Since 2009, I have been fully and permanently castrated using chemical castration. I did not start HRT until 2019.

During those 10 years, besides caring for my long-time partner with cancer and grieving his passing, I had been struggling health-wise and mentally from low T.

My first issue started ...

I knew when I was a child something wasn't right, "down there." It took me years to formulate what it was. At first, in high school, I went looking through the library during my library study hours at things related to my feelings. The only stuff we had at the time were mentions of AMAB men who ...

I too love to give blowjobs. And I love to swallow.

And I do enjoy being a bottom as well.

"During about grade 8 to 10, just as all the boys in this Catholic all-boys school, we started a game of groping each other, and my classmates would often asked why I was always so hard. While they took the game as harassing each other, evidently, I was getting sexually excited by touching other ...

I started playing with myself early, before puberty. At that time, I had recurring dreams of my penis remaining skinny but growing longer and longer, until I had to wrap it around my small waist several loops. The dream later evolved to being able to screw off the penis like screwing a garden hose ...