introducing

[Unknown (imported)]

Hi! I'm new on this forum.

Let me introduce myself a bit

I am a 24y old boy from the Netherlands.

Since a very early age I hated that I would be a adult.

I don't like body hair, big penis balls everything that has do with being a "man"

I always hoped that i waked up as a boy again when I was younger.

I am asexual I never had a sexual feelings for a man or woman. I do jerk, but i really hate doing it, and feel really bad afterwards. But I cant stop doing it.

But because I had this feeling, and I have never talked about it, and I thought I was "wrong" I blocked a lot of those feelings in my mind. But the side affect of it, that am very stressing, and sort of depressed.

So I was thinking about chemical castration.

Its not permanent if I don't like it. It will kill a lot of my testerone. With a bit of luck ill get less body hair, and thicker scalpel hair (my hair is getting thinner).

Could someone share me there thoughts about this, what I can expect when I do get chemical castration?

Unknown

[Robby (imported)]

Boy Unknown,

Welcome and glad to see you writing of your desires. You've come to the right place to discuss Eunuch issues. You will find a warm and caring family full of experiences and a willingness to be open. Hope you will be open as well.

Take care and happy surfing the Eunuch Archive.

[Unknown (imported)]

Boy Unknown,

Welcome and glad to see you writing of your desires. You've come to the right place to discuss Eunuch issues. You will find a warm and caring family full of experiences and a willingness to be open. Hope you will be open as well.

Take care and happy surfing the Eunuch Archive.

Hi Robby, thanks for the kind words, I already feel welcome

[Christina (imported)]

Welcome to the zoo, Unknown.

There are many threads here on the use of certain chemical castration drugs. Some of the more popular medications are Androcur, Depo-Provera and Spironolactone. Use the search feature to find threads on any particular one you may have an interest in.

[Paolo]

welcome to the zoo.

If at 24 your hair is thinning on the scalp, it sounds like you have a high testosterone count. One of my many cousins had that problem. He was very into male pattern baldness by age 22. He was also hung like a bear and horny all the time, but that's another long story. I think he has like 12 kids by now...sad but true.

Chemical castration is probably your best route. While it won't make you into a boy again, it certainly will have a physical as well as a powerful mental effect upon your Being, once the testosterone is diminished.

That, and it is reversible.

[Unknown (imported)]

welcome to the zoo.

If at 24 your hair is thinning on the scalp, it sounds like you have a high testosterone count. One of my many cousins had that problem. He was very into male pattern baldness by age 22. He was also hung like a bear and horny all the time, but that's another long story. I think he has like 12 kids by now...sad but true.

Chemical castration is probably your best route. While it won't make you into a boy again, it certainly will have a physical as well as a powerful mental effect upon your Being, once the testosterone is diminished.

That, and it is reversible.

Hi Paolo,

I have my hair thinning already a few year. I have the diffuse pattern.

I already use dustasteride to block my DHT (the hormone responsible for hair loss) but it doesn't help enough.

But of course my interest for chemical castration isn't solely based on hairloss.

[lilac (imported)]

Hello Unknown young man of 24,

I also would like to welcome you here to the Eunuch Achrive. I myself can't answer your questions, but as Christina, Robby and Paolo said... you will find many answers here and many kind and warm people to help you along your way. I am a good listener though, You can ask many here. I do wish you all the luck you need. We also have a chatroom here that you can ask many questions to any of the Operators in the room. I am there towards the evening USA time usually. Well, anyway, take care and wish you well.

aways, Lilac

[tugon (imported)]

I wanted to welcome you to the EA. It has been a great place for me to learn and grow. I have met some wonderful people here. I know it will be a good community for you.

[Fixet (imported)]

This is Unknown, but the nick wasnt allowed so im Fixet now

[tugon (imported)]

This is Unknown, but the nick wasnt allowed so im Fixet now

Glad you registered. Another unknown might have come along and we would not have known if we were communicating with you or someone else.

[Sac_mec (imported)]

Fixet, Hoi en welkom bij de Eunuch Archive een zeer goede locatie voor informatie en een mooi welkom. Ik ben Engels..and that is about as much Dutch

as I can write voor vandaag. I really welcome you here. I think chemical castration is the safest route and also it gives you options while you get used to the changes. Paolo is slightly wrong (only slightly) because if you are able to reduce your testosterone until it is at a very low level, then your mind will feel as free and liberated as when you were younger. I think in the Netherlands

you ought to be able to get some good advice. Try and find out who is the most

gentle natured and nicest Doctor in your Doctor's practice and make an appointment. You will need lots of courage beforehand but you deserve respect

and good health advice to get you on Androcur which is used in the UK and the

Netherlands. Maybe being in such a sexually tolerant country makes it all the more difficult to impress on people that you are neuter/asexual. You can do it though and the Archive is out here also. Met vriendilijke groeten [and excuse my errors!]

