Respect to a lot of others here who are chasing trans, libido reduction, modification and so on.... But this is for guys like me... Straight male who are battling with lusts and porn and are indeed tired of this cycle
This pdf was written in 2019 by an American Prof who did some research to this chastity topics and castration related stuffs that embattled the early Christians...they had no choice than to go into the desert to seek peace...yet the lusts dwelled within....
https://blogs.law.columbia.edu/critique ... astity.pdf
That's the link to the research article....it talked about how the devout men had miraculous castrations(without any bodily marks) from angels, heavenly beats and saints who passed away long ago...of how they totally achieved divine intervention (total chastity) out of heavenly assistance
We here may not be chasing a divine goal...but we need peace..don't we?.... We deserve the rest of mind that our hearts yearn after...we just need the eunuch calm...who else is tired of beating off to naked ladies on internet?... We all I agree... maybe not all..... ordering my depo provera soon ...I'll give a blog on that... daily updates coming