eunuchs also had their penises cut off too.

Later, like almost everyone else it seems, castration became kind of a sexual fantasy for me. But the more I learned about it, the more I realized I wanted it for real. There were a lot of frustrating obstacles along the way, but eventually I got there.

[Bibiballs]

To me as a teenager or later as a young man castration was more something I fear than a sexuel fantasy.

But I have to admit that when I read stories and information about it I was a little bit confused. My mind focused on the procedure and I imagined I was the guy going to be castrated. My penis reacted but I can't say if it was because of desire or fear.

Did you talk to your females partners about the fantasy.
You have waited for long time but now you seem to be happy to be castrated.

[Stallion]

I was 4 when I understood what castration is.
I am a farmer's son, and my father was very good at knocking the balls of male animals.
So back in those days we had a growing herd of cows that were the descendants of the milkers that were kept to supply the family's needs. We didn't have enough cows to warrant having our own bull, so a neighbour was more than happy to park his Hereford bull at our place when he didn't need it. But it also meant that the calves would be all different ages. The cattle were yarded, and everyone went over to the house to have a "cuppa" while the fire for the banding irons built up.

As a young kids will I went back to the yards to watch the cattle. One of the cows was on heat and the two oldest calves were male and virtually young bulls, they certainly had the equipment and in the crush of the mob he was able to give the cow a good serving even though it was against her will. It was a sight to see, his young hard cock half out and dripping semen as the panted and fort to get his seed into the cow.
The men arrived back from smoko, and he soon found himself lassoed and hauled over to a post, his big balls swinging as he fort the inevitable. Soon he was on the ground and stretched out and two big balls were hanging there until dad got hold of them. They seemed to bust out of their bag when the knife slit it open like they wanted to escape and soon enough they were free on thrown over to the fence where I went and grabbed one of them, the dog got the other one.
I'm pretty sure my castration fetish stems from that day. It particularly turns me on to see a man getting hold of another man's balls the way my dad got hold of that young bull.