[Fixet (imported)]

Fixet, Hoi en welkom bij de Eunuch Archive een zeer goede locatie voor informatie en een mooi welkom. Ik ben Engels..and that is about as much Dutch

as I can write voor vandaag. I really welcome you here. I think chemical castration is the safest route and also it gives you options while you get used to the changes. Paolo is slightly wrong (only slightly) because if you are able to reduce your testosterone until it is at a very low level, then your mind will feel as free and liberated as when you were younger. I think in the Netherlands

you ought to be able to get some good advice. Try and find out who is the most

gentle natured and nicest Doctor in your Doctor's practice and make an appointment. You will need lots of courage beforehand but you deserve respect

and good health advice to get you on Androcur which is used in the UK and the

Netherlands. Maybe being in such a sexually tolerant country makes it all the more difficult to impress on people that you are neuter/asexual. You can do it though and the Archive is out here also. Met vriendilijke groeten [and excuse my errors!]

Hi Sac_mec, your dutch isnt bad.

Thanks for your support. Yes I agree that is smart to consult a doctor first. But indeed i need courage loads of it. I dont know the doctors much or at all. There is one female doctor, and I think I feel most comfortable with that.

[Sac_mec (imported)]

Fixet, yes I know you need a great amount of courage at your first appointment.

Seeing a Doctor you are comfortable with is most important and you have to be very strong and say confidently that you are very uncomfortable being virile

and that it is upsetting you and your life. Take your time saying what you want to say and show your sincerity and it will shine through so that the Doctor will

be able to really help you. For your help the drug everyone calls Androcur

has a proper chemical name known as Cyproterone Acetate and it comes in 50mg tablets. The usual and proper dose is 100g a day. One tablet in the morning and one around 19.00hrs. The drug can in the first few days make your

penis more hard but this will soon stop and it will quickly halt sperm production

and the ability to 'cum'. Stress to your Doctor first of all just how unhappy you

currently are and how much happier you were before. Ask for help and let them

mention the names of drugs before you do. I hope my little bit of advice helps you. Good luck.

[SplitDik (imported)]

Well, being in the Nederlands is a good place to be for such things. Medications you need are easier to get, medical practice is more open minded, and if you decide to proceed to surgical castration, the ORR in Belgium is close by.

Chemical castration is definitely the way to go, and could very well help you achieve the state you desire. However, the pills/injections can become quite expensive. Hopefully you are employed and seeking a career so you can save up money.

Anyway, I wish you the best.

[Sac_mec (imported)]

Fixet, I'm absolutely sure that cost will not be an issue for you.

I've made the point before but because you have seen your Doctor and are chatting further right now also, I am certain the Doctor will prescibe you with

the drug of her choice. Its a good idea to let any Doctor come to their own conclusion, I've found so let the discussion flow naturally and let her ask the

decisions. The good news is that you've mentioned that she will help you already, so you are already close to being offered chemical castration.

Just express your natural feelings gently and she will do her best for you.

Here in Europe the most widely used drug can be prescribed by a Doctor.

In the USA the Government Agency controlling drugs (the FDA) has not yet

licensed this drug and so consequently many American males choosing chemical castration look to the internet for help, where they can buy Androcur.

It is an answer for them where their choices are restricted. For you and I in

Europe if we see our Doctor (which is generally the best decision) then they can simply write out a prescription for you. It's nice and easy. Everything remains private between the Doctor and you and they can give you advice too. Money is not an issue for us. Sadly for many Americans if they stay

chemically castrated via Internet pharmacies the cost is very high.

Hopefully one day soon the FDA will licence the drug for Americans.

You and I are very lucky. Fixet, I have been chemically castrated since 2001

and money has not been an issue to worry about. Let me re-assure you about that:)

[Fixet (imported)]

Re introductions for me.

My Old account "Fixet" doesnt work anymore.

I have been Mission in Action quite a while.

I am 31 years now, and as you get older, life doesn't get easier. Maybe the reason I went MIA here.

I am still using chemical castration.

I went throw the wheels of docters and psychologist. It didn't help anything for me.

I still feel the same about me, as a did when I registered for the first time here.

[kristoff]

Welcome back.

[Riverwind (imported)]

Welcome back, I hope you get the support and information your looking for.

River

[Fixet (imported)]

Thanks, glad you still want me

Is it btw possible to get my old nick back?

[kristoff]

Thanks, glad you still want me

Is it btw possible to get my old nick back?

Yes, I will drop the 123 now. It will not re-link you to your old posts, but your nick will be there

[Fixet (imported)]

Thanks kristoff.

[graylayer02 (imported)]

Welcome back.

Psychs and endos can be a bit tough when dealing with genders outside of the binary. This can be pretty rough since there are a set of health issues that needs to be addressed--bones, mental health, social issues, access to alternative hormone treatments, among other things.

We're here if you need advice or just to vent.

[Fixet (imported)]

Hello graylayer02,

Yes i have to make a visits soon to the doctor, already putting it of.

I'm using androcur for a long time now, and for years my lever function etc. has not been check.

I maybe a have a last hope the doctor will see that I'm very serious, and using androcur so long is bad.