I'm asking because many here never liked their testicles, so this fetish might not be interesting to them. I also read some saying that the advantages of being a eunuch is not feeling that pain (it wouldn't be so for a cbt fetishist).

I've never really tried ACTUAL ball busting, I mean I'm sure we've all squeezed our testicles as hard as we can from time to time.
I wanna ask you a question though, did you experience a drop in T after significant damage? I mean If it becomes mushy, It should shrivel up and harden eventually. I'm looking into this as a way to accelerate nuking my testosterone