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I'm str8 21 y.o eunuch i'm very into bodybuilding gym rat from czech republic. So why i'm eunuch? I was sentenced for prison because i raped escort woman and court offered me surgical castration as early release condition (it's allowed by law but only for offenders who are at least 21 years old) so i agreed and 3 days after my 21th birthday in february 2025 my both balls were removed from my scrotum in prison ambulatory (simple bilateral orchiectomy) and month later i was released from prison. I'm not able to get legally testosterone on prescription but i'm allowed taking nandrolone. I feel now calm and my libido dropped about 3/4. I can get erect my 19 cm penis when watch to porn but it takes a lot of time and is big effort.

Hi, What exactly you mean you are born eunuch? It was some medical issue? or just your psychological identify?

Welcome x

Mind sharing your decision making process? How are you coping with your modification? Do they allow you to store your sperm if you ever want to father children? If so, who would pay for it?

Welcome to the forums. I think you are the first member I recall joining us as a result of a legal punishment, either here or on the old EA site.

It's something that has been a topic of discussion a few times, and there are endless stories in the fiction site with judicial castration as a plot element, but I hadn't heard of it actually being done in reality the way you describe.

I hope your adjustment process goes well, and that you are able to avoid future legal problems. Let us know if you have questions or if we can help with other support.

WheelyFixed

I never was interested into castration before that rape and it was quick decision making process. It was my first sex offense and i never had troubles with law before. court got me choice: minimal sentence for rape which is 3 years in prison or mandatory therapy which is psychotherapy plus chemical or surgical castration. So i wanted to avoid prison and asked for 2nd option with surgical castration because with chemical castration it means mandatory arrival for injections and after my balls were cut off i'm not obliged to any further arrival for injections or testosterone level monitoring. So i decided to use that legal hole and asked for surgical castration in hope that now when i'm free i will be able to get testosterone on black market. I can't go to any doc in czech republic and ask for testosterone because officially it's for me banned for life and any doc is obliged to check that info in system about patients before giving testosterone prescription. I wasn't easy decision because i loved my balls like any other guy but i was scared about prison. I spent 1 month in arrest during trial and 1,5 month in prison where i was castrated and observed for one month to ensure my libido is lowered enough to release me. It was checked in a month after my castration in small room when i was naked with penile plethysmography put around my penis base and asked for watching heterosexual both normal porn and rape porn movies so sexuologist measured reaction of my penis volume change. It was almost flaccid to normal porn and completely flaccid to rape porn. So they agreed that i can be free. Castration operation it self was 30 minutes procedure. by default its testicular pulpectomy which means making empty shells from testicles. Disembowelment of them not removal. but of course empty shell of testicle is not able to produce testosterone but scrotum still looks like filled by small testicles inside. I felt that's ridiculous and asked for simple bilateral orchiectomy where my balls will be cut off completely which is shorter procedure and if i want i will put implants inside after release. I was 20 y.o anyway and i was forced to stay in prison until i will reach age 21 which is minimal legal age for punitive surgical castration and 3 days after my 21th birthday was my last day as a man and first day as a eunuch it was 8am when February 8th 2025 i was escorted from my cell to group showers where i got shower with other prisoners like usually but doc ordered me to shower myself with antibacterial soap. because i used to start in bodybuilding contests before i was arrested so my whole body was permanently laser shaved, crotch too. so after shower i was ready to castration and still naked (despite i intentionally didn't masturbate for whole week before castration because sexual excitement helped me to manage with fear my penis was flaccid during this hot shower because i was too much agitated from fear) so just with towel wrapped around my waist and flip-flops on my feet i was escorted by long corridor with several doors to ambulatory where female nurse in her 50's odered me to strip the towel and and get into operating room. My heart was bouncing from fear like crazy in my chest but i showed no emotions. i get on the table where i lied on my back completely naked with my legs apart in stirrups and secured by straps on velcro and my arms too, so i lied on my back secured by my legs and arms by velcro straps apart in "eagle" position. then surgeon arrived who was older guy also in his 50s i think. both nurse and surgeon were kind and professional but without sympathy for rapist. Nurse wiped my sac with somethingto disinfect i think and she put 2 injections of local anesthesia in both sides on my scrotum. Then after several minutes she massaged my balls and asked me if i feel anything and i replied that i won't feel anything so surgeon started his job and i felt only some pulling out like feeling and instead scared i started feel bored with watching ceiling and clock on the wall and it was something i didn't expect that i will feel bored during execution of my sexual death sentence . After 20 minutes i realised that i don't feel any pulling anymore and get up my head a bit and saw the table next to operation table with the scalpels and other stuff and tray where my both big juicy were they looked like boiled chicken eggs just more red and with blood droplets, and surprisingly for me it was both scary but from moral side also beautiful view because i felt deeply in my soul that its poetic justice i deserved for and i suddently from boring state felt relaxed calm and proud of myself that without showing any emotions i went through that good old way lesson for rapists and also because it's over my manhood is gone so my male ego stopped internally in my mind fighting for saving my manhood. Maybe also it's because years on gym where i realized my bodybuilding passion teached me not to feel sorry about myself i went through it so calm. But of course the most important thing was the hope that i will buy testosterone on black market and still enjoy my hard 19 cm penis instead suffering impotence which is the one of goals this punishment, maybe not officially because officially castration is the form of help not punishment for the rapist but for me 21 years old muscled stud castration without ability of taking testosterone it's like death penalty.

