I remember being scared of my ejaculate when it started. I had a weird phobia of HIV/AIDS. For some reason my silly 10 year old brain believed that I could get it from myself.

My dad used to talk about gay people sometimes, about how they live disgusting lives and make each other sick. I probably ...

How you should approach your life as a eunuch depends on if you believe you're capable of rapeing someone again. Don't take black market T if you have any doubt about that.

You've been through a lot, do you have professionals that you can talk to? Opting to be mutilated to avoid an unsafe prison ...

Just like you, I've been fantasizing about being castrated since 14 or so. I like the idea towards others too. But I wouldn't do it if I had a loved one, but, since I'm a loner/forever alone, at least for now, I might do it one day to shut down sexual desire. I always wanted to be a father and to ...

It sounds like the US military chose to ignore this during their occupation, which is depressing. What happens to these people when they age out of their situation?

Hey, I'm Mars. I've been toying with the idea of becoming a chemical eunuch for a long time. I like the idea of having control over my libido but I'm also concerned about the usual issues: loss of strength, weight gain, hot flashes, etc.

If there's anyone who has good advice for living healthily as ...