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Well i'll try to explain my situation.

My testicles were worked with a burdizzo almost an year ago. I experimented all the consequences: testicles dead, penis shrunken (it's now 13-14 cm: it was 19 cm before). I hade my testicles and scrotums removed at last.

It seems nevertheless that my adrenal ...

I didn't keep them, at last.

Hi Marco (i'm italian too)

you should accept yourself. But it seems that you finally have, if i understand well. It isn't necessary that fantasies become reality in any case (for me the became reality, and it could be painful). But if simply thinking about it you increase the fun, no worry about it ...

I had thoughts about castration since my 15. More than six months ago i was burdizzoed. Recently i've had my testicles and sack removed. I think i can be considered a sexless slave now.

For me it's not only a question of reflexes. It seems my surrenes product some residual hormone, so i can have erections and cum when my sex is stimulated.

My story is complicated.

I had ever a submissive nature. The thougts about castration started when i was 15, after my first (non-consensual) sex experience, whit another boy of my school. He was two years older than me. He started to fondle me in a way i disliked at first; in minutes he was into me ...

After i've been done with the clamp my body is more calm. I've orgasms yet, but they seems like squirting in the girls. In any case it's too soon to say what will be. It's only 17 days.

I had recently (almost two weeks ago) my nuts worked by a burdizzo by my master with a friend of his who's a doc who assisted. It was painful at the beginning but it worked well at last.



To cut like this is very dangerous.

It's interesting this thread for me beacause it's possible i have it used on me after this summer. It is not definitively sure although.

From history:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_de_Saint-%C3%89vremond

The letter of Charles de Saint-Evremond (c.1685) encouraging a young page called Dery to be castrated:

"Clumsy and coarse people have been talking to you bluntly about having yourself castrated: an expression so ugly and ...

from time to time i'm enduring banding by a top, before. but the thing isn't longer than two minutes or three indeed (five in the worst case). in the last days he didn't make it anymore. And it already hurts a little.

No such a problem in my case, and i am not so hairy. My situation is more psychological perhaps...

I was roughly a year younger that the rest of my classmates in grade school so when I noticed other guys with pubic hair I was a little jealous as mine hadn't started coming in yet. Once it did I quickly realized that I disliked it and started shaving it every opportunity I had. That desire never ...

You seem very similar to me, by age and inclination.

Can i ask you how do you feel now?

And it would have avoided that permanent sense of guilt about pleasure and some embarassing experience to me...

Being yet a male can be embarassing too. Often into the male locker room i tighten my legs to hide my sexparts the more i can.

Your English is more than good enough. --FLO--



Thanks 🙏

About the topic, my first experience started being touched under the shower of the gym at my school when i was 15.

Often i think it would have been better if that schoolmate of mine didn't find nothing (:dong:) in that place he touched ...

Yes i meant harassment. English is not my birth language, sorry.

That's better. So a speed pain and it's done.

A little ambivalent about pain here

Even if very interested to this topic, practicely I think i couldn't do it to me by myself: a little scared and no firm hands. Help needed for it.

Unlike you, I grew up intact and i had a little arrassment for it by another boy (i was 15 he two years older)... 🐫😱💥😢😿😢

At last I liked that arrassment and it made me discover my nature, but it gave me a lot of embarassing experiences too. So i think that perhaps the proper treatment had to be ...

I had such a nightmare at 14. I remember it started to become a sort of fantasy about being abused and cut in time.

I'm new here. Don't know why do i think about being castrated. It started very soon and I ever felt myself a bit odd about that.