So my question is: Do you think it's fair if i will buy testosterone on black market? Do you think i deserve for that and should take testosterone to enjoy my sex life?

It was allowed to store sperm before castration in my own cost, but i don't to have children in future so i wasn't interested in that option

Also some info from english language media about castration law in my country

Prague, July 7 (CTK) – The Czech government supported yesterday a draft amendment decreasing the castration lower age limit from 25 to 21 years of age, which was objected by Ombudsman Anna Sabatova, and Health Minister Svatopluk Nemecek said the operation will be performed at the patient’ s request.
In a press release, the Health Ministry said the amendment ensures a better supervision of people undergoing protective treatment.
The respective medical facilities will be obliged to report the patients who do not undergo checks or do not start treatment at all.
The restriction of the sexual instinct is possible with the use of medicaments. However, if the patient stops using them, the instinct is renewed. Another possibility is surgical treatment, which is irreversible.
The European Commission has criticised the Czech Republic for the surgical castrations that are banned in a number of European countries.
However, the Czech Sexological Society has recommended that the surgical castrations should be preserved.
Its scientific secretary, Professor Petr Weiss, told CTK that 4 percent of patients who underwent the surgical treatment commit a sexual crime, compared with 17 percent after treatment with medicines.
Reacting to the argument stated by the European committee for the prevention of torture that only two EU countries allow surgical castrations, Weiss said this is so simply because there exists no specialised treatment for these people in a number of countries.
“There are countries, including the United States, where this option is used in sexual offenders who do not even have to be deviant in a much broader sense,” Weiss said.
In the Czech Republic, surgical castrations have been banned in people under 25 years of age, those in custody or in prison since April 2012. In 2000-10, 80 patients underwent it. In 2012, the government refused to ban surgical castrations, saying they are an alternative to life confinement to institutional care and that they are only performed based on the patient’s free decision.
Nemecek said it will be also possible to perform castration on the patients who have not yet committed any sexual-motivated crime, but where there are serious reasons to suppose that they will do so in the future.
The respective medical facilities will also have to report to the police that a patient wilfully left hospital or shuns regular checks.
“With this measure we react to calls for a change to the system that would allow the detention of potentially dangerous patients in time,” Nemecek said.
The draft amendment provides for assisted reproduction being also performed by gynaecologists and obstetricians.
The change of sex can also be performed on people remanded in custody, serving their sentence, or undergoing preventive treatment.

https://praguemonitor.com/news/national ... offenders/

Putting apart all this political, judicial and societal experience I would say that you have to look at what you really want to experience in you life.
From many testimonies read in the EAv2 and here you may find interesting experience of life that may be rewarding as eunuch. Several individuals go to castration to reduce their libido for different reasons. Think of you without sex urge, with reduce probability of sexual assault. Would it be possible to see this as positive? A man life without sex drive could be seen as more "human" and less "animal", as sex drive could be seen as the basic simple results of sex hormones while our life could be more fulfilled with may other aspects that are disturb by those hormones. On the other hand you're still quite young and it's for you to see what you want from life. Every one's journey is very personal. Take time to search for the best for you and good luck

Wow thank you for the detailed testimonial.

I’m happy for you that you cope with it so well. It sounded almost like they were just taking out your appendix would be a no-brainer in exchange for freedom.

If I were you I would be so conflicted about the deal. Balls would be no use if I were imprisoned for life. But to lose them for freedom would be a trauma for life.

I can see why this is so controversial. Yes it is true that prisoners made this decision out of their own free will. But at the same time, to me, the choice itself would be a “cruel and unusual punishment.”

As far as black market testosterone goes, if I were in your situation, that would at least be a partial remedy for the loss. I don’t know what the legal ramifications of you were to be caught, though. Another thing is to make sure that the testosterone is medical grade and not adulterated or contaminated.

Another interesting point is how instead of a simple orchiectomy, the would opt for “hollowing out” your testicles. Maybe it heal faster that way?

How you should approach your life as a eunuch depends on if you believe you're capable of rapeing someone again. Don't take black market T if you have any doubt about that.

You've been through a lot, do you have professionals that you can talk to? Opting to be mutilated to avoid an unsafe prison sounds like a very traumatic thing to happen to a 21 year old.

Thank you for the detailed explanation of how you ended up deciding to be castrated and the description of the procedure.

