About my desire for castration

[sparkey49 (imported)]

I had thought about it and thought it would be nice then as the years went by it got stronger and stronger till it was no question time and when I sat there and injected the Calcium Chloride I was so ready and excited and am so greatful now but you must be at that 100% point or don't do it!

[Peter47-NL (imported)]

Thank you Begoneboy and sparkey49 you are right about the 100%.

Today I felt this: It is a prelude but not jet the final work.

It is now Saturday afternoon, groceries are done and while I cycle home my balls flop up and down in the scrotum between my legs. It feels wonderful, as if someone is kneading my balls and pulling hard. It seems to be a prelude to something that comes later, through the bike movements in the street to the naked body at home, where my balls are kneaded and pulled, painful tapping.

Yes, it is true, it is a prelude. The delightful foreplay of my castration.

Finally my testicles will come out of my bag one by one, after which the empty scrotum will be carefully cut away and the skin will be sewn tightly.

Yes, at last I lost my balls and my bag, I was castrated, I am a eunuch, a gelding.

Finally, finally, it happened, the step was made, I dared to take the step. It feels so good.

Maybe my dick comes later and I get a nice smooth pubic area.

Occasionally I still think about how it was when I still had my genitals, it was great to play with them, but as it is now, it is much nicer.

[DerKastrierte (imported)]

On and off and on and off, I know what you mean.... and I hate it, especially the "off" moments!

[Peter47-NL (imported)]

Last night I had a strange experience. I felt and touched my body and my genitals seemed to have disappeared. I understood that my willy was limp between my legs under my body. I realized that it could be wonderful to have no more dick and balls, to be a nullo.

Now that I am thinking back to this, my little cockie is getting stiff, as if he wants to say: "Nice to feel like a nullo and to have the possibillity to get a a litle hardon out of it."

[Peter47-NL (imported)]

i want my castration. just simply that, no fantasy. Some castrated guys as friendsi

[sparkey49 (imported)]

Once I got to the right point there was no turning back and no regrets!

[DerKastrierte (imported)]

So if you are sure - go for it - good luck!

[Peter47-NL (imported)]

So if you are sure - go for it - good luck!

Thank you very much for your nice word. My feeling is now "Please don't take much time with the procedure. Please cut my balls soon, cut them off and make me a happy eunuch."

[DerKastrierte (imported)]

As I said, just go for it, sometimes it's good to realize wishes and you dream of it for a long time. Nevertheless the procedure needs it time, and as soon as they are off a new life is going to start

[takemineaway]

hey,
out in Ca. love the idea of losing my balls. Would love to have a eunuch top me. I like to band, and push my nuts inside me, giving me an empty sack. just seeing if I'm the only guy not wanting to be feminized but not wanting balls either.
I thought about stirring the first time I saw it done, but don't think I can handle it. I also wanted to do an ever-clear attempt but ironically can't get past the needle idea. I've inflated my sack with saline before but never injected a nut.
Once my balls are gone, I've always said I wanted to keep the sack so I can inflate it with saline should I ever miss my balls, LOL, yet at the same time just desire the smooth look with a nub for a penis. I do not want to be fem, just a man without balls. It's weird, but I'm just wondering if there are any men out there that feel the same, or any eunuchs in this category (a masculine eunuch.)
I've banded my balls to the point where they are dark purple, cold to the touch, numb, and to the point where I get that knot in my stomach, a good indication that my balls are truly dying. I just couldn't get far enough along to actually kill them off. I'm sure over time I am becoming a eunuch by doing this. I know my testicles have shrunk, yet my T levels are in the mid to low normal range. I fantasize about CBT, and castration. Love the look of a nub and no balls, as Ive been shrinking my dick as well. Weird I'm a circumcised male, but looking at my shrunken dick, you'd think I was an intact man with a micro penis. It's a strong desire to lose my balls, guessing I'm not man enough to really get rid of them LOL.

[eggless splitty]

Ouh Taky! There will be thausands of men with the same, your desires!! I had the urg to torture and loose my eggs already as a little boy and had the castration realized as an old bull with 70 and now a strong Ox. and MAN! yeah - i mean and feel the castrated man, the eunuch, as the highest male level, especially the voluntarily or even ownhands neutered man, gelding or steer or Oxl!
The strong masculine nullo or man - without any danglings from his crotch - what an arousing view and state!!