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Hi guys, it's been a while. Not much happening with me. My second surgery on my spine was successful and my surgeon says I am properly fused now. I still have some pain and nerve issues, but I think most of that is my fault. I defiantly need to walk more and do my exercises. I have gained 10 lbs ...

I haven't posted for a while, waiting for something to happen. Not much has. My last blood test shows my E level at 67.4 and my T level at 30. My Endo. was surprised that my body hasn't changed any. Where I'm at now, I am comfortable with, except I would like to lose some weight. Since I have been ...

I have to agree with Erica. Just because you have GID, doesn't mean you're OK to be raped. The wife's lawyer always goes for the juggler. That doesn't mean you give in. That's just their first, unreasonable, stand. Please get an attorney and work up a counter offer. Giving up your kids should not be ...

I saw my Endocrinologist yesterday. He said my testosterone level was way down and my estrogen level was 57. He said that put it at high male and low female levels. I've been feeling better lately. I guess my system is finally settling down from getting off the pain meds, androgel and starting ...

🙏 all for the info, I believe you are correct. I have read this happening with others that didn't want to transition, but wanted the "feelings" to go away. Personally, I think I fall in that category. I think that many think that I am in denial and the girl side will eventually win. That may be the ...

Is it me or am I weird. Since being on the estrogel, I have had less and less desire to be female. At my last visit to my therapist, he thought that I might be 2 spirited like the native American's believe. I don't know what I am, but it seems that sex hormones have the opposite effect on me. If I ...

Hi califsun08, welcome to the zoo. There are lots of people here to talk to amd many willing to offer advice where needed.

I see on your profile that your castration was for medical reasons and you wonder why anyone would want to do it by choice. As you get more acquainted with this group, you will ...

Hi Hairless,

Having friends is an important key to getting through tough times. Is there a local transgender support group where you could meet some folks who can relate to your situation? One that is non-judgmental is important.

I am fortunate in that I have some terrific friends from the ...

MrT, I just noticed that with your posting below mine, it looks like you're looking at my frog. You are looking at the frog, aren't you.;)

Pink, you are right again. Unfortunately, she likes to use my faith against me more often then I would like.

Paolo and Oneballboy, thank you for your ...

I saw my therapist on Friday as usual. I had told him about EA before and he told me he checked it out. He was surprised at the many variations of people here and how well we all get along. I think he was a bit put off by the dark side.

I think he is having a problem with my still having a problem ...

I third Mr.T. I know I had my scrotum removed and now regret it, but only for SRS/GRS. I have enjoyed not having it, but if I decide to progress to womanhood, it will cost more and be more evasive. If I go the whole way, I want a functional vagina, even if I can't find someone to love me that way. I ...

Hi Terri,

I tried to beat the GID. Part of that is why I stayed away from here. I wanted to make sure this forum wasn't egging me on. The GID went away for a while, but it came back with a vengeance.

It's good to here from you again.
I need to get caught up on your thread also. I

've got quite ...

punkypink, you're right, but things don't always work that way.

My wife thinks that since I decided to have children, they deserve to have a father and I should just buck-up. She thinks that I am being selfish and also not fulfilling the promise I made to God when we got married.

You are all right about there being tall women. Last year I saw a lady in the local hardware store that was just as tall as me. At least I don't have the usual heavy build that many males my size have. Erica, I have heard that the feminizing effects of estrogen can be amazing. I hope it can do ...

Hi Danya,

Thank you for your insight. You're right about my having a difficult time for a while. Right now, I'm just tired. I imagine it's too many chemical changes in my body at once. I hope things settle down soon. Does the energy come back, or is this something I have to learn to live with?

I ...

I've been gone from EA for quite a while. I've been dealing with a second back surgery last December and legal matters with my former employer. I have recently stopped taking pain pills and I'm sleeping without Ambien, kind of. About 10 days ago, I stopped the testosterone. I had been taking a ...

I also am very sorry you lost your friend. Like Mac, I have had a lot of dogs in my life. Every time I lost one, I would cry and still do to this day. I wish they could out live us. It probably won't be too long and I will lose my 13 year old Basset Hound. She is a wonderful dog, but she is going ...

On 11/27, Christina underwent some tests for some lung issues. I haven't heard the results of the tests, but she said they removed a lot of fluid from her lungs. She told me she was resting at home and was OK after the tests. I think this is a little scary for her. I think she fears the worst, but ...

I think that a big factor in eunuch strength is the difference in circumstances. People today tend to have things easier. A eunuch today has to be very motivated to be able to overcome the tired feelings and get the exercise he need to eventually feel normal. Eunuchs of old, were motivated by the ...

You might try a penis pump. I read somewhere that 20 min. a day will keep the penis from shrinking. It might be worth a try, it would cost less than surgery.

How can you be 45? You don't look a day over 30. It must be the dress. Happy

raymar, there are probably many here that would love to be in your testicular position. You are not the only one that has been low on T and has felt normal. The first time I had my T checked, I thought I had an over active libido, but my T was 160. This was out of testicles that have make 4 kids ...

Gee, my wife and I do that all the time! We have 60-acres of private wilderness and my wife prefers to make love outdoors in the open. One year, it was during the deer rut season, and a big buck was attracted by the sound of our lovemaking and stood nearby watching us. We only saw him after we had ...

MORE RAIN!!!

FianceeUvBigGuy (imported) wrote: Wed Jul 04, 2007 9:05 pm Here's one of my secrets, revealed! I sometimes go out in the VERY private back lawn and dance in the rain...without my tutu. That's your Yolanda, the shameless bacchanalian.

Love and life jackets to all,

Yoli The Lil' Fishie

So when do we get to see the video.

Please note that I do not have any vas deferens (sperm ducts) since they were removed in a vasectomy many years ago. It is my opinion that having an intact vas makes it problematical and painful to use a Burdizzo. The vas deferens is about the diameter of a lead pencil with a very tiny almost ...