I think you've gotten a lot of good advice from other members, I'd also advise taking time to adjust to being a eunuch before deciding to rush into any effort to get black market testosterone...

There is not a lot of information about the effectiveness of castration in preventing repeat offenses, in part probably because so few places offer it as an option. However I do remember "Jesus" who is a highly respected and qualified expert on the subject of castration, mentioning a study of sex offenders, I believe in Finland. According to the study out of a fairly large number of men who had been castrated voluntarily, only one re-offended. That guy had gotten a shot of testosterone from his girlfriend....

You have said you want to stay out of prison, and I certainly hope you do. In addition to the concerns about the safety and purity of any black market drugs that others have raised, it might be worth keeping that study in mind. I also don't know what sort of monitoring you have to deal with and your risks of getting caught, but what happens if you do get caught using Testosterone?

WheelyFixed

Reading through this testimonial makes me wonder how many here have had their castration done to preclude any such acts as the one which resulted in your orchiectomy. I mean if it can be used as punishment can it not also be used as a preventative? Just a curious question.

Thanks for being brave and kind enough to share your story. You certainly have a lot to process, but you've come to the right place for fruitful advice in a non-judgmental space.

Jameswill50 wrote: Mon Mar 24, 2025 9:47 pm Reading through this testimonial makes me wonder how many here have had their castration done to preclude any such acts as the one which resulted in your orchiectomy. I mean if it can be used as punishment can it not also be used as a preventative? Just a curious question.

I think I recall a few posters on EAv2 that gave that as a reason, some because they felt compelled to assault women, some because they did not like feeling attracted to minors. All seemed happy with the way they felt after, and that it had addressed their unwelcome desires sufficiently that they no longer felt they were likely to land them in trouble...

WheelyFixed

castratedbodybuilder wrote: Sun Mar 23, 2025 7:43 pm It was checked in a month after my castration in small room when i was naked with penile plethysmography put around my penis base and asked for watching heterosexual both normal porn and rape porn movies so sexuologist measured reaction of my penis volume change

wtf

castratedbodybuilder wrote: Sun Mar 23, 2025 7:47 pm So my question is: Do you think it's fair if i will buy testosterone on black market? Do you think i deserve for that and should take testosterone to enjoy my sex life?

Maybe, you should take a time being a eunuch. You said you felt proud for your choice for not being a criminal again. If you remediate your castration, wouldn't that annul that good choice you had? I don't know the answer, I'm just asking.

I also sexually harassed a friend of mine, and that kills me inside. I didn't raped her nor did anything physical to her, but still, it really upset her. I've been thinking about castration to deal with that too.

castratedbodybuilder wrote: Sun Mar 23, 2025 7:43 pm So i wanted to avoid prison and asked for 2nd option with surgical castration because with chemical castration it means mandatory arrival for injections and after my balls were cut off i'm not obliged to any further arrival for injections or testosterone level monitoring.

But would you need to take the injections for the rest of your life? Sorry if you weren't advised, but did you knew that, after interrupting the injections, your body can regain the production, at least partially?

Friotler7 wrote: Tue Mar 25, 2025 6:25 am I also sexually harassed a friend of mine, and that kills me inside. I didn't raped her nor did anything physical to her, but still, it really upset her. I've been thinking about castration to deal with that too.

Sexually harassing someone is not cool, but sometimes it can be hard to tell when you cross the line between 'asking about interest' and harassing because so much depends on the feelings of the person on the other end... Obviously I have no way of knowing how obnoxious you might have been, or your intent, so I can't guess how bad you should feel about it...

But what I could ask is how you feel that your castration would benefit her? Or how it would help you deal with her being upset? Not saying that it might not help, but unless you can say how / why it would help, it might not be the best solution....

WheelyFixed

WheelyFixed wrote: Tue Mar 25, 2025 8:38 am

Friotler7 wrote: Tue Mar 25, 2025 6:25 am I also sexually harassed a friend of mine, and that kills me inside. I didn't raped her nor did anything physical to her, but still, it really upset her. I've been thinking about castration to deal with that too.

But what I could ask is how you feel that your castration would benefit her? Or how it would help you deal with her being upset? Not saying that it might not help, but unless you can say how / why it would help, it might not be the best solution....
WheelyFixed

Oh, it wouldn't help her in absolutely nothing, specially because we haven't talked since the incident. She would even feel disgusted by it, maybe. But castration would help ME to not commit the same mistake or just to deal with sexual frustration (as I'm always saying).

I don't want to further explain what I did to her, at least, not now, but I wasn't violent.

Friotler7 wrote: Tue Mar 25, 2025 10:00 am But castration would help ME to not commit the same mistake or just to deal with sexual frustration (as I'm always saying).

I'm sure shrinks and the medical establishment would have you try to improve your self-esteem and work through your issues. What they fail to understand is some people are much happier as eunuchs. Many of us on this forum are in that category.

This whole thread is weird to me. Something is off.

That's all I'll say.